Soooo.

I went to Wild Wild Wet with the WALRUS. My Jelly Donut-goodness-filled best friend SARAH TANNY.

And... We had a hell load of fun. Whether it's terrorizing people at the water playground (picking on and sabo-ing people with the water guns and such and sliding down the slides in the NOT-recommended ways), or cruising down the lazy river using llifevests as chairs (THEY ACTUALLY HELP OUR ASSES FLOAT), or drowning and riding the waves in the tsunami pool or screaming and cheering down the huge tube ride or even tossing and slapping each other around in a foam party (yes they actually had one / we've so got to have a foam party for prom)...

Yes, we had fun. Too bad we didn't go on the Samsung ride... or the two slides where you have to take your cover-up clothes off. Haha, just sitting here on this chair I can feel the motion of the waves sweeping my senses... Nauseating. I know I'm gonna have a hard time sleeping. Sigh~ the drawbacks of suffering from motion sickness.

And ooh, yes. My mom's jealous of my new "tan". Apparently, being the stupid little lazy bum I was, I didn't put sunblock lotion on my skin... And my face hurts. It is red and hella sunburned. The black nail polish I sloppily put on my nails are chipping, but whatever. I was bored when I put it on anyway. Arghhh, my face hurts.

But maybe next Monday or somewhat we'll have just as much fun at Escape... hopefully with all the Shoethrowers. :D And it wouldn't be too hot out.

Today is December the FIRST. Before I move onto more pressing issues, I'd be an ignorant and selfish prick by realizing that I only have one more month to finish up my holiday homework, relax, party, go holiday-batshit-insane and have fun with my friends before we all return to school. Sigh... I miss it, but really now. I'm scared of school. Sec 4, ladies and gentlemen. This is all too fast.

On other issues, today is also World AIDS day. And though I'm not exactly too sure about it, I heard about cases about it and such... And I really just want to cry now. AIDS, war, Thailiand Turmoil... all that inhuman, terrible, unnecessary crap that destroys this place, just hurts.

Ugh. The world is suddenly so sickening.

"If you are what you say you are, a superstar, then have no fear, the camera's here. And the microphones and they wanna know. Oh, oh, oh, oh."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:08 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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