Last survey of 2oo8, stolen from AZIRA's blog. :D

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You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
Oh yes, my husband, TDK JOKER. ♥♥♥ [watching Dark Knight DVD ZQ got me for christmas, THANK YOU ZHI QING!]

The last person you kissed hates you, why?
Huttson... Because I love to piss the lil' guy off. :D

What does your hair look like?
Short, layered, slight emo fringe.

What would you do if your best friend of the opposite sex liked you?
Feel a bit awkward. But tell him he deserves someone better. Unless it really persists, then fine, we'll see from there.

How many people do you trust?
Not many.

Why did your last relationship end?
I never had one... But the last guy I liked didn't like me back. But it was well worth it. I had a nice time liking him and knowing him a little actually.

Are you happy with your life?
Content at the most. I'm more grateful for it.

If you could go back in time, would you?
I kind of accept how things are now... but yeah, I would if I could.

How far back would you go?
To 2006, and relive secondary school all the way until here.

Last thing you did before bed last night?
FACEBOOK. Dammit, I hate it and yet I succumb.

Anything bothering you?
I don't think so...

If you could have anything, what would it be?
To pass all my O Level's with flying colours. :D

What's your favorite place you've been to?
... I don't know. I've been to a lot of places that I like.

Do you go to school?
Hell yeah.

Last time you cried?
It was quite a while ago. I was more on the verge of breaking and desiring the need for pain more really.

Is green your favorite color?
Not my favourite. But I support it because SLYTHERIN is green... Oooh Draco Malfoy♥

Do you text or call more?
Text message more... Hell lot more according to my bill.

Do you have a friend that you've known since you were little?
Yeah. Huttson... :D

How long have you had your facebook?
... Three weeks? Two? Don't know, don't care. I'm still wondering why I joined and conformed.

Last person to come over to your house?
I forgot... My uncle I presume.

What do you usually do first in the morning?
These few days? Sleep the morning away.

Do you have workout video's?
And one and two and three and fuck you, NO!

Favorite thing to shop for?
Books, clothes, Converse... S'long as I have money. :D

Is being single fun?
It's got more freedom and advantages, really. But yeah, sometimes.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I've never dated, and if I did, I wonder if we can last that long.

What color are your eyes?
They appear black, but they're really dark brown. I know, I've checked and nearly blinded myself trying to find out the colour.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Not always, I do when absolutely necessary. Other than that, screw the seatbelt.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
I doubt it. Unless someone calls me to scream: "WE'RE FUXING SEC 4S!"

Can you honestly say looks don't matter?
Honestly, in a world where people judge on looks and refuse to emphatize anymore... Looks do matter. To those who care about keeping up appearances anyway.

Was today a good day?
Well, I finished a bit of lit, watched and laughed at The Shining with Zhi Qing, watched Alan Rickman as Marvin the robot in Hitchhiker's guide to galaxy, came home and slacked... It wasn't too bad. And I plan to countdown before sleeping. Ooh and I got the second edition of the Umbrella Academy second series, Dallas. Definitely not a bad day for sure. : ]

Do you get mad easily?
I guess so? I'm very easily irritable, sorry.

Where do you see yourself in 2 years?
... Finishing the first year of JC or Poly? I don't know. I honestly don't know.

Plans for tomorrow?
Literature homework. Period.

Last awkward moment?
Me proclaiming that the TDK Joker is my husband to my mom... Meh she'll get used to my marriage eventually.

Ever liked someone older than you?
... Since we're still in 2008, let's do a quick run-through shall we?

Gerard Way: 31
Jared Leto: 36
Sean Smith: 24
Cam Gigandet [James]: 26
Tom Felton [Draco Malfoy]: 21
TDK Joker: ??? [Definitely older]
C: 16
Other various MEN: 17++

What do you think?

Anything you want to tell someone?
Heh yeah. I'm not over him.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
COM-PU-TAA.

Anything you're giving up on?
Yes. Him. C. ... Heck, I already have actually.

How many letters are in your last name?
Let's count. N-E-O. SEVENTEEN! No, 3.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
Maybe, if both of us are in different countries... But I can't function without my WALRUS.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Depends on the people in the relationship. If they did nice stuff for each other, but didn't work out in the end, might still would have been worth it.

Who do you tell almost everything to?
Sarah, Shoethrowers, Nazry.

Do you think you've made a difference in anyone's life?
I highly doubt that. If I have, I must have seriously fucked up their life. : /

Could you honestly say you love someone right now?
Huttson and my mom. Anyone else (like him) ... well, not really.

What was the last thing you made into a heart?
... Um, this might sound disgusting but *true fact here* Drops of my dog's pee. I'M SERIOUS.

How tall is the last person you hugged?
Hahaha. Huttson's tiny, he makes me feel tall. But I love 'im... I think he's... half a metre?

Think about the last pair of socks you wore
Socks that you usually wear with flats.

What are you listening to right now?
Pretty in Punk - Fall Out Boy

What is something you wish you had more of?
Time.

Last time you had the butterflies, who were you thinking of?
C. ... Then later it was my husband.

Do you have an addiction? What is it?
Yes. My husband, MCR, JTHM, The Umbrella Academy... and so on and so forth.

Do you like poetry?
When it's depressing and emo, yes.

What were you last sad about?
Hearing news of war and stuff.

Do you mind when people talk about your sex life?
I'm too young for that. But we don't mind talking about sex.

Let's just say you were a serial killer. Would you get caught?
Serial killer? I'd rather be a homicidal maniac like Johnny! And no, I'll be like him, I'll never get caught... But I will get screwed up by my own insane mind.

... Either that or I'll follow my husband's footsteps in TDK. He's a man of his word, y'know. ;D

Has anyone ever said they would die for you?
No. But I'd die for some.

What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
... Root beer. That doesn't count, pretend it does.

Do you always answer your phone?
Very often, sometimes I'm too late in answering it...

Who were the last four people to send you a message on Facebook?
No one, nobody, no messages and I don't care.

Who of those last four people would you marry, if you had to?
No one sent me a message? And plus I'm already married.

Do you like thunderstorms?
Yes, especially when my mood is dark and gloomy.

Do you like the rain?
Yes, unless I'm having my school books with me or something.

When was the last time you were sick?
Hahahaha. Today. The flu and sore throat.

Have you ever been into drugs?
I'm interested in them, but no.

Say you were dying tomorrow. What would you want to eat last?
French Fries. They die with me.

Does something hurt on you right now?
There's a muscle strain on my back. Ahhhh.

What is your current mood?
tired, impassive. IDK.

What time do you normally go to sleep every day?
... Usually 'roung 11 or 12... But on weekends and holidays they stretch as far as 5 to 6 AM.

Do you like cheese?
Depends on which type.

Last shirt you wore?
The Dramatically Sporty Camp tee. Which I'm wearing now.

Name one thing that grosses you out?
Cockroaches. Bloody, demon little creatures. DIE FUCK YOU DIE!

If your best friend made out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, what would you do?
Slap both them ho's.

Ahah, I don't know. Feel hurt and scream, I guess?

Are you someone who remembers dates?
Sometimes I'm good and sometimes I'm not.

Would you rather get shot or get injected?
Truthfully, I'd rather get shot. In the temple, blowing my brains out. By myself.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
... Well, that happened once or twice... And I lived through it. Not so bad.

What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you?
I had a lot of bad things happen to me... But I can never remember them. Thank goodness eh? Skip question. Next.

If your friend did something bad and you didn't know, but it had to do with you, would you expect them to be a man and tell you?
Bitch! Be a mann! Mus tell Micheeelllleee da truth, ya noe? Yo? Yo?

Hahaha... At least drop a message in the least.
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"Disease's growing, it's epidemic. I'm scared that there ain't a cure. The world believes it and I'm going crazy, I cannot take any more. I'm so glad that I'll never fit in, that will never be me. Outcasts and girls with ambition, that's what I wanna see. Disasters all around. World despaired. Their only concern: Will they fuck up my hair?"

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:25 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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