Holy shit, I'm so damn happy! :D And why? I FINALLY GOT MY CONVERSE & JOKER T-SHIRTS I WANTED SO MUCH! :D :D :D

Well anyway, quick run-through of day. Woke up, did chemistry tuition homework, did more stuff then headed out towards City Hall to meet Charmaine and Zhi Qing.

Well, of course. They were late. So walked around Raffles City for a bit before catching up with them moments later. So we all headed down to Suntec City, we were so enthu we almost ran to the store. Sadly I couldn't find my purple classic joker tee I wanted, but searching around a bit more, Charmaine helped me find a different classic joker tee. It came in pink or grey colour, I tried them both and I realized something. EVEN PINK LOOKS GAY ON ME. So yes, I went with the grey classic joker tee.

Then searched through The Dark Knight merchandise and got my TDK Joker shirt. Ahhh! ♥♥♥

Wish I could have gotten them all, TDK's Joker was so damn hot and sexy in all of 'em. But anyway, while paying, I asked whether the poster was included, sadly it wasn't, so I had to go ask for it... It went like this:

Me: Umm, is the poster included?
Sales assistant: Oh, no. You have to buy one of the regular $50 merchandise...
Me: Aw... D:
Sales Assistant: You can purchase it if you like.
Me: O__O :D!

So overall, the two joker tees cost $68, plus the poster, total $71... It was ex... But the material and design (and da man!) was worth it... Sad part is I have no damn place to put up the poster... :/

Anyway, then headed to Converse after ZQ didn't manage to get her V for Vendetta shirt. I got two Converse shirts, one brown polo [for my mom] and a white shirt for me. They were pretty nice. Then found ZQ and Charmaine at MiniToons buying VooDoo dolls and lollipops... Then later watched them ram into each other whilst walking. Amazingly, they didn't bump into other people no matter how violent the pushing got.

Amazing. Truly remarkable.

Then headed down to the Peninsula where ZQ got her 4 shirts - Muse, 30STM, The Beatles & A7X. Then proceeded to eat at Sushi Don. The second we entered, we got the cold look from the male host. The whole "Oh-god-unimportant-poor-common-people-coming-to-eat-at-mah-restaurant" look. Half the time the waiters and waitresses kept looking at us. Brr. That was hostile. BUT WE WERE ABLE TO EAT THEIR GOOD FOOD AND PAY THEM GOOD MONEY.

But the fun part was we all paid EXACTLY for our own meals. Then when the waitress counted our money, we were short of cash from the bill. Why? Because we didn't pay the GST and service charge. Well. That was... Unexpected. In the end ZQ and Charmaine paid the GST, I just mooched off them. XD

Then went down to Orchard Road to watch WALL-E at the Lido. We wanted to go to Kino to kill some time but I ended up making them lost in the underground system [sorry :p] and we ended up walking one huge round... only to realize by the time we reached Ngee Ann City... It was time to head back to Lido to watch the movie. Rah.

Watched WALL-E for the third time. Still as awesome. :D Then once movie was done, we all parted and went back home.

Yup. Today was a good day. :D

"Change your taste in men. Come back to me awhile. Change your style again. Come back to me awhile. Change your taste in men. I'm killing time on Valentine's waiting for the day to end. Change your taste in men."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:09 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Went out to watch a movie with Kelvin [brother] and Karnan [brother's friend]. It was kinda fun except the part when they kept talking about Tekken 6 and other games and stuff, made me feel outta place, but lucky me they were polite enough to talk about stuff I'm familiar with.

Anyway, we went to eat at a coffee shop before heading down to Sun Plaza to watch Wall-E at the 7.25pm timing, but before that we had loads of time to kill so we headed down to the arcade. Watched Kel & Kar battle it out in Tekken 6, then we all played the Mario driving game.

That was a damn funny experience, first we were all bent on driving, then we decided to sabotage each other by trying to kill each other with the weapons (or whatever) the game provided. In the end, Kelvin won, Karnan and I were too hell bent on shooting each other. XD

Then it was movie time, Kelvin had to choke Karnan because Karnan almost kept yelling and squealing when they showed the damn little cute robot. XD

After watching movie, we had one more game of the Mario driving game before we headed home and the sickest, most twisted thing happened. Those Mario driving games would usually ask for your MarioCard [if you had one], I accidentally chose that I did [when I don't]. Before the game started, I was shown a MENU of what WEAPONS I could choose. Of course, I had no frikking idea how I managed to get there but moving on...

I came in second this time, and then before ending the game, there was a message saying I had 529 MarioCoins and 21 more to go before new prize... Like the heck?! Then once I did more stuff to the game then suddenly a MARIOCARD slot itself out of the card slot.

I was like: O___O
Kelvin was like: HOLY SHIT.
Karnan was like: HOLY MOTHERFUCKING HELL, GODDAMN YOU ARE FUCKING LUCKY!!!

... It wasn't my card. But we took it anyway. XD

Then Karnan brought us to the bus stop in front of his house, and talked to us about more stuff. Then we started comparing heights and such, it was damn funny... The bus came, and then we left.

That movie outing was fucking fun. XD

Me: 15, 156 cm
Kelvin: 18, 177 cm
Karnan: 19, 196 cm

Amazing right?

"You can see these people gather. They're coming from far. They've heard a new leader has come to teach and help them. To save their souls from sins and evil, from sickness and death... Soul savior is a soul killer. Salvation is a fate."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:53 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

It took nearly a month or more of preparation.

It took everyone's hard work, determination, will-power and time.

It took everything we had.

And it was basically a success.

Yes, the OPSS TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION 2008 WAS OFFCIALLY A SUCCESS! [In Mrs. Rupesh's eyes', so you can tell, that's a relief and that's standard. :D]

But yes, I found it pretty fun and amazing. The crowd cheering was a rather big motivation for me... But later on, during gift-giving they got all sian and wanted to die... But then the sec 4's performance realy put them back on the hyper scale. =D

Well, being MC was sure fun, but I screwed it up a couple of times, sure was very, very nervous. But overall, least it was alright. Ms Amu sure expected more of me and Zhi Qing... And yeah, I would agree that too. Haha, next time we'll just hold a free-topic chat session with the school, and we won't need scripts to show them our true stupidity and insanity. :D

But meh, I'm just glad it's over. Behind the curtains when Mr Nath was giving the toast-off, me and Nazry were just posing there, head down and sighing, "FINALLY IT'S OVER." Haha, Zhi Qing even got me a glass of champagne the teachers couldn't drink, we toasted-off ourselves and gulped it all down. I even pretended to be drunk after that one glass.

Well, the sad part of the whole thing was I lost my black pen after that. Probably someone mistook it or something, I dunno.

But teacher's day concert is over and it was fun. Seriously, it was tiring, straining, heartbreaking, alarming, scary. BUT FUN.

I'd love to go through that all over again. XD

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY for every single teacher, tutor, mentor or lecturer or whatever out there. :D

But for now, sleeping. Because I'm tired and going out later to watch WALL-E with my bro and Karnan. Sighhh~ Haha, I'm getting paid (bribed) to watch a movie. I love my job as a sister. XD

"This riddle of revenge, please understand it has to be this way... We've only got one chance to put this at an end, and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights. You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes. I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition... Trust, you said. Who put the words in your head. Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying... Just because my hands around your throat!"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 2:04 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Today, it's surprisingly cold.

Well, it rained last night. And rained today as well, I barely saw much of the sun today, in its place loads of rainclouds gathered everywhere. It rained when my Math tutor came and I could barely concentrate because it was raining, and there was wind, and I was just wearing a shirt and shorts so you could imagine I was ... mildly-freezing.

Even now, as we speak, I'm wearing my back&white hoodie, just says how cold I am, and eating chocolate. Chocolate tastes remarkably good on cold, gloomy and depressing days. But still, how much can it help us escape from our troubles? ... Fills the stomach though, but doesn't warm it up much.

Sigh, reminds me of the lovely New Zealand weather. So quiet, so cooling... And the atmosphere was pleasant, compared to now. Suddenly everyone's gotten angry and depressed... Not to mention next week's full of tests [SS, A Maths, CL1, CL2, Lit] and the Teacher's Day Concert. I really need to work on the MC script... Even I admit it's so damn lame and cheesey. I can feel stares and frowns of disapproval and resentment on me. By who? Can't tell, can't say.

Hopefully all will be well before the end of term 3. We live and catch up with our studies for a while during the Sept holidays before we go back and suffer for... about 5 weeks [EOY exams] then we'll be home-free.

Meantime, more chocolate and gotta do homework and T-Day Slideshow. Where is everyone? Suddenly it's like everyone's gone from the internet or so. :/

"Hold it together. Birds of a feather, nothing but lies and crooked wings. I have the answer. Spreading the cancer. You are the faith inside me. No, don't leave me to die here. Help me survive here, alone. Don't Remember! Remember!"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 6:57 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:39 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

I'm so damn bored... And I don't wanna go to sleep yet... Bahhhh. So I'll just do this lil' survey (dunno whether I've done before but whatever, who cares) and then go off to sleep.

Mah eyes are tired! D:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
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#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Pretty much shocked and hurt. ... Then I'd probably, eventually, get over it.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

THAT I CAN LIVE IN NOLANVERSE GOTHAM CITY AND MEET THE JOKER FROM THE DARK KNIGHT AND HE WON'T KILL ME, BUT INSTEAD INCLUDE ME IN HIS MURDERING PLANS. :DDDD

... Or maybe just a dream that Heath Ledger didn't die. He really didn't deserve to.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

... Um... I doubt I'll ever get married.

But if I do, in reality, I wanna get married privately, maybe in a small room with close family and friends.
In my own world, I get married after I come back alive and kill my lover, who killed me (A7X's A Little Piece of Heaven-inspired XD).
In my other world, it's doesn't matter, as long as I can marry the Joker (from TDK)! :D

... See, this is why I'll never get married.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

No, I look forward to what lies ahead of me.

Rain or shine.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

Clownish, jokey, grungy, evil, so-sane-it's-insane, mysterious, performs magic tricks with pencils for me to adore, laugh and love, NOT SERIOUS, constantly uses his tongue to lick his lips [oh, turn-on factor, yummm], looks hot in female Nurses' uniform and purple suits, has awesome green-blonde hair, kills people, hates the B-man, is open about his scars and secrets and motives, wears makeup, is funny and is always smiling.

... :D What? They said "ideal" ... Okay fine, my ideal lover's funny, sweet, understanding and is a cute dork (as in, he does dumb suff to make me laugh).

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

Definitely being loved. Cause you can always love them back! :D

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

As long as there's a guaranteed reward in the end (even if it's a few seconds), I'll wait as long as he asks me to.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Nothing. What can I do?! Hook up with the Joker and start ambushing him and his girlfriend?

... Mayyyybbbbbeeeeee... :3 ♥♥♥ Not.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Definitely financial issues.

#10. Is being tagged fun?

Yeah, it's fun to reply and let the board die after a while... Then the whole cycle reruns! :D

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

... I honestly don't know. Hopefully, if the world hasn't ended by then, I would have finished University and found a secured job as a vet. Either that or I would've suicided before then... or be married to the Joker! :D ... That's how I see myself. XD

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Family, friends... THE JOKER! XD ♥♥♥ Haha... yeah, sorta.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

No one tagged me... but I took this off Jessica's blog, so she's a really nice person who's amazing at dancing. :D

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

Rich and single. More time to focus on friends, career, life... and dogs. :) ♥ and maybe the joker likes these type of *beautiful* girls. MUHAHAHAAAWWW.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

Jerk awake when I hear my phone alarm playing.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Of course. Provided it was a good relationship.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

THE JOKER! ♥♥♥

But I can't because he's not real... And if I'm so indecisive about two people, it probably means my heart's not right... And I'm not ready, so therefore, I'd pick no one. But seriously, I'd pick the Joker over Gerard Way. XD

#18. What type of friends do you like?

The ones that would kill people for fun and revenge! :D

Naahhh, I like the interesting ones. As long as they can talk crap and endure my crap, they're good to me. :D

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

The friends that dislike my friends and try to put them behind bars because they can't take a joke.

... >__> Sorry. Okay, I dislike friends who are prejudiced against others. Just because you don't like something or someone your friend likes, you don't have to open your wide trap and start bitching about it. Bitch, please, STFU.

AND I DON'T BELIEVE IN THE TAGGING SYSTEM. INTRODUCE A LITTLE ANARCHY AND LET'S UPSET THIS ESTABLISHED ORDER OF TAGGING FUTURE RECIPIENTS! LET THERE BE CHAOS!!! :DDDDD

... Forget all that you've read. Everyone must be sick and tired of my constant "I ♥ Joker" rants now. Haha... XD

"Through the rain and tears, your eyes hide from me, because they now seetruth in disbelief. So I take my knife, from your bleeding heart, turn it on myself and I slit my throat."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 2:18 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

... Yeah, I know. The blogskin image's creepy but it's a turn-on for people who love the Joker from TDK like me. XD

AND YEAH I FRIGGING WANNA WATCH THE WORLD BURN, BURN!!!

See how far obsession goes? XD

Meh, whatev.

Sigghhhh, it's raining now... And today's SG's National day. O__o Does it mean this is a very sad, depressing year? What an omen... Well, I could relate. This year, love life's gotten nowhere (it's was a bit enjoyable though), studies are still alright (I'm starting to falter and I've gotten lazier) and ... financially... Well, the world's suffering as well as I am. And everyone else as well.

But anyhoo, happy 43rd birthday, Singapore. o^__^o Let's hope next year won't be so bad. Then again, next year the papers come flying in our faces, in more ways than one.

"Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twilight. Lead me, out on the moonlit floor. Lift your open hand, strike up the band and make the fireflies dance. Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me."



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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 4:35 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

In chronological order of my day:

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION @ OPSS!

This year was definitely more eventful than last year. Last year was fun, since we councillors ran up to the front and sang with Ms. Soo, but this year our concert was held in the hall. We watched some damn funny video clips, had an awesome "rocking" concert (Praise, Azira, Nazry, Charlotte, Zhi Qing, Elva and I) just jumped and jumped to "We Will get There". Mrs Rupesh and Ms Soo happened to be standing nearby when we jumped like mad, and they were amused... :D sorta.

But still, seriously, it was very cool and very fun.

Then had drama, did more *stuff* for our future performances, it was supposed to end at 12.30pm, but it ended early instead.

Good for us, more time for us to watch the Dark Knight. After finding Charlotte and Sarah, we headed down to Orchard to watch the DK, first we went to the Orchard Lido, it was sold out. Wow. Then we headed down to Cineleisure Orchard and we watched the 3.45 pm slot. Since we bought our tickets early, we decided to go eat, go Suntec City (went to the DC comic store, saw awesome Batman shirts... Holy shit, I wanna get a Batman hoodie & a Joker shirt... Better start saving) and walk around a bit more.

See, Sarah had tuition (she went to the Esplanade) and Charlotte & I left City Hall a tad bit too late, and we seriously, literally rushed back to Somerset, to the Cineleisure and lucky us, when we got to our seats and settled in, a short commerical ended and the movie started... Like 5 seconds afterword or something since the second we got in! :O Dude, we be lucky monnn...

Watched Dark Knight. And Hallelujah, Praise the Lord! It was so awesome (all 3-hours of it! :D) Though the ticket was expensive (9bucks) it was definitely more worth it than that crap Mummy show. Now I seriously wanna watch the DK again, WHO'S WITH ME, YA?! ;DDDD

Haha. But really, the show was freaking sweet. So dark, sadistic, action-packed and funny! I mean, everything was seriously amazing. Christian Bale was hot (XD though I prefer him in the AMSND 1999 film) and I found a very strange attraction to the Joker.

Yes, okay, I found the Joker sexy, alright? Murder me, he was so sadistically insane, quirky and eccentric and so demeted and twisted to the point I found it alluring (SPOILER: and he looked good in that Nurse's outfit too)! Haha, reading IMDB, someone posted: "He would go even MORE Psycho in bed!" Like WTFWTFWTF?! XD Hahahhh, I would so agree! I'd like a piece of that insanity in me. Future ref

And BTW, I should clarify... I like the Joker, not the actor. The actor's great, but it's the fictional character I so adore... Like every other insane person like me. Hah. ♥

Sigh... R.I.P. Heath Ledger. (Ooh, man, he's such a great Joker... what's gonna happen now?) :[

I seriously so wanna watch it again. But for now, I'mma gonna relac and enjoy my National Day holidays.

Happy 08/08/08 people! :D

"See, I'm not a monster... I'm just ahead of the curve."
"Introduce a little anarchy. Upset the established order, and everything becomes chaos. I'm an agent of chaos. Oh and you know the thing about chaos, it's fair."
"This town deserves a better class of criminal... and I'm gonna give it to them."
"Wanna know how I got these scars?"
"I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you... stranger."
"Why... So... Serious?"
"Let's put a smile on that face."


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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:37 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Our first Literature gathering! :D [held @ school, watched AMSND movie - 1999 version]

WARNING: WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ CONTAINS A SERIOUS LOAD OF LITERATURE STUFF... SO YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON'T TAKE LITERATURE... OR WATCHED AMSND.

And the best part was that we knew most of the quotes of what they said! But the greatest part was that we ruined the whole freaking show our captions and alternate scenarios!

And it resulted in Mrs Rupesh never wanting to go out with us! Ever! :D

But anyway, after school ended, we all went out to go buy our snacks & chips & movie edibles, crapped around till 3.30 when we all met at the foyer before we went into CR1 to watch the movie.

Truthfully, I didn't expect the movie to turn out the way I thought it would turn out. The movie was set in some old, Victorian age (where everyone friggin' rode bicycles and friggin' wore suits and coats and victorian hats & dresses and where everyone was a friggin' lechorous leech), but still nonetheless, it was a pleasant starting. We were surprised at the Theseus and Hippolyta because... they were Victorian.

The setting of this ATHENS was different. And the first scene of chaos literally took place in a room (like the Duke's study room or something). But when Egeus was addressing Demetrius, a very handsome fellow stood up, than Lysander stood up when Egeus called on him. When the camera zoomed in on that Demetrius, I was instantly smitten.

MY GOD, DEMETRIUS WAS PORTRAYED BY CHRISTIAN BALE, Mr. Batman from Batman Returns and The Dark Knight! =OOOOO DUDEEE!!! He was so freaking hottt!!! :DDDD

So you can imagine I spent the rest of the whole show squealing in sheer love whenever it was his scene. Man, if I was Helena I'd be throwing myself at that hot guy as well. XD Haha, I'm a shallow bitch... (Nah, maybe not. But Christian Bale was really hot).

Show progressed on, we cracked jokes at the actors and stuff... And we all agreed we didn't like that Bottom in the movie... But that Flute (played by Sam Rockwell) was a cute guy as well. XD

But when it got to the fairy scene, we were appalled that Puck was old, bald and ... had horns. I mean, I always imagined him to be... a young child with sprite wings... but... wow. And the craziest part was that the 4 lovers were all on bicycle travel in the woods. How... intriguing. The movie was seriously 'racist' enough to make the INDIAN child have BLUE SKIN (the fux?!) and have a "chinese slave"... how harsh. XD

But oh yeah, Oberon was so hot and sexy. In some scenes, he was covered in body glitter and sweat... LOL! Us girls got all sly and lechorous, going "Oooh, sparkly and sweaty, I like!" Muhahaha... In the end, we got to see PHILOSTRATE!!! -fangirl squeal- Haha, he was so *gorgeous* and *pretty* that Mrs Rupesh even joked along with us that next year, for our O Levels', a 25-mark question would be coming out on Philostrate... ("Describe Philostrate" - He's a hot, horny bastard who everyone loves and has written some very hardcore XXX-porn books XD)

Haha, inside-literature-class joke. XDDDD

But throughout the movie, there were times where the computer hiberated and the screen went to screensaver mode. The first time, Mrs Rupesh was outside the class, so what happened was:

1st time-

Mrs Rupesh was not around.
Us: -watching movie intensely-
Computer: -switches to screensaver mode-
Us: AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! -panics-
... After a moment, Mrs Rupesh came back in to type in her password and we resumed the show.

2nd time-

Mrs Rupesh was around
Us: -watching movie, cracking jokes-
Computer: -switches to screensaver mode-
Us: Ah! SHIT!
Mrs Rupesh moved the mouse around for a while, movie resumed.

3rd time-

Mrs Rupesh was around
Us: -watching movie-
Computer: -switches to screensaver mode-
Us: AH! AHHH! AHHH!!!
Mrs Rupesh: >:/ ... -moves mouse, movie resumes-

... Days of our lives.

But in the end, the show was alright I guess. It wasn't 1000% what I expected, but it was still alright. We clapped and *woke up*... Before congradulating the mechanics on their "Certicate of Participation" and moving off.

BUT EIGHT YEARS LATER, US LIT STUDENTS WILL BE GOING TO ATHENS!!! And we're gonna ride bicycles, venture into the forest, and camp until morning until we see naked people sleeping on grass. =D Let's get washing those cars and raising thousands of dollars for our trip! :DDDDD

Hot guy count in movie: 4 :DDDDDDD

"I'm sorry, I don't think it's gonna be okay this time. My heart is beating its final beat (its final beat!)"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:41 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

Being sleep-deprived, it still doesn't stop me from going high and crazy... But it does leave me feeling tragically exhausted and depressed after it all. But still, this weekend was the most craziest. And busiest. And saddest. And weirdest... O__o

SATURDAY

Headed down to Bishan ITE with Yee Suan (got a lift from her dad, THANK YOU!) and went for the Drug talk... It was supposed to start at 9, but it ended up starting at 9.45 am... Arrggghhh, we really could have spent more time sleeping.

But anyway, after that talk, I met someone from Charlotte's old school, his name's Phone Lay (I couldn't believe it too) but I think he kinda knew Charlotte. Ah well, took the train back home with Yee Suan (met Harkiran, Arvinder, Kiran's brother) along the way. Took train to Khatib, waited for 965 and JOURNEYED TO SENGKANG, where Zhi Qing lives.

Surprisingly, they waited for me (when they could have kicked me to the curb and went off and left em to fend for myself, sniff, I'm so touched! :']), then took LRT to Tong Kang (couldn't believe that either) then walked to Zhi Qing's place.

AND GOOD LORD, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. The new HDB flat (is it even considered a HBD flat?!) had such a country-modern style feel to it. I love that house. I seriously, frikkin' love that house. So at first, Woan Ting and I slacked while we wandered around ZQ's room, while ZQ and Charmaine worked on the movie, then after a teabreak (donuts & root beer) we swapped, and I worked on the movie.

Halfway during movie period, Woan Ting found a pack of Tarot cards and started predicting everyone's futures. I asked about love (well, duh), and I got three cards:

First card: Bad, my past love was a pretty upsetting one.
Second card: Good, it revealed my present love is a rather good catch and it's good.
Third card: VERY GOOD, my future love is gonna be really nice and our relationship would work out okay.

So yay, my love is good! o^___^o

It turned out pretty okay, and once ZQ's parents went out, I zoomed to the living room to watch SWEENEY TODD ON BLU-RAY, BIATCHES! Compared to when I watched it the first time, my god, blu-ray brought out the crisp details of the whole show, I fell in love with that show once again.

And during the songs we loved, Zhi Qing and I sang our hearts out, even to the point her little sister and Charmaine had to yell at us to shut up. Haha, I still loved "By The Sea" though. :D♥♥♥
Ugh, really. Sweeney Todd and Mrs. Lovett would have made an awesome, malevolent, murdering couple.

Once the whole thing was done, I went home, originally supposed to go to the archery range with Charlotte, but she called to tell me the place was too crowded, so we had to postpone the trip to another day. Took 965 back home, bought dinner for family, went home then the rest is history.

SUNDAY ... or today

Woke up at 4.45 am, washed up and stuff and took the 5.40 am bus down to the airport. I wa the first one there, so I asked around and found out which row Ms Xu was checking into. waited for Ms Xu for quite a while, when Zhi Qing and Wei Zhe arrived at 7+, then the second I left to go to the toilet, Ms. Xu came.

... Whut. I waited for so long and my hopes were dashed the instant I left for a toilet break. Wow.

Charlotte later arrived. Anyway, so we hung around, talked to her, talked to ourselves and finally, we (ZQ & I) presented it to Ms. Xu. AND IT is a bear!!! :D A bear that ZQ & I built at Build-A-Bear on Friday. It was fun, but it was super $$$. My heart felt wounded after paying... :'C

It was a bear we designed to be like a softball bear, and the moment Ms Xu saw it, she cried. It was so touching to her, too bad she couldn't bring it with her to Japan, would've been really extra. So now the bear's with her boyfriend... or her family, don't know.

We met more of her family and friends until Ms Xu introduced to us her cousin who is our age - Jolene. Well, we weren't expecting that. But nonetheless, we clicked well.

When it came down to the final goodbyes, Ms. Xu was at the departure gate when me, Charz, ZQ & Wei Zhe yelled "ONE CHEER IS NOT ENOUGH, TWO CHEERS IS NOT ENOUGH, THREE CHEERSIS JUST ENOUGH, THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR MS. XU! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! WE LOVE YOU MS. XU!!!"

Once that was over, it was pleasing to see Ms. Xu smile back at us for the last time. It is definitely worth it to come all the way down for this. When we were leaving with Jolene, her friends and family applauded us. Wow, how sweet. ... Unless they were sarcastic, then I don't know. :p

Then Jolene & us headed down to Orchard to watch The Mummy 3 (I seriously wanted to watch the Dark Knight), but we missed the first timing so we decided to watch the second timing, 11:30 am. We ate our brunch (breakfast-cum-lunch) from KFC and showed Jolene all our crazed antics. We even played the "say-fuck-in-every-sentence" game... and it got out of hand. We started yelling fuck all over the place adn a nearby family (man, wife, KIDS) were staring at us all the way.

That was demeaning to his kids I guess. They stared at us too.

We could care less.

Then we went to watch the Mummy, which sucks, I feel, and Charlotte kept saying "Stupid pussy! Dumb pussy! Pussy! Pussy!" at times, and when we left the cinema, we realized there is a SMALL YOUNG GIRL sitting behind us when Charlotte & i was yelling "pussy!" ...

We could care less about that one too.

Went to Borders to find stuff for my mom, and we were laughing at why a horror book about werewolves, vampires and aliens would be found at a childrens' section. That was interesting. Then we went out separate ways, I headed down to Suntec to run more errands, and to the Tampines IKEA to buy a LOT of HEAVY, HEAVY, HEAVY stuff. I would elaborate, but that's one episode I want to forget.

My shoulders ache. D:~~

So now, 8.30 pm, here I am blogging about my uber-hectic weekend. And the best part? I didn't even do my homework at all... :D :D :D

Well, I know I'm not sleeping tonight. Sigghhh~ but tomorrow's the councillors' photoshoot! :D I hope we get to do the "Hitler" pose like we did with Mr. Nair in our class 3A1 shot. :D


TO MS XU: WE WISH YOU ALL THE BEST, GOOD LUCK IN YOUR STUDIES AND TEACHING, AND DON'T EVER FORGET US... OR KATHY, THE BEAR. STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE. And I'm following the advice.

"This battered room I've seen before. The broken bones they heal no more, no more. With my last breath I'm choking. Will this ever end I'm hoping my world is over one more time."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:43 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

So today is Ms. Xu's last day of school.

Must say it was a rather indifferent day, but still there was a little bit of sadness and melancholy in the atmosphere, a little bit of a celebration ("Going Away" party, you can call it) but still...

SOMETHING'S GONNA BE MISSING AND IT'S MS. XUUU!!!! *emowail*

Truthfully, I've never really, REALLY thought much about her since everyone left 2A3, it was just another "passing moment" and we left and moved on with our lives. But now that she's about to head off to some place else and is no longer at OPSS... Something's different.

Doing a little scrapbook for her (with the help of Wei Zhe, Zhi Qing, Praise, Ayu, Wilson, Praise, Tian Tian and the school), I kinda realized she really did mean something to me... No wonder I went through all that trouble for giving out, collecting and pasting into the scrapbook, all those TAGS. put 'em in the bags, ya hags, dumb fags XD

Seeing her cry (actually got more tags and wanted to give it to the scrapbook) actually made me amused... But also kinda happy. Least she really appreciated it. And I think going through all that madness was worth it. :) :)

After running around for quite some time getting people to last signatures in the scrapbook before returning it, found Zhi Qing finishing her PGA thing early before we accompanied Sarah back home, bought a waffle (which ZQ mooched from me...), went to Charmaine's place (it's rather nice really :D), fooled around then went back school, did a bit more stupid stuff before me and ZQ went to Plaza Sing for... it.

I would say what it is, but it'll ruin the surprise. But one thing's for sure, it was FUCKING expensive... There goes my goal of saving and stop spending money... Sigh~ But it was fun doing it, heh. We gotta do it more often.

Anyway... My mom came back home with a very big shock. She brought home so many cartons of milk, it's like we own a very fertile cow or something... Our fridge's stocked full of milk! O___o Makes me wonder.

And the cookie-turned-brownie-turned-cake thing we wanted to bake for Ms Xu (Wei Zhe, Ayu, Wilson and I made it) didn't work out, we couldn't use the Home Ec. room to bake it, and I gave the whole pan (with the batter) back to Wei Zhe [pan was his anyway] and on the way to Plaza Sing (me & ZQ dropped the cake back at his place) and we realized the cake mix was seriously heavy...

So we named it: THE DEMON CAKE! :DDDDD

When we walked past Chung Cheng High, some alarm went off (coincidence?) and we pretended it was a zombie outbreak and we were the only saviours who could save the people... But... this happened:

*Zombie Outbreak*
*People screaming*
People: "Help us! Help us!"
Me: "Sorry, busy."
ZQ: "Delivering Demon cake."
People: "AAHHHHHH!" *dies*

Well. That was random. Siighhhh~ Tomorrow's gonna be a hectic and very, very busy. WOO.

"I will never give up. I will never take the easy way out. I will never give up. I will never take the easy way out. The glass isn’t half empty this time, I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago. It shattered when it fell, and I broke the pieces (each shard’s another reason), another way to give up."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:51 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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