Bascially ... TODAY:

Fell sick with a blood-forsaken sore throat. Looks like sleeping beyond 1++ am every night is starting to take its toll on me.

But anyway, went down to SJI today to help out at Charlotte's mom's seminar (that I asked to help out at). It went alright, quite a pleasant but nervous experience.

Then lunched with Charlotte at the buffet. Had Zhi Qing and Sarah constantly harassing us to hurry it up so we can go eat together at Novena. Once got down to Novena, Zhi Qing went on lunch break and we went to Ajisen Japanese Restaurant to eat. Well, Sarah and Zhi Qing ate, Charlotte and I just drowned down water. During the wait for our food, we talked about... well, STUFF. And not a very good STUFF I mean. Dear Lord, I am sorry for tainting such innocence.

ANYWAY, after that, had a blueberry waffle from Zhi Qing and then journeyed down to Orchard, Lido, with Sarah and Charlotte. Before buying tickets for Madagascar 2 Charlotte and I got into a heated discussion about whether Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy) is playing in the Twilight movie. We then agreed he didn't before we went to watch the movie.

The movie was pretty funny. How the penguins managed to do THAT much I will never know. I would've stayed for the end credits, but we were all freezing inside the movie theatre.

Anyway, after that I headed down to the workplace I was supposed to be posted to. Turns out arrangements weren't made at all, and there was no current opening. So, blah, I don't think I got the job at all. So I ponder now should I fucking wait or fucking get another one or just fucking give up?

It makes me wonder. Maybe I'll just enjoy my sec 3 life before I die... There's always next year...

Oh well. Then we walked (on a road... don't ask) towards Takashimaya. Bought some chicken and then went up to Kinokuniya to look around. Another heated discussion between me and Charlotte broke out about whether Draco Malfoy / Tom Felton was cute or not... And we agreed he was handsome in some, RARE shots.

But still, I think he's handsome. XD

Anyway, then MRTed home... and blogged.

Sigh... I'll try again tomorrow.

Still, today was a good day.

"No, I don't even know your name. It doesn't matter, You're my experimental game. Just human nature, it's not what good girls do. Not how they should behave. My head gets so confused, hard to obey."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:10 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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