Saturday, March 28, 2009
it might kill me but i want it to be true
Comparing this Friday to the previous one last, last week (13th March), I would say this is another definite beautiful day to remember.But since I'm typing this at 2:55 AM on a Saturday... Let's just pretend it was yesterday. Friday the 27th. School - as usual. Mr Nair and Mdm Lai weren't there, so used their free periods to practice debate. Got awesome support from Ming Yu and Alistar, and freakishly hilarious comic relief from Vemon, who read my cards at the speed of light and paused for, like, ever at the part where I was supposed to fill in the prop's point. I told him to continue speaking, but he showed me the card and said there was nothing there. It was so funny... My God. Then he read my first point, and in all, my opening case and 1 st point was read by Vemon in 1min28secs. Minus rebuttals, minus 2nd point, and including the long, long pause for nothing. Good timing. Thanks guys, your support was truly appreciated by us. : ]Anyway, after school, headed down to Mac with Zhi Qing and Anuar, wanted to eat and practice debate more, but then I had to go pay my bill first. The fun part was on my way alone to Mac, I encounted Mrs Rupesh along the way... And Ms Soo. They asked where I was going, so I told them I was just going to Mac to eat and practice debating, but then it was actually against the school rules [BUT DAMMIT WE'RE NOT LOITERING]. So Ms Soo and Mrs Rupesh decided to follow me to Mac (thinking their job is going to be ... 'fun') ... And Ms Soo went upstairs and "terrorized" the OPSS students eating there.Anuar, ZQ and I got the hell outta there quickly, self-explanatory why.Anyway, headed back to school and practiced debate even more. Then Charlotte came along and we all met up with Berton and Ms Lim. And it was pretty obvious who was suffering when the two first met each other. Haha, Ms Lim was busy terrorizing Berton, implying so many ... inappropiate stuff. So, getting dressed and stuff, we headed out of the school and down to Nan Chiau High at Seng Kang. The bad part, Ms Lim was gonna use her car and she didn't know how to get to Seng Kang. So basically, a slow-speed, within-speed-limit car chase began. Berton, ZQ, Charlotte and I in the taxi trying furtively to escape Ms Lim's... Lizzy (name of her car). We were so scared... >__>The Quarter-Finals went well. Zhi Qing was our newest speaker and as a team, we all rocked together. We won against TKGS and Charlotte got best speaker role. And Apphia came to support us as well! How awesome, it sure was a great great debate really. So Semi-Finals, 1-hour confinement in a room and hidden camera searching, watch out, because here Orchid Park Secondary comes! :D:D:D:D [somehow next week is gonna be another hectic HECTIC heck tate round...]Anyway, after the whole thing, we checked out the other compeititons and walked to Compassvale to eat. The others left early, leaving ZQ, Berton and me. We talked more about debate before saying goodbye to ZQ as she went off. Then Berton and me trained down to Harbourfront, talking about debate and more debate, nearly falling asleep and stuff, and separated with our different buses before going home. I took 855 and I swear, it's funny how I dozed off only when I reached Yishun... Well, anyway, that was Friday.And though it wasn't as great a debate as 27th Feb, it was still sometime to commerate. Next debate, give it our best shot, yeah? Heh, the hidden camera can't remain hidden for long when we're around in that room.... And now to study Physics and SS. Sigghhh~ We're drawing near the end
I guess I'll have to in the end
I will in the end
"You're the best, and yes I do regret how I could let myself let you go. Now the lesson's learned. I touched it, I was burned. Oh. I think you should know, cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you. Thinking of you. What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night... Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes."
- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -
a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 2:54 AM
"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."
!EMO in the SCENE!
M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female.
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Tumblr.
Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.
NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.
IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥
FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.
NOT emo, just
tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to
rock out.
NOT so sure
i know who i am.
SUFFERS from
Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour
RED
& PROUD TO BE A
freak. Are you?
RECHERCHE.
1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr
1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.
"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."
student ORGANIZER.
[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]
(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2)
30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4)
Those new JEANS
(5)
A Teenage Dream
ROMANCE.
Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)
HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥
BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...
HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD
HATRED.
Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.
SCREAMO!
party with the ROCKSTARS!
2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]
past CONCERTS.
"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
May 2010
August 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
March 2011
May 2011
standing OVATION.
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Image: Beyrout
i am the MORBID MIND.
I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?

i want to be
BEAUTIFUL
inside