Well for starters, we had more latecomers than usual. But whatev, skipping that.

It was seriously an awesome day yesterday... I had so much fun and nervous adrenaline that all pretty much seemed to work out quite nicely for the whole day.

Skipping school, cause school is boring and average... EXCEPT FOR PURE LIT. Cause it was Ms Clara Lock's last day of teaching the most awesomest class in the whole school - Sec 4 Pure Lit class. DD: She was so nice, I liked herrr! Plus she did teach us quite a thing and two about unseen.

MISS LOCK, IF YOU EVER SEE THIS, MUST MUST MUST COME BACK AND RELIEF US IF POSSIBLE! SWEAR TO THAT!

But we will be seeing her around more, in Term 2 that is. But no matter, we have a confidante to go to now. :D Camwhoring in lit class is uberfun.

Anyway moving on to DRAMA, superfantasticallyfreakingly fun! We did some pretty cool poses on ladders and camwhored even more. We did new and improved group scenes on the ladders and it looks so cool! Plus we posed on the ladders and we looked amazing, fo sho'.

But the best part was towards the end, when (we were late for debate) we had to chase Nazry up and down the ladders like some zombie-cat-wolf-crazy-animal-retards... And Shu Xin and Wei Zhe did their seductive thang on the back of the ladders. It was freakishly funny...

Then ran down to the foyer, changed and prepared final preparations for debate. Was nervous and very disoriented as usual, but debate coach, Berton (or as I call him "B") gave me some encouraging words... and it made me realize how stupid I was acting... Geez, I got so worked up over NOTHING!? Well, that was dumb. But thanks, B, your advice seriously helped me loads. Gotta find a way to get rid of this angst... Teenage angst. Hah. : ]

But the better part was when Wei Zhe, Ian, Anuar and the supporters bought back Mac's. And of course, being sec 4 and graduating and all, WE JUST HAD TO HAVE A PICNIC IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PARADE SQUARE, AROUND THE ORCHID IN THE MIDDLE! One of the 10 stupid thhings we must do before we graduate, one was joining OP Idol, one was having a picnic in the parade square, one was ruining reputation. Incidently, we've done 3 so far.

After dinner, taxied down to SJC at Seng Kang. Registered and wandered around the school until it was our time for debate. Debate went alright, I stuttered here and there, sped up here and there... But I managed to finish my speech and be done with it in time - 5:05. Jumping forward to results, I seriously thought the Prop was going to win because they were quite good, but when they announced that unaminous decision that the Opp should win and 1st opp speaker was the best speaker...

I was surprised for one. Because when they announced that, I was stoning and thinking about school stuff, and when it finally sank into my brain, it was 3 seconds later. Goddamn, I'm slow. But I was pretty thrilled and relieved that it's over and yes, that we won.

But, a wonderful job done for Hai Sing Catholic debate team! You guys seriously did awesome. SERIOUSLY.

Woo, I'm just glad we did well.

... But the aftermath of the debate was great as well. Learnt about what we could do to improve, and saw Michael, one of the instructors from the Debate camp Azira, Charlotte, Harkiran and I went to. Glad to know he remembered us... Oh and Gavin's friend, Joel Lim (met him at Debate camp, he was in my group), and he remembered me as well, too bad I didn't see him though. Damn, should have gone to find him.

The funnier part was when we were going back to the MRT. For one, we didn't know where the hell we were and when we did, we missed the buss 119, that took us back to the MRT. So we walked, and laughed and talked about hijacking cars along the way, and sang womanizer. When we did reach the MRT, we jaywalked at a pedestrain crossing, seeing only one car was coming... Turns out it was a police car... And we freaked, but it was hilarious, walking down the walkway, pretending to be from another school.

Took 965 home with Zi Peng, Wei Zhe, Gavin, Ben, Omar, Ian and Anuar. The rest went their separate ways. Once reaced Yishun, had supper with Wei Zhe, Gavin, Zi Peng and Anuar. Then 812-bused home, came back, contemplated about some stuff before going to sleep. It was 1 am plus by then.

Woke up, and here we are. It was definitely a good day.

So, anyway, my personal thanks to (search your name here):
Zhi Qing, Charlotte, Azira, Mrs Rachel Lee, Harkiran, Anuar, Wei Zhe, Zi Peng, Ben, Omar, Gavin, Ian and B(erton). [if i left ourt any names, sorry]

Yup. This week was a nice one. Except Monday. Mondays suck.

"An empty shell, I used to be. Shadow of my life was hangin over me. A broken man without a throne. Won't even stand the devils dance to win my soul. Beggin, beggin you, put your loving hand out, baby. Beggin, beggin you put your loving hand out darlin'."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:45 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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