O LEVELS ARE OVER!
O LEVEL RESULTS ARE OVER!
MY APPLICATION FOR JAE?

OVER!

And let's be honest, since the day I received my results I've been stressing so hard over which path to walk on. Whenever talking to a friend or so about which route is more beneficial for me to take, a frustrated and confused frown would constantly cloud my face, and inside I grow more confused and stressed over what I truly want to do or be in life.

Well, after spending a long time in school today talking to various teachers about their JC experience and hearing what they had to say about how they personally felt about me, I finally decided to trust them and take the Poly route. I did include JC's in my JAE application as well though, because I should always be open, and there could possibly be chances I could squeeze into them, perhaps? But nonethless, my mind's made up, my grades are final, and everything else I leave up to MOE, playing Fate in this little theatre show called MY FUTURE, and hopefully they'll work things out right for me.

But thus now, I shall divulge in private (well, not really) information to all about my darling 12 choices in my JAE app.

I. Mass Communication (NP)
II. St. Andrews’ JC (Arts)
III. Veterinary Technology (TP)
IV. Veterinary Bioscience (NP)
V. Anderson JC (Arts)
VI. Catholic JC (Arts)
VII. Creative Writing for TV and New Media (SP)
VIII. Communications & Media Management (TP)
IX. Film, Sound & Video (NP)
X. Interior Architechure & Design (TP)
XI. Interior Design (SP)
XII. Yishun JC (Arts)

Well, that's pretty much it. I have interest in the Poly courses above, but whichever route I'm to take, there's both successes and failures to come my way. In JC, there's Chinese that I'm going to fail for sure again... But I'll embrace it, and I'm going to persevere whichever way and get a degree in the end. Maybe fight for a PhD or a Masters Degree later? I don't know, that remains to be seen. But anyhoo, yes, this is what I'm going to do.

MASS COMMUNICATION [media/business] @ NGEE ANN POLY, get ready to see my face! Unless something else happens and twists the long turn of events to come, oh well.

Well, I've got till April to work. : ] Must get music CDs and a new computer/laptop, my current one now reverts back to Jan 1 2001 at 0000hrs whenever I turn it on... GOD IT'S BLEEDING ANNOYING.

"Shawty, what your name is? Them hustlas keep on talkin', they like the way I'm walkin'. You saying that you want me, so press record I'll let you film me. On your video phone, make a cameo. Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you. Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video. If you want me you can watch me on your video phone. I love how you approach me: fresh white with your pants hangin' grown man low. Everything you sayin' soundin' good to me. No need to convince me anymore. Swag up, it's bright, one blade, it's tight, and I smell your cologne in the air. Baby you doin' something right, you just canceled every other man here."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 1:30 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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