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Sunday, June 24, 2007
Why Not?


Okay... So I read my friend's (ZQ) blog and found a pretty funny song-name-thing so I decided to have a go at it. (Using the songs from my MP3)

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the title of the song as your answer.
4. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds!

Let's do this shit, bitches! xp

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance

(... We scare the living shit of someone... why would I say that? Seriously.)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Infra-Red - Placebo

(I'm an area beyond red... Outside a colour spectrum... Okay... Cool.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY / GIRL?

Our Lady of Sorrows - My Chemical Romance

(Ha! He gotta be Emo. Lol... >___>)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte

(... Protective?)

WHAT'S YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Miss Murder - AFI

(I'm out to kill people...?? Yay!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison - My Chemical Romance

(Obviously people don't know what they do to people like me... Sweet.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

London Bridge - Fergie

(What. The. Fuck??!!???)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

My Way Home Is Through You - My Chemical Romance

(They're my only things I can call home. Yeah right. Fuck that)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Until The Day I Die - Story Of The Year

(Self-explanatory. I do wonder when I am going to die. Very, very soon, I presume.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?

Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence

(Oh boy...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

(That sounds so sweet... Which person do I like are you referring to?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

(I'll be dead before I grow up obviously.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

(Cute... So the person I like is my Gerard Way? xD)

WHAT DO YOU PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Petrified - Fort Minor

(... No comment.)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Feel Good Inc - Gorillaz

(Nice Choice.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Faint - Linkin Park

(I do like Nu Metal...)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY / INTEREST?

Cancer - My Chemical Romance

(So I like what others hate. Ugh...)

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?

House Of Wolves - My Chemical Romance

(If I were to die, it wouldn't be through wolves.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

I Never Told You What I Do For A Living - My Chemical Romance

(Well, obviously I'm keeping it a secret, eh? >;] )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Say It Right - Nelly Furtado

(I can't say anything about them without saying the wrong thing. Savvy?)

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU POST?

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - My Chemical Romance

(Just goes to show I love zombies, sunsets, death and MCR.)

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Okay. That was weird. Well I'm never doing that again. >____> That was a lie.

"But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? ... And would anything matter if you're already dead?"


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 12:17 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





Wednesday, June 13, 2007
If Cycling Was More Deadlier Than I Know, I'd Die.


So I went back to the basics, back to the simple sport of cycling that is, not Christina Aguilera's latest album, I hate her and her music.

Apparently, going cycling with my family (including the dog) wasn't a very good idea. At all. My family has no car, and my dog has to go for his annual check-up, i.e. jab.

So, the bicycles in my house are seriously weird. Deflated to the max, that cycling to Esso to pump air into the tyres left my legs seriously painful. Oh the agony of cramped muscles. Sucks.

So when we finally got the dog checked, and jabbed, we cycled back. And my brother's, who was carrying the dog in the bike basket, front bike wheel got some leftover barb wire steel thing stabbed into the rubber. And air was coming out. In the end, we traded. My mom took the dog in her bike basket, I cycled the half-deflated tyre and my bro took the big, blue one I was riding.

Sadly, I have no balancing skill in riding bikes, so I did a violent turn at a Zebra crossing and of course, Violent swerve and Deflated front tyres don't mix. I fell down. And scratched my knee. It was so fucking bloody. Yay, more exposure to blood poisoning and pain.

That's why I don't cycle. The bike hates me, I hate the bike. Trust me, it'll be a very, very, very fucking long time when I go cycling. Again.

"Since I was born I started to decay. Now nothing ever ever goes my way."


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:28 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





Monday, June 11, 2007
Something's Missing. And It's Not My Mind.


Have you ever opened your eyes and realized something's missing.

Maybe one second you might be thinking: "This is the worst day of my life, why is time going so slow? God, just let this end!!" and the next, you wake up, and realize life passed by all too fast, and something's lost from your life.

I have. So many fucking, goddamned times.

Wake up, oh, my father's gone. Wake up, oh, primary school ended. Wake up, oh, I lost all my primary school friends. Wake up, oh, now I lost my innocence. Wake up, oh, I'll lose my life. And it's not a long way off to death.

Then again, there are some things you can recover. Reform old friendships, mend current, broken ones. Recover lost objects... Lost memories. And for other things, they're meant to be lost. Forever.

And if God can listen to my plea and make those lost stay lost, I'd be glad. No problem, I'd trade my soul and everything I ever had to forget the past mistakes and tragedies I had and made.

Somehow I have a feeling other people in the world would give up their souls to forget their heartbreaks and painful, agonizing memories. Then again, some people might wanna keep them.

Pain is an Ecstasy after all, and we gotta love the drug.

"Bite the hand that feeds, attack the veins that bleed, down on my bended knees."


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:54 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Class Party...


Is it really called a party?? I'm not saying it's a bad party, it just didn't turn out the way I thought it's go.

I realized. That black pants I bought from China = Mad, secret murderer. It totally ripped off my skin on my thighs. While walking, the material scratched me so much I have a bloody rash and had my fucking skin ripped of.

So if I seemed to be walking properly during the party and for the entire day, behind the scenes, I was crying. Damn it, it hurt so much. I had to skip softball training today. If I ran, the skin just be'd ripped off. Again.

I dunno if I should go tomorrow. I probably should, might be the last training for me this holiday month.

And now, I'm going crazy. I dunno whether it's true that MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE may be coming to perform LIVE in Singapore. I pray, pray, prayyyy to God that it's true. Once my life, I just wanna see a concert. A real concert, not those fake, sucky SCHOOL concerts.

I want to see Gerard Way so badly. He got engaged though. Sigh... Congratulations to him though. He deserves it. :D

And now I trail off to nothing. And to think I'd never get another blog. Har-de-har. Shows what kind of liar I am.

"I'm coming up on infra-red, there is no running at can hide you, cause I can see in the dark."


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:43 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





can you hear it? it's beautiful. like angels suffocating.

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."



!EMO in the SCENE!

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

RECHERCHE.

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

student ORGANIZER.

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

ROMANCE.

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

HATRED.

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

SCREAMO!




party with the ROCKSTARS!

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

past CONCERTS.

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."


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standing OVATION.

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Image: Beyrout

i am the MORBID MIND.

I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

BEAUTIFUL

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