So, Tan Si Ying tagged me on Facebook to do this quiz. And I did, but just thought I post it here to. So bloggers without facebook could do it too. Oh whatev.

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50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
My mom.

02. Where was your default picture taken? [my facebook profile pic]
Lit class outing to a seminar at NTUC Auditorium.

03. Your relationship status?
Happily, tragically SINGLE.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
We grew apart, so yeah in a way.

05. What is your current mood?
Content, a little indifferent.

06. How many siblings do you have?
One

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Kelvin

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Outside, walking along the streets.

09. Have a crazy side?
Err I AM the crazy side?

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Oh yeah. I lost a lotta blood through self-loathing with a scissors blade.

11. Something you do a lot?
Talk to myself.

12. Angry at anyone?
Nope.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
The fact that the person I like (well, everyone I like in particular) didn't like me back.

14. When was the last time you cried?
... It wasn't too long ago.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I'm not observant of what I think about before I fall asleep. I can think of school, random stuff, politics, the future before - WHOA IT'S THE NEXT MORNING!

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom.

18. What is your favorite song?
I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance

19. What are you doing right now?
Facebook...?

20. Who do you trust right now?
My family, my friends.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Hahahaa... The Dramatic Sporty camp in 2008

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
YES! His name is HUTTSON!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Azira / Sarah

24. Describe your life in one word?
Fun.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Huttson.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Errr I don't know?

27. What are you listening to?
The quiet atmosphere in the room, the distant call of a black bird... And the fan blowing into my left ear.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
My mom. My god I love her.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
... My mom. XD How ironic, I don't love her yelling though.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yeeeahhhh. Usually I'm more reserved and mature.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black. Though in sunlight individual strands look brown?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My Chinese tutor.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Huttson. Oh whhyyyyy can't he pee in the right place?!?!?

34. What do you hear?
The fan blowing into my left ear? Oh there's talking outside my house. And now my dog's growing.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
... No, but they've called me irritating. :D That made no link. No.

37. Do you have a best friend?
No. I HAVE MANY BEST FRIENDS!

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
:D :O >:[ :] XD -_- Yeah.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yup. Two times as I can recall.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
It could be better, but I'm okay.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yes.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Little gold earrings... I need to change them.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
:D Playing RE5 with Zhi Qing.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah. Lots of times.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
With my stupid, un-thought-for actions? Yeah.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Not reeeeeally.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Flu.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12 - 1, because of the computer and reading the Umbrella Academy. God I love that comic. :D

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I've never even dated before.

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Welp, I'm done.

And oh, checked the OPSS website for the post-examination activities after Marking Day.

We have career day on Wed... And Mock O Levels' on Friday... Then the lit class got AMSND play later in the Friday night. Well, this is gonna be one hectic week.


"You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset. She's going off about something that you said. She doesn't get your humor like i do. I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like, and she'll never know your story like i do. But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that I'm the one who understands you, been here all along, so why can't you see you belong with me? You belong with me. Walkin' the streets with you and your worn out jeans, I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:12 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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