So today was my sweet 16.

And I gotta say, for what my friends did for me, it REALLY was my sweet 16.

Started out the day doing non-important stuff as always. Left house at 12.30-ish, was delayed by rain and headed down to AMK hub, where I got picked up by Azira. First thing I noticed was that Charlotte was wearing a dress. Something's up, I realized.

Then when they led me to the outside of AMK, towards the fire escape, I figured something was up. And I got the best surprise when I saw CHARLOTTE, ZHI QING, ANUAR, WEI ZHE, NAZRY, AZIRA and JASON standing at the fire escape door, and Wei Zhe was coming at me with a cake, telling me to hurry up and blow out the candle before it died. So yeah.

To tell the truth, I was not surprised and I was surprised. I knew something was up, but I didn't know what. And to see all this effort and energy all channeled into this birthday surprise really got to me, it really lifted my spirits.

Thanks guys. It means a lot. REALLY.

Anyway, so we hung around and laughed and walked around before heading back down to Yishun to eat at Swensens'. The fun part was that my camera ran out of battery, but lucky Azira was there with her trusty camera to take pics of me turning 16 at exactly 15:16 hrs.

Anyway, had chicken baked rice, ate, laughed, forked out crazy money for the crazy bill then almost everyone went back home, except Zhi Qing, Ian, Wei Zhe and I, who trained down to Orchard to buy Zhi Qing's book. Once we got down to Orchard, we went hunting for Apphia, almost through the point we would have split up and ran around Orchard Road screaming for her.

Found her at Mango @ Isetan, and chatted with her (and her grandaunt) for a while before going down to Borders and almost demolishing the place with our weird antics... Then finally retired home, and facebooked a lot.

Haha. This surely was a seriously awesome day. The best birthday I've had for my whole life of 16 years, because I celebrated it and it was celebrated by my awesome friends. : ]

Thank you guys so much. Now wait for your turn to be 16, it'll be worth the wait. TRUST ME.

And to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, thank you too. : ]

"So hard when you’re far away. It’s lame but I forgot the date. I won’t make the same mistake. I’m so to blame, so now you know. Don’t hang up the phone, I wish I was at home. I know its way too late, but Happy Birthday."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:40 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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