A 208 question blog survey. From Zhi Qing's blog. ... Well, this should be interesting. : ]
Let's go.

1. What is your full name?
Neo Yu Jia Michelle

2. nickname?
Mic, Neo, Mesh, Rulelezz, L., Liang.

3. bday?
5th April 1993.

4. Age
16 in 43 days.

5. Sex?
Female.

6. Social Security?
Whaddat!?

7. Where were you born?
In a hospital... I think.

8. Where you live now?
Yishun.

9. Zodiac sign?
ARIES!!! :D

10. What grade are you in and what school do you attend?
Sec 4 in Orchid Park Secondary School.

11. Siblings and their ages?
Brother, 19 this year.

12. do you get along?
... Sometimes.

13. Pets?
HUTTSON POOUS DOGIUS NEO! :D

14. Righty or Lefty?
Righty-O.

15. bedtime?
Ranges from 9 pm to the next morning.

16. Hair color?
Black.

17. Eye color?
Dark brown.

18. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glasses.

19. Do you have any piercings?
Yep I do. Ear piercings, wanna get lip piercings though.

20. Tattoos?
Nope... Maybe later?

21. Scars?
Oooh, I dare you to count. It's more than 20, TRUST ME.

22. Height?
156 cm. Sad, right?

23. Do you wear any rings?
Nope.

24. What shoes do you wear?
Mostly Converse.

25. Drove a car?
Arcade, many times. Real car, once.

26. Met someone new?
Noo, not really no.

27. Done laundry?
Yes.

28. Cried?
Who hasn't?

29. Wore a skirt?
Required in school.

30. How are you today?
Other than a rough and edgy morning, it's awright.

31. Wearing?
Orange Team SG shirt and shorts.

32. Thinking about?
What song should I sing for OP Idol.

33. What does your hair look like at the moment?
Damp, emo-ish as always.

34. What song are you listening to right now?
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

35. What was the last thing you ate and/or drank?
Dinner [rice, veg, fish, soup] and water... :D

36. How is the weather right now?
Humid... Little bit cooling.

37. Last person u talked to on the phone?
Zhi Qing and that was yesterday night.

38. Watching?
Nothing.

39. What time is it?
8:38 PM.

*****DO YOU BELIEVE IN ******

40. [yourself] No.
41. [friends] Yup.
42. [best friends of the opposite sex] No doubt.
43. [santa claus] Never believed in him.
44. [tooth fairy] No more.
45. [angels] And Demons? YES!
46. [ghosts] Definitely.
47. [aliens] Perhaps.
48. [God] I'm agnostic. He's there, but I just don't believe in Him.

*******MORE ABOUT YOU!*******

49. [what are the last four digits of ur phone number] 3293
50. [Do you like the person who sent this to you] Suuureee, ZQ's awright. :D
51. [how do you eat an Oreo] I just eat it dammit.
52. [If you were a crayon what color would you be] Blood Red.
53. [Have you ever almost died] Countless occasions.
54. [What's the best advice ever given to you] "Let go."
55. [Have you ever won any special award] ... Academically-wise yes.
56. [Do you like to dance] Yes. And I shouldn't. XD
57. [Worst sickness you've ever had] Stomach flu.
58. [What's the stupidest thing you have ever done] ... Um. I've done many stupid things that are in par with each other.
59. [What's the next CD you are going to buy] I don't know... Maybe a movie.
60. [What sport you hate the most] ... I don't hate any sports really.
61. [Place for a dream house] An apartment loft in a city.
62. [How many kids do you want to have] ZE to the RO. People like me aren't supposed to have kids, I'll unintentionally raise them to be failures at so many things.
63. [Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone] Yup. Not too serious though.
64. [Who do you tell your dreams to] My friends, my family... Huttson.
65. [What are you most scared of] A lotta things, but I'm tackling them.
66. [How many tv's do you have in your house] 3. 1's broken, don't bother.
67. [Do you have your own tv?] Nope.
68. [do you have your own phone line] My handphone... :D
69. [do you sleep with a stuffed animal] Mago and my little pillow. ♥
70. [Are you shy] Sometimes.
71. [Are you outgoing] Most of the time.
72. [Who is the loudest friend you have] Charlotte, no doubt.
73. [Who is the quietest friend you have] Kim Chye! :D
74. [Who looks the worst in the morning] I don't know, I've never seen how my friends look in the morning... Probably those with long hair.
75. [Who's the messiest eater] ... We all can eat in a civilised manner when we want to.
76. [Who's the slowest eater] Azira, for good digestion.
77. [Who's the bossiest] Zhi Qing. XD
78. [Who is the 'mom' outta your friends] ... Azira.
79. [who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know] I don't know anyone who's hot... 'cept maybe Chris...
80. [who's the weirdest] Wei Zhe.
81. [who is the funnest] Charlotte / Wei Zhe / Nazry.
82. [who do you go to for advice] ... Everybody! :D
83. [who do you think about most when you're not happy] Huttson. The little fella cheers me up.
84. [who do you cry with] Either by myself or with Huttson.
85. [what's the best feeling in the world] When you've done something you knew you could NEVER excel at.
86. [when's the last time you cried] Not too long ago.
87. [is cheerleading a sport] ... Like anyone cares.
88. [How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop] I don't know? ... 12?
89. [Which came first the chicken or the egg] Definitely the chicken.
90. [Root Beer or Dr. Pepper] Root Beer.
91. [vanilla or chocolate] Both.
92. [Love or lust] Love. But lust's not to bad too. XD No.
93. [silver or gold] Gold.
94. [Have you ever gone skinny dipping] Nuuuu.
95. [What's your favorite color] Red.
96. [What's your favorite band/singer] MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE / GERARD WAY! ♥♥♥
97. [What do you dream about] ... Random stuff.
98. [Favorite song] West Coast Smoker - Fall Out Boy.
99. [Do you like to sing in the shower] Yes.
100. [Had an imaginary friend] Yup.
101. [Wanted to "hook up" with a friend] Ew, no.
102. [Cried during a movie] Yup.
103. [Had a crush on a teacher] ... Once.
104. [What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning] ... huuurrrrhhuhhherrrr. I'm serious. I'm tired.

*****Preference*****

105. [Sleep on your back, stomach or side] Mostly it's back and stomach.
106. [Adidas, Nike, or Reeboks] ... New Balance.
107. [Croutons or Bacon Bits] Bacon Bits! :D
108. [2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 2, more stylish.
109. [Bridges or Tunnels] Bridges, easier for suicide.
110. [One pillow or two?] Two, why not.
111. [Salt or butter flavored popcorn] Butterr. :D
112. [Fizzy or still water] Still water.
113. [Red wine or white wine] Red wine, more ... refined.

*****Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)*****

114. [Rubber Gloves] Some 'clinic' where doctors kill patients.
115. [Disney Character] Wall-E. :D
116. [Fast Food place] McDonald's.
117. [Board Game] Monopoly.
118. [Rock] My Chemical Romance's Famous Last Words.
119. [Blue] Sky.
120. [Wet] Water.
121. [Cry] Your heart out.
122. [Peanut Butter] and JELLY TIME!
123. [Hay] Hey Girlfriend!
124. [Paper] Aeroplanes.
125. [Wood] Carve.
126. [Yellow] Orchid Park...
127. [Laugh] Clown.
128. [Ugly] Life.
129. [Happy] The Comedian. HAH WATCHMEN!

******YOU AND LOVE******

130. [Do you believe in love] I believe it.
131. [Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend] Nope.
132. [do you have a crush] Used to.
133. [who is your crush] C... Should be obvious who he is by now.
134. [are you sending this to your crush] He already knows, so who cares?
135. [do you believe in love at first sight] Perhaps.
136. [What song do you want played at your wedding] Anything My Chemical Romance.
137. [Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with] Huttson.
138. [Do you find yourself attractive] Well, for one I'm not that bad-looking like the poor people with tumors and skin conditions. And even they look better than me.
139. [What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex] The HAIR.
140. [are you too shy to ask someone out] Yesyesyes.

*****When was the last time you...*****

141. [Took a shower] 2 hours ago.
142. [Watched Bambi] ... That was a long time ago and I didn't pay any attention whatsoever to that damn movie.
143. [Got a real letter] ... Last year.
144. [Wished upon a star] Was a while ago.
145. [Asked someone for forgiveness] ... I don't remember.
146. [Hugged someone] This morning.
147. [Kissed someone] This morning, Huttson! :D
148. [Ate something] Couple hours ago.
149. [Called someone] ... I forgot.

*******What is your...*******

150. [Good luck charm] ... Myself! And Huttson. :D
151. [Bedroom like] Simple, cosy...
152. [Favorite Breakfast food] I don't eat breakfast, but when I do Museli and milk's good.
153. [Favorite lunch food] Rice...
154. [Best thing that happened to you today] ... To receive an invitation letter... But giving it was the worst.

*****What do you think about the following*****

155. [Abortion] Well, better lose a child than bring in an unwanted child and abuse him from there.
156. [Homosexuality] Well... People are entitled to love whoever they want.
157. [Rap] It's hardcore baby!
158. [Classical] It's sweet and boring... at times.
159. [Oldies] Not for me.
160. [Swing] It's fun!

**********PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT**********

161. [lights on/off] Off. Save electricity.
162. [sun or rain or snow] RAIN! :D
163. [mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king)] BK.
164. [do you like scary movies or happy movies better] Both are good.
165. [backstreet boys or NSYNC] ... I choose MCR.
166. [on the phone or in person] Depends on the situation.
167. [summer or winter] Winter.
168. [chocolate or white milk] Chocolate milk.
169. [CD or tape] CD.
170. [hugs or kisses] Hugs.
171. [cake or pie] PIE!
172. [cats or dogs] DOGS!
173. [mud or jello wrestling] Meh, screw the rules. BOTH in a ring! :D
174. [skiing or boarding] Skiing.
175. [day or night] Night.
176. [sunset or sunrise] Sunset.
177. [diamond or pearls] Neither. I prefer stainless steel dogtags.


*******YOUR FAVES*******

178. [candy] Chocolate with nuts.
179. [Beverage] Coke.
180. [cartoon characters] I have so many from comics and graphic novels! ... Fine, Hazel and Cha Cha from TUA and Rorschach ♥ from Watchmen.
181. [sport(s)] Running and softball.
182. [Song] Meh, I'll give another one. Life and Death in Space - The Blackout.
183. [favorite actor or actress] ... I don't have one actually.
184. [Favourite movie] The Dark Knight, Benjamin Button...
185. [tv show] ... I don't actually have one.
186. [Favourite food] A lot of stuff...
187. [ice cream] Ben & Jerry's.
188. [subject] Maths, pure lit.
189. [shampoo] I have none.
190. [favourite month] April. It's so eventful. : ]
191. [favourite number] 54.
192. [favourite person to talk to online] KARNAN. :D


******HAVE YOU EVER******

193. [cut your hair yourself] Yes. I was young and stupid.
194. [been on stage] A lotta times.
195. [Ever thought an animated character was hot] ... Yes. XD
196. [kept a secret from everyone] Who hasn't?
197. [been hurt emotionally] More than I'd like.
198. [been in a car accident] Nope.
199. [put a body part on fire for amusement] ... Maybe another time.
200. [drank] Nope.
201. [smoked] Nope.
202. [broke the law] ... Yes.
203. [ran from the cops] Nope.
204. [made yourself cry to get outta trouble] I think I have when I was a kid.
205. [tried to kill yourself] Yup.
206. [made your self throw up] One time, I needed it.
207. [ever been in love] Hahahahaha. Love and me? Rivals.
208. [loved someone so much it made you cry] Ah ha, Gerard Way touched my heart but he never made me cry... Unless I meet him then we'll see from there.

________________________________________done.

I'm wondering, for OP Idol. Should I sing I Don't Love You or Disenchanted? Hm. I'm leaning towards I Don't Love You... Ah screw it, I'm singing it.

"Well, I’m not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you. I want to make you move, because you’re standing still. If your body matches what your eyes can do, you’ll probably move right through me on my way to you."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:29 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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