GAAHHHHHH!!!

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:47 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Personal Reminder:

JUSTDOYOURFREAKINGhomework!!!!!

JUSTDOYOURFREAKINGhomework!!!!!

And study Physics.

I'm getting nowhere in life...

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 2:52 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Damn... What happened to each and everyone of us?

After this whole week, I just realized how screwed up our entire school is and will be. It worries me for the future welfare of the whole school. Let alone the world. O__O

If this is Term 2, week 2 of my sec 3 life... I fear to think what will come for us when we reach sec 4... Gahh it's so scary...

And I should be revising my work now. My MYE's coming very soon. Heck... I've only got 4 weeks left! (3 techincally if you're counting speech day rehearsals and crap and GAHH!!!) So little time... DDDDDDDDDD: -depressed emo sob-

Anyway... Life is so cruel these days. Emotions are running terribly high and problems have just skyrocketed to the next level... School-wise, study-wise and everything-outside-of-school-life-wise... It's just plain messed-up. EVERYTHING IS SERIOUSLY MESSED UP. O__O And to think I could survive this year... I'm starting to have doubts.

I'm seeing people breaking down before my eyes. I'm seeing people breaking up AND ALL OF US ARE BREAKING APART!! Somehow 2A3 just doesn't seem to exist anymore. And I've just watched through a few clips of our 2A3 days. I wanna go back. I desperately wanna go back to those times.

Not to mention the OPSS Student council farewell party we had last year, saying goodbye to the previous Sec 4 batch. Dude, I didn't even realize they took pictures! But I laughed through everything. It happened on the 7th Dec... A while after I came back from the Perak camp... And I didn't even write about that! I saw those pictures from the video and I wanted to laugh and cry... How touching... Thanks to Mdm Haslinah for letting me know about it...
For future reference

I didn't even realize they took pics with me included in them... O___o

Now I wish I could go back to the beginning and restart. Maybe I wouldn't have regretted so many things now.

It's just... everything seems to be going wrong now. And I'm terribly worried for everything else. Does it get harder every year? Even though my Sec 2 life was like soap, it was so fast it slid right by me. Then I guess everything will be different.

Now's the time to be resilient(?). But I have a feeling it's too late for that. It's far too late for that.

The future seems so bleak suddenly. DDD:

"Under the burning sun, I take a look around. Imagine if this all came down. I'm waiting for the day to come..."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:19 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

I would love to blog about how Nazry touched my heart with his lovely post or how NAPFA went today... But really, I don't wanna be moved / depressed to the point of tears.

And anyway, I should be mildly content. Why? Because I PASSED my NAPFA! AHHHH!! Even though I got 2 A's, 1 E (confirmed... -__-), some B's & C's & D's... I still passed! Even if there was that damn E grade! =D =D =D It's better than F, believe me.

Onto survey time... Because I'm bored and I don't wanna do E Maths homework yet... What a pile of boring congruency / similarity work... -_____-'''

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1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
Right now? My 2A3 maroon-coloured class tee.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
I should get my homework & chores done... >__> -shifty eyes-

3. Honestly, what have you done yesterday?
Went to school, slacked, NAPFA, slacked, drama. Went home. The end.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
Well, yeah! I'm in love right now! [GERARDWAYGERARDWAYGERARDWAYCGERARDWAY]

5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
O___O ... Well, other than that adrenline rush, no not really.

6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
With blood and bitter disappointment, fantasies and love...? Yeah. Yeah it is.

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Harkiran. For homework. AGAIN.

8. Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?
In a way... Yeah.

9. Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
Almost everything. Because it's an escape from my problems.

10. Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?
Honestly, YES.

11. Honestly ,what don't you want in life?
Everything that went wrong. But still, it made me who I am today.

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yes! I do 24-7!

13. Honestly, plannings in near future?
No plans. I like to see how it comes.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
Gerard Way? YES. C? I don't know... Really.

15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
Doubt so. Hope so, but doubt so.

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DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
I get very quiet... Or I lash out, depends.

2 . What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
... I messed up my bed... throwing pillows and bolsters all over the place.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes. A lot. And to the people who I made you cry, I'm sorry.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
I try not too... Nah I do.

5. When was the last time you really cried?
Not very long ago really.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup.

7. What usually makes you cry?
Sad stuff. All that jazz.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
On good days, yes.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
Of course... They're retarded, happy little bitches. :DDD

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
No, not really. I don't really believe in that.

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It's late. And I haven't done my homework yet...

Ughhhhh...

"I'm a slave, and I am a master. No restraints and, unchecked collectors. I exist through my need, to self-oblige. She is something in me, that I despise."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:23 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Okay, this seems rather alarming... But... I just realized:

(ALMOST) Every Sec 2s I have ever befriended are now in love... like madly in love / blindly in love / infaturated / waiting / in a relationship... Yes, maybe you too.

O___O Is this natural for lower-sec-turned-upper-sec jokers? It's like... We've all been bitten since the start of this year. Some lucky, most not-so-lucky.

And I find myself amongst them, the lovers. O__o

So far - 2008: Valentines' Day, 29th February... Are the LOVEliest days ever in our first term... Wonder what happened to everyone...

Either everyone's admiring or being admired, or being crushed or crushing...

AND THE FACT THAT THERE ARE SO MANY DAMN LOVE SONGS AROUND DOESN'T HELP EITHER! DAMMIT, EVEN SOME HARDOCRE ROCK SONGS HAVE ELEMENTS OF LOVE IN 'EM NOW! No matter how twisted...

Wonder if this year spells lucky in love for some of us... Or maybe not. ... Hm... Now my case with C doesn't seem so extreme anymore.

>___> Haha, no, I admit I'm still languishing for him... Man if he read this, run while you can...

Everyone's in love,
Some of us are full of it,
Some of us are sick of it,
For the rest of us we wanna take the pain outta it.

BTW, everything here is based on my own observation... And it's very wrong might I tell you. So you can't blame me for being an idiot. XD''' I'll go bury myself now...

"Well, you saw for yourself, the way it played out. For you, I am blinded. For you, I am blinded, for you. ... Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 12:07 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

I just absolutely hated it.

Just getting that invitation card sucks.

Celebrating my achievement?

What a crack.

I hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it hate it HATE IT!

You seem proud that I got it. Aren't you glad? They invited you, but now you seem to drag everyone along with you.

I should have burned that invitation crad. I SHOULD HAVE BURNED IT!!! Then I wouldn't have to go through the pain again. I never would have gone through the pain if I hadn't let you see that card. I was depressed because of that damned card, and because of you. I would have been happier off stowing away the card and not letting you see it at all because I knew this would happen!

I SHOULD HAVE BURNED IT!!!

I hate this. I just hate this.

Now I feel I don't want to see any of you there.
I can be alone like I was all along.
Just like how I felt every single birthday I had.
Even if it was miserable and lonely, at least I was HAPPY on my own.

Gloat for all I care, just don't drag me into your fucking goddamn mess.

"Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times, I can't believe it. Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, eyes over easy. Eat it, eat it, EAT IT!"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 12:35 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

My CA1 results came back! :D Yayness... After that screw-up, I got the proper copy now.

And here they are(!) :

ENGLiSH: 68.8 [ B3 ]

CHiNESE: 47.0 [ D7 ] (Oh, it burns!)

A MaTHS: 82.5 [ A1 ]

E MaTHS: 91.0 [ A1 ]

SCiENCE (Phys + Chem): 66.5 [ B3 ]

COMBiNED HUMANiTiES (SS + Hist): 74.5 [ A2 ]

LiTERATURE: 53.0 [ C6 ]
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Truthfully, I'm mildly satisfied with it. I could have done better. A lot better. And my Chinese... I'm a gone-case. I reallydon't know how I can improve. From Sec 1 to 2 I've improved. I actually passed... but now I feel I'm degrading myself. In more ways than one.

It's late. And I feel depressed. I'm violently caught up with my own emotions and my thoughts. Bah the bloody over-thinking.

And my actions don't seem to be any better as well. And to think I had a lovely week to start with, now I have a crappy way to end this week 1.

And I'll keep continuing being paranoid and a bitch. Because I can't really change. Because I don't think I can change. Ever. At all.

In love in C ... I'm full of it and SICK of it. And now he knows. And I wished I never did anything at all. I was being an idiot. I caused so much pain to be inflicted on people: The medium, him & me. Sorry for the pain inflicted on the medium, I never meant for you to be dragged into this bloody dirty fucking mess.

When will I stop fucking messing things up?

I'M SORRY. That's all I can say.

"I gotta make up for what I've done. 'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven. While you burned in hell, no peace forever."

Besides the morbid video my friend, Cassy, showed me from A7X, the cartoon video for "A Little Piece of Heaven". Whoa. o__o That's extreme, with the zombies and the blood, gore and morbid macabre graphics + very haunting lyrics... Whoa. For future reference: this one...

For now, I think I'll go mull and lament over the bloody mistakes I made. Because I'm a stupid fucker, and now I feel even worse than Helena when she's languishing / pineing for Demetrius...

My literature and Chinese's failing... Sigh...

Just let someone tear my heart out and eat it,
Skeletons can play in an orchestra,
Let me come back to life and die again,
And just then the sky can rain blood like it's crying.

"You had my heart, at least for the most part. 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart. Let's make a new start. 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime - yeah. But baby, don't cry..."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:41 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Been a long while since I posted a long post. And now my profile exceeds the length of my blog posts!

But...

Who agrees with me?

This one-week term 1 break / holiday or whatever crap you wanna call it is pure bullshit. I have a feeling even Recess during normal school hours are much more fun and relaxed compared to this! And I have recess duty! That says ALOT.

Alright, anyway, moving on...

Headed down to McDonald's today to do homework. Boarded the same bus as Naz, but I didn't notice him until he SMSed me. Spent the entire trip SMSing each other telling each other where to stop. We ended up getting off the bus stop in front of school.

What is with you and school on Sunday, Nazreeeeee? :3 :3 :3

So we walked to Mac's and he was telling me over... Um... S&N and the L.L., and I had so much fun and problems guessing what was happening... [ I have to be vague here for the sake of my privacy and only Nazry & me & Charlotte knows what's going on here. ] But hey, I think I might have a chance to pull through this. xD

But anyway, Charlotte joined us later at about 12-ish at Mac's. Had lunch, and the weird part was after we finished eating, I placed mine and Charlotte's coke on top of a barricade... And not too soon, the condensed water from the coke attracted loads and loads of ants... Tiny, miniature, creepy ants. Brr.

And then the conversation evolved into Charlotte and Nazry's days at OBS. And it was odd how one year ago, it was exactly when they went to camp. Well, Happy 1st OBS Anniversary to Charlotte & Nazry. Your ant, air, land & water recounts really sounded creepy, odd and yet funny.

Then it moved onto homework. We finished our first summary! Together! \:D/ Three cheers! And it only took almost four hours! That's a new record! We kept going off-topic and talking about more random crap halfway... If you're wondering why.

Then after finishing only ONE compre + summary, we moved onto doing pure lit. That worksheet. Haha tackled it head-on but faced many discussing problems. In the end we got it done. FINALLY.

Talked about more stuff, laughed a lot more...Then we all packed up and went home. Haha, it was fun. Last minute homework-cramming and we're all still not done yet. Still got the Lit file, studying of AMSND act 1 & 2 and... One more EL compre... + Summary.

AHHHHHHHHH I HATE SUMMARIES!

And I shall see you all in school tomorrow. * African tribal dust-blowing procedure *

... Thanks a lot, Nazry. Now see what you did~!

"We're the new face of failure, prettier and younger, but not any better off. Bulletproof loneliness."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 6:27 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

I really don't wanna sound like the diary-like-first-person-writing in the Princess Dairies Book Series, or Don from 28 Weeks Later (after he got into the speedboat and drove away from the crazy zombies)

But...

OHSHIT!OHSHIT!OHSHIT!OHSHIT!OHSHIT!!!OHSHIT!!

I think I can 100% die now.

Wonder if he got it, read it, and felt. Wondered if he cried or freaked... OSHII.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

"I said, we'll drown ourselves in misery tonight. White lies, you've worn out all your dancing shoes this time. Just give us war, worn lipstick, blood and purifying flame."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:59 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Seems so much secluded and deserted now.

I think I can do it...

If I mustered the courage... Provided tomorrow was like today.

If it wasn't for the infection and the "inflammed muscle", I wouldn't have been so self-absorbed in my appearance and feeling so lowly about myself. Argh.

DDDDDDDD:

Just wanna get this done and over with.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit...

"We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't. We held the world out in our hands and you ran away."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:06 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Sigh.

Well there's nothing much to update with...

Except for the March Hols.

Oh and the visit to Samuel on Sunday... =D Haha... That was fun. From the doughnuts to the terrorizing and traumatizing for Samuel... He looked alot more better then when I visited him on Friday... Hm...

Hopefully he'll recover soon and get outta there fast.

But anyway... I get the feeling something big, bad and huge is gonna hit us... I think it must be the Term 2 and pre-SA1 jitters. o___O

I'd better get to Phase 1 quick. And I'm pretty sure the six of you know very well who he is...

Oh Boy...

"Well damn it, just get on over here. This better be the best thing I ever felt. My days, they better be sunny. It better be nothing but all that I want."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:41 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

At the start of this year, I made a list.

I meant for this list to improve myself. To improve on all the negative qualities that I had: My temper, my self-control... Everything that was flawed. I should have written me.

But after getting scolded on Friday at the debate competition because I slacked off and didn't listen to the debate, but instead had poor audience skills and did something else... Something in me felt different.

For some reason, I couldn't accept that it was my fault. Though I knew it was, I couldn't bring myself to accept it. I thought it was her fault for scolding me, hence not being cheerful later when our debate team won... Something's snapped, something's different

Whether I'm being paranoid or something, I can't tell. I've gone through too much influence, I'm starting to become more unreasonable and intolerant... And the worst is I expect people to put up with my crap though I can't put up with theirs.

And later than I screamed at my mum when she kept on insisting I expect something from them. I broke down. I finally broke down.

After three years of intense pressure and resistence, I broke down. I cried. Hard. Now the skin on my shoulder bears scars. From the start of this year until now, I was ignorant, I felt as though I could handle the pressure of studies and new hardships.

I was wrong.

I broke down. I couldn't handle the pressure of getting scolded. I felt oppressed. I went overboard on my anger and felt oppressed and broke down. I don't know what to do. I'm trying to improve myself, but it's not working. The list that I wrote and focused on in order to help myself become a better person?

All those points:

- Be understanding.
- Let nature roll.
- Stop trying to interfere with Nature.
- Control my temper.
- Study hard.
- Don't stress out.
- Don't become lazy.
- Take it easy.
- Become less frustrated easily.
- Stop being a prick & bitch to people.
- Be Nicer. Friendlier. Better.
- Stop making enemies.

All those points... THOSE POINTS!

THEY'RE NOT WORKING!!!

And I don't know what to say or do to help myself. It's starting to become stressful and more intense, I don't know whether I can handle my emotions and juggle all these stressful things on my hands. Everything just seems so depressing and angry now. Heck, even my debate coach said it's my nature to be stressful, and I had to be the ignorant prick and refuse to believe it. I declined being it.

And now I realize how wrong I am.

I feel so heavy and down. And what was sadder was that yesterday I headed down to KK to visit the Childrens' Cancer Foundation with 3 others to present a cheque to them (profits from the Love Cookies Project) and I saw two sick kids. One was female and she was bald, while the other one had hair but he was pretty small-sized. So small-sized we mistook him for a primary school student, but he said he was secondary level.

It was upsetting. Unhappy and depressing. I could only feel like crying when I saw the drip linked up to the needle being inserted into their hand. It was heartbreaking. The atmosphere of that hospital was depressing.

And it made me wonder why it had to be so mean, unbalanced, unhappy and wrong in this world. I told myself to appreciate what I have after that visit, but now it just seems so useless.

What's wrong with me...? ... And why? Why did things have to be this way? How did it become this way?

"Some children died the other day. We fed machines and then we prayed. Puked up and down in morbid faith, you should have seen the ratings that day..."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 3:16 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

I changed blogskin.

Haha.

Like WTF right?

I still love My Chemical Romance, don't worry. They're still #1 in my heart.

Just suddenly felt like I needed a change. I went back to happy "emo" again. Suicide, shooting and guns. Blowing your brains out against the ceiling was never so much fun. Lalalalala... And besides, I found this blogskin cute, suicidal, depressing, peachy... And melancholic. It's so nice.

Being deprived of sleep can really do things to you... I'm so exhausted. But when I hit the bed, I'll have a sudden burst of energy. It'll pass. Hopefully.

I'm starting to feel depressed liking C. He's focused mainly on his homework and studies. And she was helping him with homework, Chinese and stuff. Asked a few people around, they seemed to be telling the truth when they said C wasn't together / attached with her. Can't be too sure though. I think it's my case of jealously.

2008 seems like a verrrrry romantic, love-filled year so far. Wonder what's happening. Too bad some sparks don't come alive for some of us.

Mine never did strike once.

Sighhh~ I'm insane... What's wrong with me?

"Have you heard the news that you're dead? No one ever had much nice to say, I think they never liked you anyway. Oh take me from the hospital bed. Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand? And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 1:27 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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