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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Oh we'll live.


So, today (well, yesterday too perhaps) marks the beginning of the last-minute mugging, the burning the midnight oil at night, of studying at the eleventh-hour, whatever term you want to put across - simply slapped across:

MYES ARE HERE. Ready or not, whether you studied or not, good luck.

Anyway, today was E Maths paper 1 and surprisingly it was feasible, managable and - dare I say? - easy. I was searching through the paper for any tricky questions, any question that meant to make us do something and slip up... but no, this paper seemed pretty easy to me. No tricky questions or questions that require you to sit there and rack your brains for a solution... Just pure easy questions that we've done before.

I'm confident in getting good marks for this paper. Maybe my graph sketching and that clock question might be wrong, but I have no reason to fret and worry like crazy. Unless my careless mistake streak decides to pay me a visit, I should be fine.

It makes me scared and happy that I have confidence for this MYE. Never mind the advanced, that's a long while ago. Alright, let's see where 70% of studying can get me this mid-year.

Oh yes... But then again after that was Literature... Which almost 90% of the Lit class did question 1a... and it got me worried because I did 1b and I felt it didn't go as well as I wanted to. Perhaps I made a mistake? Oh well, it was still alright for the essay. But for the unseen part I was pretty confident in my answer, just wished I remembered to state that the character's wild imagination and morbid thoughts of murderers and helpless vicitms that triggered her paranoia and that was what made her so nervous and jumpy.

Ah well, I'm still pretty confident for the rest of the MYEs. Memorized Rise of Venice so far... Meh, I'm gonna go sleep before I start studying again. Screw the advanced! At least I'll get my passes for my main subjects!

this will grant me no absolution whatsoever:
i want out of everything.
there's nothing to be futilely worried or concerned about
i'm bearing everything out in the open
it makes me feel sad
that i don't feel much anymore

"Cause this is the day your life is gonna change. There's no escape, apology would be too late. Cause you're heading south for the border, this is the site of the murder. Cause you're armed with hate and a handgun, girl get in the car, I'm riding shotgun. You're armed with hate and a handgun! Girl get in the car I'm riding shotgun! Dead men tell no lies.Oh, it wasn't me. Dead men tell no lies. Oh, it wasn't me. But this is not your last forgiveness, I'm not the one who holds the key. So lock it up, lock it up, lock it up. Hearts will break tonight, hearts will break tonight."


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 4:10 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





can you hear it? it's beautiful. like angels suffocating.

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."



!EMO in the SCENE!

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

RECHERCHE.

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

student ORGANIZER.

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

ROMANCE.

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

HATRED.

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

SCREAMO!




party with the ROCKSTARS!

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

past CONCERTS.

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."


June 2007
July 2007
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September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
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May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
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June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
May 2010
August 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
March 2011
May 2011

standing OVATION.

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i am the MORBID MIND.

I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

BEAUTIFUL

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