My mind is exhausted - well - kind of, anyway.

For one, thank God and everything holy that blessed us with life, cause A Maths and practically all the MYEs are over! Now all that's left is Phys/Chem Paper 1... Which is MCQ. So study and practice diligently for that on Sunday, and I should be set.

For two, 3 hour long hairdressing (when I originally thought it was just an hour long - I is wrong, ain't I?). I went to cut and reborn my hair again, cause it was getting out of control and was touching my second collar of my school shirt, since last December, and apparently my hair that seemed alright to me was ... atrocious, grosteque, macabre, scathing and repulsive to the hairdresser. She was so eager to straighten out my hair and cut it an inch short. So now, I look like a freak. Give it a few weeks, my old emo-hardcore-trash hair will return. Ughhhh, I can't bear to look at my ug-ass hair in the mirror. For now, anyway.

And finally three. RESIDENT EVIL 5. I brought over my bro's PS3 game over to Zhi Qing's house and we played it. Fun fact: ZQ's CD version was different from mine, so we had to start a new game. Problem? None whatsoever - except for the fact that I had NEVER touched the PS3 controller, let alone played the game.

So you can tell, the first level of the game was SHEEIT because I found it hard to aim... But later on my accuracy improved. I do good at backup and sniping. Woohoo! :D Surprisingly we did not die (except for some parts where we were supposed to press buttons... It was my fault :p) oh and we killed 3 bosses, got through a part of the game with VERY LIMITED AMMO (when there were so many freakingass zombies)... and we killed the chainsaw man many times over, because we refused to believe he was dead - it was a waste of bullets, but it was WORTH IT.

Playing the game was fun. It was even fun-ner playing with Zhi Qing. So now, I shall spend my days playing and training with my brother and soon I will become an RE5 pro. But for now, I'll jsut be a noob. :p

Fridays are funnnnnnie. Now to relax. Gahh I'm tired.

P.S. THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY IS FUCKING AWESOME. Just read TUA Dallas #6, freaking awesome. Gerard Way and Gabriel Ba are fucking geniuses.

"Fireworks for the dead, it's time to put yourself to bed. In the hospital, the friends you stole surround you. Did the devil sign your check, when they pulled you from the wreck? There was nothing left to recognize about you. Let it in. Let it go. When they lift you up, there's something you should know. What you find, it might astound you. 'Cause the word, my friend, is big enough without you." - The Umbrella Academy Dallas #6

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 12:28 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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