Yaaayyyy Chinese O's is over. Let's cut the whole tragic long story short and sweet. It was nerve-wrecking for me, but the constant drilling of mock exams helped me feel like this is like another normal Chinese exam. To the best of ability, I answered the questions as well as I could. It can't get any better than what I've done. I've probably tried harder than I did for any OTHER exam actually.

I felt good - liberated - after the paper. And pass or fail or (hopefully) scrape through with a D7-C6, I did my best. And maybe if I fail, and the anguish that follows afterward, I tried and I did my best. And just at the start of the year, I was hell-bent on making sure I skip out on this major exam.

I look back now and I can't help but smile. I tried. And I did. Thanks for all the luck, people.

But for now, on facebook, was tagged by Elva. So I instead shall do it here on the Morbid Mind [that's my blog name in case no one actually is aware of]:
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65 questions you've probably never been asked... You know the rules. Tag people in this note (including the person who tagged you) to learn more about people. Also, try to tag people whom you've tagged in other notes; sometimes you learn things in new notes that you didn't know before about them.
[as usual, I ignore this. If you wanna do, just do it]

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My feet, or my hair, or my back.

2. What colour is your favourite hoodie?
BLACK. :D

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Of course! I can't stop kissing my Huttson. ♥

4. Do you plan outfits?
I do, on some occasions.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
My eyes are exhausted, my mind is full of mixed emotions, but they all add up to make me feel apathetic.

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?
The "BAND OF THE WEEK" symbol on a magazine cut-out of My Chemical Romance.

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
I can't remember... But it involved my friends and a... gun? I'm not sure.

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
... Not really. I more of met people I wasn't very close with.

9. What are you craving right now?
Sleep... Yeah, sleep.

10. Do you floss daily?
No, sadly.

11.What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Vegetable...

12. Are you emotional?
*EMOSOBBS* Yes, I am.

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
No. I gave up.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick?
Lick. Biting would send chills down my spine. Plus it hurts my two front teeth.

15. Do you like your hair?
*EMOHAIRFLIP* Why, yes, it's very sexy. :D

16. Do you like yourself?
Yeah, I guess so.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
... No. Why couldn't it be Gerard Way???

18. What are you listening to right now?
Juggernauts by Enter Shikari

19. Are your parents strict?
That depends on the situation at hand.

20. Would you go sky diving?
F YEAHHH!!! But, no chance. : [

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Wat dat? Never tried it before.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
... Have I? Well, I've seen MCR in person... Never met them in person...

23. Do you rent movies often?
Not at all.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
The marble floor... That's it.

25. How many countries have you visited?
... Ehhh... 7?

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yuss... It was re-E-tarded.

27. Ever been on a train?
Yup, MRT in Singapore, bullet train in Taiwan.

28. Brown or white egg?
WHITE EGG! :D

29.Do you have a cell/mobile phone?
Yeah, I do.

30. Do you use chopsticks?
Yes.

31.Can you use chopsticks?
Yes, it's almost a shame to all Asians if an Asian person can't.

32. Do you own a gun?
No... But I would like to... >__>

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
My family...?

34. Are you too forgiving?
... Hell no. I don't forgive, I just forget.

35. Ever been in love?
... Define love, if it's teenage, puppy-love, then yes.

36. What is/are your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
We're all gonna go for Maths remedial, then a lit seminar then do something retarded and totally spontaneous after that! :D We need lives, seriously.

37. Ever had cream puffs?
Yes, they rule with their soft creamy filling.

38. Last time you cried?
Yesterday night.

39. What was the last question you asked?
"Have you brought Huttson down?" - Michelle to her mother concerning her dog.

40. Favourite time of the year?
I don't actually have one. I enjoy each day as it comes.

41. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope, maybe later.

42. Are you sarcastic?
Ah ha, that's a very nice question to ask. Ten points to Gyffindor, ya smart dumbass. Yes, I am.

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
No...

44. Ever walked into a wall?
I ran into a mirror. Curse the Mirror maze in the Singapore Discovery/Science Centre...

45. Favourite color?
Red.

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Why, yes.

47. Is your hair curly?
Straight and sexy, baby.

48. What was the last CD you bought?
The Black Parade is Dead! ... but that is a fux long time ago.

49. Do looks matter?
In this materialistic, shallow and narrow-minded world? Yes, unfortunately. Have you seen Susan Boyle at her debut?

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
All will be taken into account. It depends, seriously.

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
No, I don't live on my phone that much.

52. Do you like your life right now?
It's not that bad, but it can get better.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yeah, I did that a couple of times in my preteens.

54. Can you handle the truth?
The cold, unforgiving, hard and heart-shattering truth? Bring it here, bitch.

55. Do you have good vision?
My spectacles and eye deficiencies say "no".

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
More or less, give or take.

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Ehhh, 15 minutes on average? It depends on the core subject, if it's homework - 15 minutes. If's it retarded crap, it can go up to 2 hours...

58. The last person you held hands with?
... Uh, who was the last guy I held hands with at some camp?

59. What are you wearing?
White shirt, orange pants.

60.What is your favourite animal?
DOGS. :DDDD

61. Where was your default picture taken at?
Facebook pic? At the Marina Bay food court.

62. Can you hula hoop?
Yes, though not for long.

63. Do you have a job?
No... I plan on getting one later after my O's though.

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Azira's bithrday present - A SKIRT.

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes. Break through is more like it. Sighhh~ You gotta love those Sec 2 literature play days.
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I need sleep. And to clear up my desk of every single Chinese material. Yay, now just Oral and Listening Compre to get over and I'll live.

"Make a move and they all start walking. Say you would and they all start talking. I don't care if you're real or faking. Never mind all these hearts you're breaking. You fool, heartbreak, She'll take everything and she'll cut you in two. You bruise, heartbreak, so easy to get you, so easy to lose."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:13 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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