Hello again. : ]

Taiwan was awesome. I had an awesome time there and I miss the cool (but insane) weather... I miss the bus rides which made me sick in the stomach but it was comforting... I miss our two guides and the bus driver... I miss the amusement park (I rode the 90 degree drop roller coaster)... And I miss seeing a beautiful woman open HIS mouth.

Hahahaa... Yes... Taiwan was AWESOME. And shockingly, I miss chinese back there. It's like being thrown into a world where you have to survive on chinese and eventually getting used to it actually helps. I hope it helps enough to get me a chance to pass next year... If not, then I'm mentally prepared to see a huge sparkling F9 again.

But for now... Stealing a quiz from NAZRY's blog.
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If you won the lottery, what's the 1st thing you would buy?
I don't know...? Maybe a taco! :D

What if you found out you were adopted?
I'd probably go batshit insane trying to find out who my real parents are.

What would you do if you walked into your house only to find your boyfreind and your mother making out?
Well, I'd go like this: "O___O HOLYFUCKWHATDAHELLMYGODMYEYYYEEEESSSSSSStheyburnnnnn!!!"

What if a stranger told your your partner was cheating on you?
Demand proof from the little punk.

If you could adopt one personality trait from someone, who and what?
Ummmm... Sarah, her ability to (be seriously patient and) tolerate shit from people like me.

What would you want to experience if you found out you were dying?
... My stomach to be sick and my mind to be at peace... Or maybe a crazed adrenline rush. That works too.

What if you or your partner found out they were pregnant tomorrow?
... I hope the sex is good. XD

What if you found out your BFF was sleeping with your partner?
I'd commit manslaughter on two people and then suicide... Or I don't know... Feel hurt, scream and throw stuff at 'em. Whichever I feel like doing in that specific moment.

If you could have avoided living one year of your past, which one and why?
I'm okay with the years, but I do want to skip some months. Like the November/December holidays 2003, for PERSONAL reasons.

What if your dog crapped on your bed?
Scold him... Clean the sheets and throw them away... And get new ones! :D

What if you saw that George W Bush had fallen in a well in your back yard?
Hope he won't turn out like The Ring... Or maybe throw size 10 shoes at him and say "With Love, Shoethrowers, bitch!"

What would a person have to do to let you know WITHOUT telling you, that they didn't like you?
... Just say "Okay" and smile.

What if you found out your partner had a sex change?
Either I'd be supportive of his decision and go lesbian or... be weirded out, dump him/new-her but still be on friendly terms.

If you were to drown in a liquid, other than water, what would it be?
Well... I always wanted to know how it feel like drowning in apple juice...

If you could start a charity, what kind would you start?
Charity for Abandoned / Homeless House Pets and Strays

What if soda was illegal, would you still drink it?
Screw man, I can live without soda, just don't take away my Coke or Pepsi.

What if you could only have one friend, who would it be?
Huttson. Sorry you guys. :p

If the world ended tomorrow, do you think you will go to heaven?
Ahahahahahahahahaaahahahahaha. Ahaha. Hahaha. That was so funny. :'D No. I've done alot of things that would make Heaven hate me.

If you were paid 100 million dollars to sleep with an HIV positive person, would you?
Yeah, sure, why not? Could be interesting.

If you knew you couldnt get caught, would you rob a bank?
Muhahaha, YES! And I'll do it Joker[husband♥]-style like in The Dark Knight. :DDDD

If you could have a super power, what one would you choose?
To control, manipulate and create fire.

If you had to move out of the state you're in, what state would you move to?
... This is Singapore, we don't live in States, we live in surburban areas... Maybe I'll move to Orchard ... or Woodlands.

If you could be forgiven for one thing in your life, what would you choose?
For doing all the wrong things that have affected other people.

If you were to die in a public place, exactly what spot would you choose?
On the road. And become fugging roadkill.

If you had to have one song stuck in your head forever, what song would you choose?
Cubicles - My Chemical Romance

If you had to die in one of history's disasters, which one would you pick?
How 'bout WWII? I don't know, that's the only disaster I can think off right now.

If you could take revenge on any one you know, who, why, how?
... I have no one in mind right now... but if I did, it's because he/she was being a fucking asshole who needs to die.

And I'd kill him/her through slow, tedious torture, like drilling into his ear, stabbing his eye, breaking off his limbs (following Johnny the Homicidal Maniac's lovely explicit examples or the Walking Dead's Michonne-torturing-the-Governor) etc.

But that's only in my mind. Reality, I'd probably just give them death glares and finger-signs.

If you could have someone else's thoughts though your own body, who, why?
I'd have Huttson's thoughts in my mind... Because I'm always wondering what the little fella is thinking...

If you could choose how you die, how would it happen?
Either suicide or some freak accident.

If you could instantly play an instrument you never played, which one?
ELECTRIC GUITAR!!! I've always wanted to play one, let alone try it...

If you could solve one unsolved crime, which one would you solve?
I'm not sure of unsolved crimes. But there was one crime involving a teenaged boy accused of murdering some young boys even though the teenaged boy was purely (?) innocent, but he was different and a suspect because he listened to Heavy Metal back in the day when that music was frowned upon... No idea about the evidence. But yeah, I'd like to solve that crime.

If you could discover one medical cure, what would it be for?
HIV/AIDS. We need that. Seriously.

If you could undo one lie in your life, what would it be, and why?
... For safety reasons, I will not state.

If you were given a race horse, what would you name it?
RUN, BITCH, RUN!

If you could sing one song, beautifully and perfectly, what one?
I'm A Riot? You're A Fucking Riot! - The Blackout

If you could warn yourself in the past, about something, what would it be?
I'd warn myself not to get too flustered and expectant.

If you could eliminate one word from english vocab, what would it be?
I don't know... I'm pretty happy with the english world...

If you had inverted nippes, would you get surgery to correct it?
What the hell are those?!

If you lost all your hair, would you wear wigs or embrace your new look?
Embrace it. It'll grow back. And hopefully in better condition than my hair now.

What if your best friend of the same sex proposed marriage to you?
O___o I would let her down easy before screaming: "I LIKE MEN!"

What if you could literally be a virgin again, would you want to?
Sure, and we can lose it ALLLLLL over again. XD

If given five dollars to spend in a dollar store, what would you buy?
A coke, some chips, cotton buds, tissue paper... Candy.

If you could fly, would it be with wings, a cape, fairy dust...ect.?
Demon wings... THEY ARE JUST SO COOL!

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Rice. Staple food. I desperately need it.

If you could take back one thing you said recently, what would it be?
"What the fuck is that!?"

If you had to keep your initials, but change your name, what would it be?
Marcella "Mars" Nokomis Yule Jay

If you could get rid of a fear, which would it be?
Fear of what people think about me. BUT THAT WILL ALL CHANGE.

If forced to make out with an animal, what animal do you choose?
My dog...

If you could choose your age of death, what would that age be?
19. It'll be how old I am when the world ends in 2012.

If your body odor was a food scent, what food would you want to smell like?
FRENCH FRIES. :D

If you had your own line of something, what would it be?
Graphic Novels, Comic Books... Those stuff. : ]

If you were a crayon color, which would you be?
Red.

If in a circus, who would you be in the show?
The morbid ringleader who shows off her pretty little freaks that terrorize the audience in those creepy, scary freakshow circuses. :D [I do not wanna end in like Britney Spears' circus]

If your life could have the same outcomes as a movie, what movie?
... O__o Um... Sweeney Todd. I don't mind getting killed after going a bit... off.

If you could re-live one year of your life so far, what year would it be?
Truthfully... I'd like to relive 2008... But with more experience on what to do.

If something were to be named after you, what would you want it to be?
A Charity rock concert that travelled the world.

If you could change one thing about today, what would it be?
That I actually did my lit homework instead of doing this survey. DAMMIT.

If you were given a year supply of something, what would it be?
Time. I desperately need it.

If you were given a prop from a movie, what movie would it be?
Um... I'd love to bring home the the Eye of Sauron (literally, the seeing eye tower) from LOTR before it got destroyed in the last movie... :D

What if a friend asked you to go with her to get an abortion?
I'd support her all the way.

What if you caught one of your parents cheating on the other?
Ahaha. This isn't a "What if" question. Already happened. And look at me, I got shocked, hurt, mad, but I'm fine.

What if you found out you and your partner were blood related?
Could this be considered incest? Oh well, let's just burn the documents and pretend nothing's happened.
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Oh Drama tomorrow... Or today. My God... I should have done lit instead of this...

"Wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li, ni ai de na ge tian shi. Zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni. Ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li. Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:38 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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