Ladies and Gentlemen, I present my boyfriend, one of Azira's husbands and Zhi Qing's father:


! ♥ DRACO MALFOY ♥ !
Harry Potter 6 wasn't that bad actually. By far better than Harry Potter 5... That was a bad movie because I did not understand one freaking BIT of it, except the parts where Malfoy, all broody and moody going about his daily insults of Potter.

Oh my god, I love him. He's a misunderstood and misguided character... Like Atticus' belief that all people are really good inside, even if they are evil or so. Well, it's human character. Laconically put, we're so complex.

Anyway, moving on. I've been going through this phase of 'Ghetto Talk'. I'm lame, yes, I know, but I amuse myself by thinking of cartoon, animated characters and immediately going "I'd hit that!" and also "I'mma gonna give that boy a BOOTY CALL!" It's disturbing and morbidly funny in a twisted sense... But yeah, and I'm already hitting Draco Malfoy, so get in line. I'm first.

Swerving to school issues: I am growing closer and closer to mental breakdowns and stress. I'm becoming more impatient and frustrated at my homework and certain subjects these days. So much to do, so bloody much to do and there is so little time. It's every week and everyday I have to revise and study.

I've compiled a list.
PRACTICE!: English TYS, AE Maths papers, Phys/Chem papers
MEMORIZE! / UNDERSTAND!: History, SS, Lit
MAKE NOTES!: Lit, ... Pretty much everything else except for math and science, that I have done.

Only a few weeks more to Prelims, then after that it's the GCE Ordinary Level Examinations! Oh my dear goodness, what are we to do? Well, frig it, just give it my all and work hard. We'll be okay, we always have been.

Facebook quiz Azira posted, and I've taken up. It's kinda a second-person talking to me kinda thing, I don't know, but the answers are pretty personal, so imagine me talking to myself, only I address myself as "you".
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1. In case of a fire you:
Panic, drop and roll, regardless of whether you even ARE on fire, then run.

2. If you see a dead cat on the road you:
Feel disturbed and empty, before trying to find a way to scoop the body off the floor.

3. When you see an aeroplane coming to crash into your house you:
stare wide-eyed in horror and say "Shit" before BOOM.

4. In an airplane flight you:
sleep, read, watch airplane movies, drink diet coke for the sake of it.

5. If you're bored you:
find something to do, or think about.

6. When you're in a relationship you:
don't know what to do cause YOU'VE never been in one.

7. In a relationship the most important thing is:
Connection.

8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they love you:
develop a warm, fuzzy feeling within, sigh dreamily and reply "I love you too, bitch!"

9. When you've lost the person you love, you:
fall down, weep, before finding solace in friends and family, then getting up and moving on.

10. In a jungle you:
look up and scream "I am a gazelle and the jungle is my home!" like Number 5 did in The Umbrella Academy's Dallas #1... Only he was in a carpark.

11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you go up to him and :
ask if he's alright, before providing comfort if he requires it.

12. When in the night and you see a full moon you:
smile at the simple yet exquisite beauty of it, and wonder if the myth that if you point at the moon you'd get a cut behind your ear is true.

13. In life you:
wanna do stupid things and have fun.

14. If you could be an animal, you would be:
a dog... Bark, bitch, bark.

15. When it's raining you:
a) run for cover
b) walk even slower to enjoy this feeling of getting your sins "washed" away

16. In this world, you:
like to be the first to do retarded things so when people die, they remember what you did.

17. If you became a millionaire you:
would donate, save, invest, spend. In that order.

18. When you love someone, you'd think of:
Draco Malfoy. Mmmmmm. Gonna give a booty call to him later. XD (What? You've just watched HP6, it's only natural for you to be attracted to hot blonde bad boys)

19. In the toilet you:
do stuff. Stuff... >__>

20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you, you:
feel pained, then shrug. It happens, and three times so far to you...

21. When you grow up you:
wanna be a vet, live your life well, find love, commit suicide, die in a freak accident, be a hero and somebody the world would look up to. Ambitious eh?
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Eeeeeeyup... Oh yes, and nicely put: I absolutely HATE Plane Geometry, and yes, I do agree with my Maths tutor: Proving is the universal hated subject. Damn it.

"They start to rise up from the ground, they're going to kill everyone in town, then from the hills we're under attack! I see the bloodlust in their eyes. They want to stand, let's see who survives. Hell comes to Earth but I'll send it back. I'll never see you again, never see you again. I don't believe that this has happened. This is the day of the dead, come and take my hand, I don't believe that this has happened."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:23 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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