I'm bored. And I really don't wanna do the stupid ASEAN thing... and the worst part is it's still fucking incomplete and I have to finish it up by tonight. AND PEOPLE STILL HAVEN'T BLOODY SENT ME THEIR STUFF.

Argh.

But anyway, as a distraction, quiz time. =]
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1. What people done that will make you hate him/her most?
Just being an attitude-filled, unfiar bitch will do.

2. What is your favourite thing to do ?
Listen to music. : ]

3. What kind of news do you read?
The Straits Times. New Paper... lol I don't know.

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Yes... Yes there is... :D HUTTSON! (and him...)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
It's an expensive, evil world out there. Oh, and NO.

7. Are you afraid of pain?
Physical, emotional, mental, psychological, spiritual? Oh man, I've suffered so much pain's my pleasure now.

8. What do you feel like doing now?
Watch a movie... : ]

9. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Pfft, yaa. Besides I've already done that.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
... That's me... But it was a reply so it don't count. Um... SHI WEI is nice, funny and sweet! :D And very, very happy. I don't how, but she's just so happy.

11. How do you describe yourself?
How bout 'OH, JESUS CHRIST SHE'S COMING TOWARDS US!!!' ... Too much? ... Haha, maybe I'm just peculiar. Just that.

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Rice. :P

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy , which one will you pick?
Happy. Money can only do so much. [but consider, in this materialistic world, money can buy things to make you happy]

14. If you have a chance , which part of character you would like to change?
Maybe not be so loud and rowdy and attention-seeking? But then again, I'm content with myself now.

15. What movie do you want to watch now?
Madgascar 2. Sadly it's coming out 13 Nov. Still a long way to go.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I HAVE A DOG! =D ... I don't know, I don't love myself.

17. What you wanted most now?
All homework and ASEAN work to be magically done and all correct. But nah.

18. Why I am in love w/ the person I love so much?
... He's got a personality of gold, he's sweet, caring, nice, and he's got a great smile. :D

19. If you have to choose to be pretty and stupid ,ugly and clever, which will you choose?
Ugly and clever. Fuck NO I'm not gonna wind up like Paris Hilton.

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And another one:

*Write 10 weird/habits/little known facts about yourself*

1. I talk to myself. AwholefuckingLOT.

2. I have an odd attraction to villians/anti-heroes who have abnormal traits / beliefs (like TDK Joker - he was an anarchistic nihillist or Johnny the Homical Maniac - who kills because of fear of a monster behind a wall, pleasure, his insanity and later seeks emotional numbness)

3. I don't use my left arm when I eat.

4. After bad fall-outs with people I hate, thinking of murdering them in the most sadistic, cruel, grotesque and excruciatingly painful way usually calms me down and makes me smile. (there's a reason why I named my blog with the title "Morbid Mind")

5. I used to like wearing blouses, dresses, skirts and the colour pink when I was young. Now I loathe them. Amazing, right? : ]

6. When I'm nervous or at any random time, my hands will throb and tremble (to the point they're shaking) uncontrollably.

7. I can HATE people as much as I LOVE them.

8. I'm afriad of the future and change, no matter how I look forward to it or crave for it.

9. I used to forgive, but now I don't.

10. Believe me (only a handful of people have seen/heard this) but I can be very, very nasty with my words when people piss me off.
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... Still bored... Sigh.

"I'm a peace-loving decoy, ready for retaliation. I change the whole occasion to a pine box six-under. Impulsive, don't ask why or wonder. Orders given to me is: strike and I'm thunder with lightning fast reflexes on constant alert, from the constant hurt that seems limitless with no dropping pressure."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 6:24 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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