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Sunday, June 29, 2008

A New Found Glory to bury

Doing 'nother quiz [ from Shi Qi's blog ]... I am so bored, can't you tell?

1. Sarah! :D
2. Charlotte! :D
3. Azira! :D
4. Nazry! :D
5. PRAISEE! :D
6. IAN! :D
7. KENN! :D
8. Zhi Qing! :D
9. Alnette!
10. KARNAN!!! XD

Number 1: SARAH CIARA-ARAH-LARA-HAHA TANNNNYYYY!!!
Is this person your best friend: YESYESYESYESYES! :D
Would you date this person: No she deserves someone better... Or at least someone of the opposite gender. :p
One good memory with this person: In Sec 2, almost everyday we'd go home together. :D
One time this person made you smile: All the time!
Are they funny/serious: Amazingly, both. :]
Where do you hang out: School, anywhere, everywhere... My recess block duty area. XD
What do you do: We talk. Joke. Laugh.
One word that reminds you of them: Daniel Craig... xD
Do you trust this person: HELL YEAH I DO!

Number 2: CHARLOTTE WONGGG!!!
How old is this person: 15 years young
Are they one of your best friends: I count her as one.
Do they live close to you: In my heart, of course... Housing-wise, god no... :/
One good memory with this person: Everyday of my life.
Is this person single: Sadly, yes. She needs to get a boyfriend. xD
Have you ever cried in front of them: Ummm, Yeah, I think so.
What colour hair does this person have: Black... All of them have black hair...
Have you ever met their parents: Only seen them, not met them
Have you ever been drunk with this person: We act drunk, does that count? xD

Number 3: AZIRA-RA-RA-RA!
Does this person go to your school: Uh, yeah, duh.
How did you meet this person: 1A3!!!
Do they have your number: Of course.
Do they play any musical instruments: I don't think so... (just like me...)
What is their favourite band/artist: Hard to say, she likes too many. XD
When was the last time you hung out: Not too long ago.
What colour are their eyes: Black or brown... Have to go check.

Number 4: syunNAZRY!
Boy/girl: Male
Are you related to this person: He's my family friend [Charlotte]'s husband, does that count? In reality, nooo.
Have you ever been to a party with this person: I don't know... I don't think so.
Are you on their top 10: Safe to say I am. XD
If so, where: On his blog, when he wanted to show his appreciation to all of us... o^__^o
How did you meet this person: Through council
What colour is their hair: Black, like the rest of 'em.

Number 5: PRAISE!!! :DDDDD
Where does this person live: Yishun.
Are you close: Yup-yep
Where did you meet this person: 2A3!!!
What does this person like to do: Sing... And dance. XD (sweep the floor, wash the windowss...)
Have you ever worked with this person: In council, in schoolwork, oh yeah.
Do you trust this person: Like with my life.
Do you like hanging out with them: Down to the last second. YES. :]

Number 6: IAN TAN! Jun!
What colour hair do they have: Black, like the rest of 'em!
Why are you friends: Because we're both crazy and have no lives. xD Haha... no.
What is a good memory with this person: Us talking in real life and MSN. Hah.
When is their birthday: 17th June, I believe...
Does he/she play an instrument: I think so...
How did you meet this person: Through council
Have you been drunk with this person: Nooo, we're far too crazy to be drunk.
Do you know their parents: No

Number 7: KENN-nedy!
Are they single or taken: Single... and he's looking for his fellow ninjas. xD
What is a good memory you have with this person: The fact that we discuss crap and shit and ninjas and pirates.
Does this person have a nickname for you: Mic... That's all, I think.
Is this person cute: In his own way, yes. But no. (sorry, Kenn)
Are you related to this person: I'm his arch-enemy, the femininist, does that count?
Do you talk to this person often: Most of the time, yeah.
How long have you known this person: 2-and-a-half years and running
Are you on this persons' top 10: I better be... Lol. No, I don't know...
Is this person funny or serious: He's so serious, it's funny. XD
Are they a good person: The badass ninja-loving, bigassfan-worshipper, youtube-junkie and male chauvinist? Oh, yeah. Hell yeah.

Number 8: WAN ZHI QING!!!
Do you love this person: I love her complexity... xD
Can this person sing: I dunno, never really heard her sing before.
Does this person have a nickname: Yes, Zachery Quang. xD
Two words that remind you of them: Charmaine... Charmaine...
How old is this person: 14-going-on-15-in-December. HAH!
Would you date this person: Since I'm a girl, no. If I was a guy, still no. xD
Are they a bad person: Noooooo, she's okay.
One good memory with this person: The days we stayed back hella late...

Number 9: ALNETTE!
Is this person a guy or a girl: Gurlllll
What do you like about this person: She's awesome, la!
What is this person's strength: The fact that she knows the latest in everything [WE'RE GOING SINGFEST BABY!]
What is this person's weakness: Weakness? I doubt if there's any.
What's a bad memory with this person: Can't remember... None I think.
Are you close: Awwww, guess so.

Number 10: Monsieur HARDSTYLER KARNAN
Is this person nice: Veryyyyy :D
Do you care about this person as much as 1-9: Of course! Maybe a bit even more
Would you let them live with you if they had nowhere else to stay: Maybe, it depends.
Have you ever fought with this person: Nope, not once, hoepfully never.
Do you see this person everyday: I don't see him, but I talk to him on MSN almost everyday.
Have you ever dated this person: Haha... No.

QUESTIONS ABOUT ALL 10

Would you date any of them: Perhappssssss... Most probably no.
Number of guys: 4
Number of girls: 6
Funniest: Nazry, Kenn and Ian
You talk to online the most: Karnan
You talk on the phone the most: Sarah
Have you ever done anything illegal with anyone on your top 10: not tellinggg...
If so, who: Nope, nope, nope.
Have you ever kissed anyone of them: Nooooo.
Have you told any of them you love them: Of course! I love each and everyone of them!
Who have you known the longest: Sarah
Who makes you laugh the hardest: Charlotte
Who freaks you out the most: Kenn and Karnan (in a good, amazing way)
Who makes you sad the most: No one...
Who makes you happy the most: ALL OF 'EM! =D

Well, this took a while. But yay, I've finished the survey. o^__^o

But earlier today, I went out to go buy some books (and donuts... thanks a lot, Kelvin) and along the way, I did a whole lot of self-reflecting... I wish I hadn't, because what I thought about made me extremely angry and depressed, and most importantly jealous and pissed off. It just makes me want to scream and yell at people I'm truly starting to hate and get sick off and cry and shun myself away... But then again, it makes me want to try to become a better person.

Sadly this will NEVER be... I'm starting to feel a bit more darkness and unhappiness eating away inside of me.

"Could it be that I've mistaken you for someone who can heal my pain. But you steal every breath of air that comes out of my lungs. But I can't keep, keep my hands off you. Give me a good reason to stay, if I can't decide, I'll dig my own grave. ... I need to learn from my mistakes! Or I'll dig my own grave!. I need to learn from my mistakes! Or I'll dig my own grave!"

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:00 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Friday, June 27, 2008

Cause She Wants Me To Do It...

Sigh~ While blogging about SCI, Zhi Qing wanted me to do this quiz...

Might as well get it over with before posting the other blog post about my day. {Read it HERE or just scroll down to the previous post}

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Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11.05 pm

Name : Michelle

Sisters: None, sadly / Thankfully.

Brothers : Two. One human, one dog. :]

Shoe size: 5 or 6... Amazing right?

Height: 156 cm. I might have gotten taller though.

Where do you live?: Yishun

Favourite drinks?: Coke, coffee, Pepsi

Favourite breakfast? : Cereal, toast... bread.

Have you ever been on a plane? : Loads of times

Swam in the ocean? : Oh yes...

Fallen asleep at school? : Many, many times...

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? : A few times, when was really waiting for that person to call

Saved e-mails? : Only the important ones... The others - deleted or junk

What is your room like? : Super single, computer (mom's), broken TV (for show), desk, Manga & book shelf, wardrobe... it's pretty comfy.

What’s right beside you? : Empty cup... it had milk...

What is the last thing you ate? : A chocolate-nut scone. :D

Ever had:

...Chicken pox? : Nope. Had vaccination when young.

Sore throat? : Loads.

Stitches? : No... My wounds were never that bad.

Broken nose? : Nope. ... I think.

Do you believe in love at first sight? : Somewhat yeah.

Like picnics? : Minus the bugs? Yep. :]

Who was/were the last person/people:

...You danced with ? : I don't know... Praise most probably

Last made you smile? : Kelvin. :3

You last yelled at? : My mom... God I HATE her sometimes...

Today you did? : S.C.I. Nothing more, nothing less. :]

Have you ever:

.....Kissed anyone? : Family, yes. People outside... No, not yet at least. xD

Miss someone? : ... yes. GERARD WAY!!!

What do you like to eat? : Quite a lot of stuff. So long I can digest them.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals? : I sleep with a small pillow and a stuffed toy dog... MAGO! :D

What’s under your bed? : My own bed, bedsheets, underwear, other stuff. The bed I sleep on currently, nothing.

Who do you really hate? : Not a lot of people... I don't fully hate them most of the time.

What time is it now? : 11.22 PM

Is there a person who is on your mind now? : ... Yes.

Do you have any siblings? : Yup.

Do you want children? : I'll see. Most likely no, though.

Do you smile often? : Not really. But only on happy days, then I do.

Do you like your hand-writing? : It's cursive and sometimes unreadable - yup, I do.

Are your toe nails painted? : No.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? : No one's. My bed's pretty comfy.

What color shirt are you wearing now? : White.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday? : Watching TV...? Or doing E Maths homework... Or both.

When did you cry last? : I don't know. It wasn't very long ago.

Are you a friendly person? : I tend to be shy... But I'm open.

Do you have any pets? : HELL YEAH! *cuddles Huttson* ♥♥♥

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : I would think he's at home...

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : I don't know. I didn't hold hands with anyone (not even my friends).

Do you sleep with the TV on? : I used to... But that was, what? 2 AM in the morning?

What are you doing right now? : Doing this quiz, listening to Atreyu, thinking

Have you ever crawled through a window? : Yup. Had to break into class few times, ... actually I climbed through those windows.

Can you handle the truth? : The painful, harsh, cold and excruciating truth? Yeah, pretty much.

Are you too forgiving? : I may forgive, but I don't forget. Heck, sometimes I say I forgive, but inside, I don't.

Are you closer to your mother or father? : Mother.

Who was the last person you cried in front of? : I cannot remember... My family?

How many people can you say you’ve really loved? : ... A small few. But one thing's for sure, I TRUTHFULLY LOVE MY DOG: HUTTSON

Do you eat healthy? : I don't know. What's your definitely of HEALTHY?

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yes. Many, many times. I just sometimes don't cry in front of other people.

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Either my friends (mostly Sarah or Charlotte) or my dog... Or no one but myself.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : Usually loud. But that's only with the company of friends.

Are you confident? : I find it hard to be.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Whatever I was doing when I was 5.

5 things on my to-do list today: Bring dog down, bathe, water plants, SLEEP, homework.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: Donate, repay debts (to family, to friends), save most of it, buy the books and clothes I want... And... donate again, I guess.

5 of my bad habits: I bite my nails, I keep scratching my wounds, I like drinking my own blood (after I scratch like crazy, I don't care for infection or chances of blood poisoning), I have the ability to ruin public performances no matter how many times I rehearse and I talk to myself (though to me, that's not a bad habit.)

5 places I have lived in: Australia, here, my previous house... I think that's all.

Jobs I’ve had: None. I might get one soon if I have time though.

5 People I'm going to tag : No one. Because rules are meant to be broken and whosoever wants to do this quiz can just do it.

"Just breathe and focus. How can I when the air is so cold and empty, that my lungs froze right in my chest? I'll be honest, the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture, and the smiles are so difficult to fake."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:03 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

That Word? Courage. // Everyone's Crying for the Wrong Reasons!

STUDENT COUNCIL INVESTITURE!!!

Haha, just got back from the GREATEST [for now] SCI ever... xD Being sec 3 and wearing the whole blazer set suddenly makes more meaning then it did last year (when I hated it)... But now... Wow. A huge moment of realization. I LOVE IT!

Haha, anyway, after life skills (40 minutes of summing up the whole semester's try-not-to-date-at-this-age-sex-is-bad talk with Mrs. Rupesh), went to go find Ms. Fara for the Dramatically Sporty Camp thing... My god, must we really perform? ... This sucks... Ugh.

Anyway, after that talk, headed over to hall to help out with the BLUE carpet (chairs all ready & set up), taped carpet down, then wandered around aimlessly, ventured outside school for snacks (got coffee and choc pocky)... Then went with Charlotte to the library to atch Jeff Dunham videos. Holy crap, they are so damn hilarious XD [PEANUT RESPECT YO! Neeeeowwww!]

Anyway, went to change at 3, this time it was easier to wear those... things. Got changed into full gear, headed up to ITR room 2 to dump bags and barang... Then once everyone had their check, we headed down to the back of the hall to wait.

We were so nervous, we joked, we laughed, we jumped around, we... did the model poses with our blazers (Kenn... Wall-street businessman XD)... And then finally it was our turn to walk. It went alright, and then at our seats we sang LOUD & PROUD for our school song... Hah, we outsang the Sec 1s. XD (JUST LIKE IN SEC 1 & 2 SCI!)

But then it went okay, speeches went by (ho-hum...) and then BADGE GIVING! Watched the sec 2s and first row of sec 3s get their badges before my row went up. It was nerve-wrecking, but very fast and very soon. When I got to my position, I FORGOT TO CLOSE MY LEGS! (that sounds obscene but... I was supposed to have my feet together... don't get the wrong idea...) Thank you to Kristina and Jessica for reminding me subtly... *bows*

The pledge taking was alright, but upon going down the steps back to our seat, I MISSED THE LAST STEP. I didn't fall or anything, I SKIPPED THAT STEP ON PURPOSE (well... it was a natural thing for me to skip the last step of every staircase...) and ... well... guess that totally ruined the gracefulness of all the councillors flowing down the steps with poise and flair.

Sorry, you guys. DDDDD:

But the best part was the singing. NOW WE REALLY SANG OUR HEARTS OUT. Despite that always-happening mistake towards the end of our song, we didn't care. We literally laughed it off and sang even louder. And Nazry was behind me giving UNNECESSARY COMMENTS, but that only helped us laugh and sing even louder.

What happened:

Councillors: "You'll be in my heart!"
Nazry: "No, I won't."
Councillors: "Just look over your shoulder..." *looking at each other*
Nazry: "I don't want to."
Councillors: *laughing* "JUST LOOK OVER YOUR SHOULDER!"
Nazry: "No. No." XD

What the hell, Nazry... XD

But after that was the sec 4's performance. They danced, and we cheered. Then they did a special performance even we weren't informed or aware of... And they really moved people. They moved Ms. Soo and Mrs. Rupesh... Heck, even Muhd Nur and some other sec 4's cried onstage. The effect was just beautiful.

Even in the councillor audience, they moved some of us. Many of the sec 3 councillors were crying during their speeches (before performances) and during their performance. But SOME of us were crying for all the wrong reasons... (well, fake crying in a sense)

# o1. Charlotte "cried" because she missed the bus for the SYF opening... In the end she still made it, we presume.
# o2. Praise really cried because of the SONG, not the PEOPLE performing it... XD
# o3. Nazry "cried because we still had homework
# o4. Some really cried because the sec 4 & 5's performance was sincere and because they were leaving...
# o5. Some of us (the unemotional bastards) didn't even shed any tears... (but we felt something stirring in our hearts during their speeches)

But next year, you guys... Let's really cry for the right reason, okay? I'm starting to feel very closely attached to you guys... =]

But anyway, after that, we had refreshments, didn't really TRY to intereact with the other councillors from other schools, but then Praise accompanied me to go grab my camera and we camwhored with almost everyone. XD

But inside the ITR room 2... it was crazy. After Kenn messed up one photo, all the guys jumped on him and "tau pok-ed" him... They totally gang-banged him... XD But all in all, it was fun. Seriously, the ITR ROOM 2 MADNESS was VERY MAD. We had a crazy group photo...

But the best part was after most of the guests had left, we had that age-old tradition where all the ex-councillors and councillors gathered in the parade square and "yaaaaaaaaaam-beh!" ... We sabotaged the ex-and-new-head councillor... XD Hah.

After that, camwhored with the sec 2s even more... And finally went home. Haha, this has been SUCH a long, yet amazing day. I would die to relive this again.

TO THE SEC 4 AND 5'S... WE WILL TRULY MISS YOU. Thank you for everything. EVERYTHING.

Sigghhhh~ Onwards, onwards we go. New batch of Ex-cos and councillors. :DDD

http://s82.photobucket.com/albums/j267/Rulelezz/SCI%202008/?albumview=slideshow - SCI PHOTOS I TOOK

"When destiny calls you, you must be strong. I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on. They'll see in time... I know. We'll show them together, 'cause you'll be in my heart! Yes, you'll be in my heart, from this day on, now and forever more!"

Courage.

That was the word.

Apparently, I didn't have any.

If only I had the guts to ask, and to smile and to take.

Throw away my pride.

Dismiss all accusations and suspicions.

That nervousness and unwillingness hinders me.

I wish it didn't.

If only I had the guts...

Courage.

I need to work more on that.

Don't let this be the last chance I have.

Let this be the last chance I missed.

If only I had the guts...

THE COURAGE.

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:38 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Monday, June 23, 2008

How Do You Wear Those Things?!

I officially hate stockings now. But then again, I've always hated them. And godDAMN my feet are hurting from standing in heels for... 1 hr plus-plus? Ergh.

Blisters...

But anyway. Concerning first day of school, it was crazy. First Mrs Deven might not be coming to school for a while, and we got Mrs Rupesh as our temporary form (not english) teacher [I'm still in shock & having happy, mixed feelings about that] and we have another english teacher as our sub.

Such a surprise in less than 2 hours of the new school term. O__O'''

Moving onto homework and assignments, got chided, crapped and scolded by (most of?) the teachers for us not doing our homework. Well, duhh. Lessons were mostly fine. But two extraordinary things happened:

1. DURING LITERATURE - We were discussing our answers for question 1a of our exam paper and writing down our "linking sentences" when I have no idea or memory how the conversation moved onto sodomizing (one of the happenings in the Kite Runner) then moving onto the definitions of "Lust", "Desire", "Pine" and so on... (faces of these definitions provided by Avery, thank him very much) and then finally onto childbirth (Mrs Rupesh gave us the insight and it horrifies).

2. DURING HISTORY - We were serious and discussing our answers for our History exam... when a Nokia handphone message alert tone was heard. Mr. Nair got all angry and serious and this convo happened:

Mr. Nair: "I don't even want to check whose handphone that is." >:[
3A1: "..." *total silence* *looking out for the guilty person* :/
Mr. Nair: "No lah, it's my handphone." xD
3A1: "Ugh luhhh!! Scare us, sia!" =O XD XD

Walao, scare us la, Mr. Nair! xD By then next time it's really not your handphone eh? Lols... What the hell... XD

SCI full dress was a real killer. Who would have known wearing stockings were so troublesome? Believe me... I have no idea how the stockings are supposed to look like after you wear them... PROPERLY. It was definitely a foreign feeling, alien, different, and mostly uncomfortable. Erk.

So stood in heels for I don't know how long... It was painful. Andy tried them on... And yes, they hurt on HIM, and he just wore it for 5 seconds, imagine US first-timers wearing it for 1 hour PLUS PLUS! But other than that, it went okay. I just need to make sure my shoe doesn't fall off like Cinderella's... Now that would be hella embarassing.

Need to get mom to pluck off shirt pocket... >__>

My hands were so cold after that handshake

Your hands were warm, like that smile

It made me feel heat to my cheeks

But the feeling died down

And I'm still cold.

"Show off that body you got. You got that dance floor so hot. You workin that, you twerkin' that. You checkin' that, like a clock."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:19 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Friday, June 20, 2008

Dance Floor Distress

If the spirits of the people who created the traditional dances were around while we were learning that ACES day dance, I swear to God they would have stabbed us all and that still wouldn't put them to rest.

How we ruined a Malay (?), Chinese and Indian dance with Western culture and retardedness is really just amazing.

Who would have known us councillors had so much fun learning 3 dances in until 24 hours... And now we have to teach it to the librarians, dancers and very soon, the school population... There's gonna be a whole lotta bloodshed going on. [will talk about this later on]

But not as much bloodshed if those BIG ASS FANS newly installed in the hall falls on the whole student body. XD The school installed huge, HUGE fans in the hall (to cool down the hall on a very hot day) and believe me, those things are monsterous and dangerous...

Sharp silver blades going at a slow speed is able to cool down the whole hall... But yet also kill everyone should they go outta control. Heck, the fans are LITERALLY called Big Ass Fans... With their own website here!

Those. THINGS. Are. Very. Very. Scary.

Beautiful... But deadly.

But moving onto SCI rehearsals, they've gone smoothly. A little jerky here and there, but we'll overcome it. Besides, I'm feeling pretty excited for my SCI this year! o^__^o

Anyway, after our rehearsal, we had a meeting. They assigned us buddies (my guy's Yusri from 1A3) and our new duties (mine are TRAFFIC! and RECESS BLOCK! :D) and discussed other stuff. We then watched a video of a dance that the whole school had to learn for ACES (All Children Exercise Simultaneously - WTF is up with that name?!) and the councillors had to learn it first.

Lunched. Then went to the dance room to learn the dance. AND THEN THE INSULTING OF TRADITIONAL DANCING BEGAN! :DDD

We tried our best to follow the moves for the Malay, Chinese and Indian dance, but we ended up screwing it up and dancing wrongly. damn that leg move was hard... And the worst part is we gotta teach others on ACES day...

But then again, that massacre wasn't as bad as I thought, heck, it was pretty funny. We even got to scream "Woot! Woot!" for one of the Malay dance moves. XD It was so freaking ass funny.

Anyway, slacked at the councillor room after that, rolling around on that rolling chair, doing crappy stuff and whatnot. And then finally returning home with Zhi Qing... And a very odd particular conversation happened:

ZQ: "Please walk straight today. Please, please, please, please, triple please with cherries and whatever you like on top." :3
Me: "Does that include Gerard Way in a cake with candles?" xD
ZQ: :) "It can if you want."
Me: :DDD "Sure then!"
*moment of silence*
ZQ & me: *bursting out laughing* WTFWTFWTFWTF WTFH was that?!?! XD XD XD XD

And that battle plan, Zhi Qing... Is NOT fool-proof, no matter how good you make it.

And homework-wise... Gotta finish up assignments. Not long now...

Sigh~ What happened to our time?

"Well don't waste time, give me a sign, tell me how you wanna roll. I want somebody to speed it up for me. Then take it down slow, there's enough room for both."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 6:14 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Friday, June 13, 2008

Homework Check - - So Ya're Dumb?

Debate camp first day was okay... Nothing significant happened.

But that crossfire round was so damn ... fiery. XD I think the proposition and opposition burned each other so badly.

Ooh! And I made a new friend, Shen Le from Nan Hua. :D She's so lucky to be in the 'B' Division next year... Why are we still stuck in C? ... Then again, POI is SCAREEEEE.

Anyway,

H o M e W o R k C h E c K

1. ~~A Maths~~ ~~[left: A Maths journal]~~
2. ~~E Maths [left: ~~graph drawing~~ / ~~Sets WS~~ / Maths journal]~~
3. SS
4. ~~English compre~~
5. ~~Chinese~~... (... don't care... D:)
6. ~~Chemistry~~
7. ~~Physics~~
8. ~~Literature~~

YES IT'S FIANLLY FUCKING OVER!

... I think that should be all. MAN my next week is totally taken up by activities and fun stuff... I had BETTER finish all these left... DDDD:

"Blow the last candle out. Let the wax harden. I wish I could stop crying. I wish that someone still loved me."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:03 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Blazer + CCK + Treehouse = O__o wow

Yesterday [past 12 here] was an interesting day...

Went to go pick up my councillor blazer today since I didn't make it last Friday after the sec 3 camp... And the weirdest thing happened.

So Ms. Soo handed me my skirt. I tried it on while she and Yee Suan were still looking for my blazer. It was freakishly short... (above my kneecaps) and then when they realized they didn't have my blazer (I was no. 3) but they had Nazry's (he was no. 4)... So the verdict was Nazry took MY blazer on Friday...

So Mrs. Rupesh called Nazry and made him go all the way back home (from Woodlands library), get my blazer and bring it to exchange in school. So stayed in the LM room reading our possible-Literature texts (Island Voices) until Nazry came. We tried on our own blazers before switching them (I took Nazry's and he took mine) because they fitted us better the other way.

Then Mrs. Rupesh and Nazry felt my (or his now) blazer was too big on him (the back made him look pregnant) and asked us to go alter our clothes (my skirt, his blazer, Kim Chye's pants) at the shop. No problem there.

Until we realized we had to go send the clothes there ourselves.

Still no problem.

At Chua Chu Kang.

Big problem.

We got directions from Ms. Soo before leaving the school with Yee Suan and meeting Safwah outside school gate (she went with Nazry to the library and followed him back and she was pissed). Lunched at Macs before journeying down to CCK (Safwah left at Woodlands to go to library?) and arriving at CCK.

After aimlessly and desperately getting directions from... 3 people(?), finally got onto the right bus and headed to the shop. Got to shop, handed over all the stuff that needed to be altered to the people before leaving to find a TREEHOUSE we passed while on the bus.

AND DAMN, SINGAPORE HAD TREEHOUSES! This one right here:

And proof it wasn't a fake:

Damn, seriously didn't know CCK had treehouses, and that one in particular was so damn cool! :D :D

Came home... Watched TV, slacked, did stuff... Watched a movie (forgot title) then updated blog... with a new skin! I decided the MCR one was too small. The long camp post totally took up half the whole website... D:

But for now: SLEEP. Got a T-Day meeting later today... Man I'm gonna be so tired... DD: zzzZZz.

Thus concludes this episode of Nazry & Michelle's Awesome Adventure. Till next time. XD

Oh yes, and

SORRY SAFWAH

Sorry for all the trouble. :p

"Well it rains and it pours, when you're out on your own. If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes? 'Cause I've spent the night dancing, I'm drunk, I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave."

I'm still looking

Wishing

Wondering

Hesitating

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 2:02 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Monday, June 9, 2008

Hip Hip MoooOOOOOOOOOooooo...

Just got back from Dramatically Sporty Camp 2008... AND I FREAKING MISS IT ALREADY!!! DDDD: If only they did a survey, 3 days 2 nights... SO not enough. I was ready to have fun for another day. :DDD

But anyway, I'll break it down for my camp stay, after I just, mind you, just recovered from the flu on the day before the camp. At first, I thought it'd be a total ... fun-but-not-so-fun camp... with the whole share-dormitries, bad-toilets kinda camp...

But I was so wrong. AND I AM SO GLAD TO BE WRONG.

Day One

Woke up, did all that morning-shower, prepare-this-prepare-that thing. Missed the 7.45 a.m. bus... When it came at 7.43 a.m. instead... Anyway, finally got to school, met the others at the foyer. Saw Ian, waved, chatted with him [hope his BB camp was okay] until Ms. Fara came and gathered everyone. Then took the minibus (also used for debate) down to NUS.

---That's when the fun part began--- We were nearly late (supposed to gather at 8am) so we saw a group of students gathered at a foyer. We got dropped off and went up to meet them. We then noticed they were all carrying light bags while we were carrying bulky barang barang, and they were staring at us. We checked around and realized WE WERE AT THE WRONG PLACE.

---Even more fun--- So Wei Zhe found a map while I called Camp Chief Hock Hoe [... O__o] and told him that we were gonna be late because we got dropped off at the ENTRACE of the whole place while the CAMPSITE FOYER was located inside the whole of NUS. Prince George's Park... was inside NUS. And we were at the MAIN entrance of NUS. Guess what? We walked. It's amazing but yes, we walked. What's more amazing is we walked 2/3 km in 23 minutes. We even had time to stop and wave at construction site workers.

---The fun really began--- We thought we were seriously lost, even while following the map. Then we spotted a SERIOUSLY gorgeous apartment. Like... Like... first-class, gorgeously decorated apartment. Those high-class, granite-walled, french-windowed (sort-of) apartments. Called Hock Hoe again, he told us to go around the buildings until we saw a glass roof in the middle of a row of gorgeous apartments. Spotted it, made it, registered and sat with my group. I was with the RED (oh yeah!) team with Charmaine and Queenie.

Was briefed by Hock Hoe about our rules & regulations and sleeping quarters. And you know those high-class apartments I mentioned? Yeah, WE WERE STAYING IN 'EM. It was so freaking ass cool! :DDD I stayed in the dorm block with the red team (separated into two, we were team A2). So when we went into our dorm, nothing much, except our dorm was a long corridor with a KITCHEN and a TOILET (to be shared with everyone) and best of all, WE ALL GOT OUR OWN ROOMS. I checked into my room and was instantly amazed. HOLY CRAP, wardrobe, desk, bed, bedside table. All there. All mine. At that time, I seriously felt we all grew up and moved out to stay in a students' dorm.

Then headed back to foyer where we played some icebreaker games (M&M's Game, saw that coming, knew the rules, informed Charmaine and Queenie to cheat and only take one M&M XD cause I played that in my Sec one orientation camp). Anyway, we decided the red team would be called RED BULLS. And the first counterpart would be REDRED or A1 and my counterpart group would be BULLBULL or A2.

Moved onto playing games. It was crazy, had loads of fun and laughs. Mostly it was the Hua Yi Sec students in my group that taught us the cheers, but otherwise, it was fun. Even though we lost like crazy in the "Tortoise Tortoise Jump" game or the Captain's Ball game against C1... we still had shitloads of fun. Especially during TTJ, when we squeezed like crazy to prevent reaching the other line. Oh wow, we sure showed them who's the real winner.

Moved onto having lunch, food was saltish... :/ But anyway, then had percussion workshop. It was loud and noisy at first, but soon enough, the rhythm grew stronger. In the end, it sounded pretty good. Then all the groups [blue group - BLUE-BLACK & green group - CHIHUAHUAS] moved off outside to perform their own percussion sound, leaving the RED BULLS to the whole room. We did a few fun beats before we very quickly got our stuff ready. In fact, in the whole team group, we were the only ones who actually had a formation. How cool. 8D

Had tea. Then the theatre workshop held by our own team instructors, Windson and Regina. We played some improvising games before moving onto Windson playing random music while we perform to it. In the end it was all good. :D

Then had dinner. Headed down to the supermarket (ON CAMPUS) to buy some midnight snacks. After that had a meeting with Team Singapore Athletes, one from Gymnastics, another from figureskating and one more from netball. They talked about their experiences and performed some stunts, it was seriously cool. Then had a debrief by Hock Hoe (again. Wow.) and hurriedly went off early for a shower with Charmaine.

Finally had a "serious" talk with the other Drama people. Once it ended, stayed in my room, listening to my MP3, drawing Hellsing fanart before growing tired and sleeping. I left the desk light on because I was afriad of the dark, but it only proved to be really irritating... The mattress was seriously hard. But I slept nonetheless. Woke up in the middle of the night just a few times though.

Day Two

Woke up at precisely 6:14 a.m. Went for a shower before heading back to room to change. Had room inspection by Sui Chin (?) before heading down to the canteen for breakfast. After breakfast, everyone gathered in Function room 5 to play some game Ace (another instruction) had. Oh, it was crazy. He made us do weird actions for ELEPHANT, COCONUT TREES and SUPERMAN. Whoever couldn't do it was eliminated... It was weird and crazy. And those eliminated had to do a... penalty. Windson made us do a butt dance... writing the words "Drama Mama" with our asses.

Yup, there was a lotta dangerous bigassbooty shakin' goin' on.

We then had another theatre workshop after that. This time, only had 15 minutes to twist a fairytale and make it into an original play. We chose Rapunzel, where the Rapunzel was a fugly prince and the saviour was a really shallow princess (me, because we had no time to pick another one). It was fun, then had another 15 minutes to brush it up.

It ended being pretty good. After tea, we had percussion again. This time had to perform in our individual counterpart groups. It was okay, little shakey but okay. After that was lunch (better food this time) then met the Team Singapore Athletes session again, but we had two guys from Silat, one from Triathalon and one from basketball. They emphasized teamwork and perseverence. Really taught me something...

Went back for group discussions and rehearsals. Developed twisted fairytale much more. And in the end, we got most of it nailed. Everything was seriously awesome. Our play was impressive to Windson, even to ourselves. Haha, I had a lot of fun yelling with and at my "prince". XD

Then had dinner. Bought more stuff from the supermarket before talking with Zhi Qing, walking around the place before heading down early back to rehearse our play and discuss our lovely cheer. Had a few more rehearsals for our play (it wa so damn funny).

Had another debrief by (dun dun dun) Hock Hoe, received camp tee. Dude, everyone is so right when they say that the camp tee is so long, it's like a dress! Anyway, went quickly to get a shower in case we had another "serious" meeting. In the end, we didn't, but we hung around down there until one by one slowly left. After Zhi Qing went back to her dorm, I headed into the kitchen, talked to the RED BULL girls about our poster and cheer...

There was a huge bug plague after the basketball court (located at the side of our dorm building) were switched off. Loads of huge bugs just flew into the kitchen and surrounded the lights. Dude, it was so freaky. [O__o] Hurried back to room. Least I had no bugs there. Same thing again. Listened to MP3, drew Hellsing fanart (AxI!! AxI!!) and slowly grew tired. Slept this time with all lights off.

Day Three DDDD`:

Woke up at 6:15 a.m. But fell back asleep and woke up at 7 later. Man, that hard mattress was good support. XD Anyway packed stuff and changed into camp clothes before having a quick room check before heading to canteen for breakfast.

After breakfast, had more rehearsals. Went for a technical full-run, it went pretty well, it intimidated the team 1 and 3 people. XD But anyway, went back to rehearse, after a while, the REDRED team came in and they started doing a personal High School Musical performance for us. We sang, but they encouraged us to join them and dance with their "Gabriella" and "Troy" and "Wildcats". Heck, even Windson and Charmaine danced around. XD Then we all brought our props to the auditorium before lunching.

Went back early to the auditorium when I saw the whole REDBULLS have gathered with Windson at their area. They were talking to him, like forcing him to do something. I sat down, and he started singing. Like literally, singing. I don't know what song he sang, but it was good. He sang with passion alright. We even made him sing into the microphone.

WOO GO WINDSON. WE LOVE YOU. ♥♥♥

Then the competition began. The first two teams performed pretty well, but when it came to our turn we seriously gave it our all. We did well. I got applause from a lot of people (Windson, Cheril [sp?]) It felt good. But yeah... After all the groups performed, we then went for our cheer competition. Ours was laggy, but we did pretty okay. After everything was over, whilst waiting for the results, we sabotaged Windson into singing the entire camp (gonna go find that video), managed to get Ace to do the real coconut tree dance, and getting Serena, Ace and Windson into doing the "drama mama" ass-writing show.

That was some serious fun.

After the results, BULLBULL won quite a lot of stuff. REDRED did pretty well. REDBULLS snagged the Best Actress, Best Stage Manager, Best Director, Best Teamwork... And a few others I think... But it was great. I mean it. It was great, maybe then I felt great and glory, but now I feel the heartwarming feeling of achieving something as a team. This camp has 100% made me understand what truly winning something as a team is. Now that's... beautiful.

At the reception, walked around, got a picture of Windson and me, talked to him about stuff before heading back to dorm to get final room check. We were waiting at the foyer for nothing... Then got the message Ms. Fara couldn't make it... And we had to go back... ON OUR OWN. o__o why... whyyyy?! We started to walk but then turned back to take the shuttle bus to the MRT station. But the shuttle bus ended up going out of the whole NUS so we ended up taking the public bus, 97, to Vivo.

We all separated and went home... Ahhhh. I miss Dramatically Sporty Camp already! DDD`: If they host another camp in 2 years... I am so in. It is such a big success. Seriously. I applaud. Loudly. Sigh... Good times alright. Good times. :D

THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR EVERYONE!
HIPHIP MOOOOO
HOPHOP MOOOOOO
HIPHOP MOOOOO!
Whoa serious long post much?

"I did it all cried black tears for you, why cant you see? Like a vampire biting my heart, suck the love right out of me! Don't even care as my blood stains the floor, cannot be cleaned. You cut me out and tore me through six feet, unders the place for me."

And you're sweet

And the memories are hopefully for forever

Hopefully everyone can be more like you

And it's been a pleasure working with you

So fantstic

Very good.

THANK YOU♥

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:46 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Thursday, June 5, 2008

It's Like Being Sick On School Days...

Azira, I understand your pain.

Here's the deal... I have gotten sick over the past few days (Thank you KELVIN!) and apparently, the night on the two Sec 1 camp days, I didn't sleep at all... except for an hour. And the day before Sec 3 camp, had tonnes of headaches... the mucus (yes, ew. Yes, ew) kept coming down.

Had a talk with my mom. She didn't want me to go. Otherwise I'd just be sent back by the teachers. Besides, I don't wanna be swaying in the sun and end up dying... or drowning. So it was decided... Staying home was best.

BUT NOW I REGRET BECAUSE I'M WONDERING WTFH YOU S3 GUYS ARE DOING!!!

Probably half of you are abseiling, the other half are cooking or maybe even kayaking. I don't know.

But I hope you guys have fun. Might as well go have fun myself. DOING HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! :DDDDD

... Life sucks. And so does illness.

"I walked the streets, flirting death, but it never kissed back. I'm so lucky, so cursed, so fucked up. But that's the way that it goes, it's in the ebb and the flow. I wish that I could give you my time."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 12:32 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."