So it's tradition for the sec 3s to sit through the Sec 4 Graduation. And I forgot that even though they mentioned it like what, in sec 1?

Well, so basically today we sat through the Sec 4 graduation. We were to leave at supposedly 10.30 am because of JUDGEMENT DAY [promotion day] exercise for the teachers. There goes half the day. :D

So anyway, we sat through the sec 4's briefing for the O Levels' then they started the thing. Cheered with Charlotte, Zhi Qing and Nazry for all the prizes and achievements given out before the graduation tubes (dunno what you call em). Nazry kept singing "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis... God that song brings back 'memories'. We mostly screamed at 4A1 because it was our next year class and I swear I want it to be the best. Haha, they even played our SCI song... :D Memories, I tell you. Memories.

We still got a chance to come together as one and rock out. Class might get smaller though. D:

But anyway, the fun part was that it was another tradition that the sec 1, 2 and 3s gather in an aisle manner as the sec 4s leave the hall, go down the spiral staircase, through the parade square and out into the foyer. So we sec 3s lined up along the "bridge", and the sec 1 and 2s burned in the sun at the parade square. YEAH, FEEL WHAT WE DID FOR TWO YEARS!

What the Shoethrowers, plus Nazry, did was that we would get on our knees and bow down towards the sec 4s who were coming out. Well, that was a real fun thing to do. The Principal, Vice-P., and Ms Soo all came out first, followed by 4S1 and 4S2 and so on. The second the Principal was near us, we all got down and our knees and bowed. Slave-"I'm-not-worthy"-style.

Well, Ms Soo was amused, she was all "WTFH?! XD", I caught Ronald's expression, he was "WTF" as well. Funny how we only bowed for the 4S1 people before we got bored and started waving to "our adoring public". Heck, once the sec 4s finished walking, Zhi Qing, Charlotte, Azira and me ran downstairs and started running down the aisle, like we were the graduating sec 4s. The Hell right...?

Well, we got a taste of what we're gonna go through next year.

Haha, you guys, we're gonna go through this next year... And it's gonna be so funny and fun and awesome... Yessirree, I'm already feeling like I'm gonna miss the school.

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But now I'mma wanna do a survey.
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Name 3 things in your bag?
Water bottle, pencil case, Dracula (book)

3 names you go by?
Mic, Miii-cheeeell, Neo

Where do you live?
Singapore. Yishun.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
People, I'm wearing my school blouse... Sigh. Bookshop.

What was your last alcoholic drink?
... Sparkling Wine. Purple Grape.

What colour reminds you of your school?
The colour of orchids... O__o

Star wars or star treks?
How bout StarFucks? No? Then neither.

What should you be doing now?
I dunno... Exam's over.

How many months until your birthday?
Till next April? 6/7 months.

Where's you sister right now?
Somewhere out there. Plotting my demise. ... I don't even have a sister.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
Can't remember. Think it's Sarah or Zhi Qing.

What colour is your hair?
Black.

Last movie you saw at the movies?
Mamma Mia! ... Oh God...

What is bothering you?
I'mma not gonna say.

Who makes you happy?
The Shoethrowers, people I like...

When's the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Last night.

Are you happy?
Currently, yes. Overall? Maybe not.

Miss anyone?
: ] ...Yeah.

How good is coca cola?
It's good. The feeling of citric acid burning your throat's wonderful.

Do you have a dry erase board in my room?
Yeap.

How was your day, what did you do?
Day was good. We, er, degraded ourselves to slaves. After that I, er... had courage. : ]

Taken anyone for granted?
Yes. And I regret that.

Where's your money?
... Somewhere. >__>

How did you wake up today?
Handphone alarm, Helena by MCR... And the sound of water running. (was Kelvin, turns out)

Which is more romantic - sunset or sunrise?
Sunset. Especially by a nearby airport.

How many letters are there in your last name?
N-E-O. Um... Fifteen. ... Goddamit, it's 3!

Last book read?
To Kill A Mokcingbird (finished it)... And the first page of Wuthering Heights.

What are you excited about?
... Something intangible and impossible. :o ... How bout nothing?

Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Second chance, yes. Third chance, maybe not.

Name something that made you upset today.
... A flustered, unthinking, unintentionally wrong reply.

What were you doing at 12 pm?
Hanging at Macs with ZQ, Azira, Anwuar, Sarah's P5 classmate and Sarah.

If you had to choose between a million bucks and to change a life?
A million bucks. FROM THERE I WOULD CHANGE LIVES MORE EFFICIENTLY.

What were you doing one hour ago?
Laughing with Sarah while playing Spore.

What was the last thing you said aloud?
"Huttson, come!" :D

What was the last thing that made you laugh really hard?
The Shoethrowers and Nazry bowing like slaves in the presence of the graduating sec 4s.

Are you ticklish?
Somewhat. Just don't poke me.

Are you a heavy sleeper?
Only when I'm bloody tired.

Was today a good day?
Hell yeah!

Where was the last place you went?
McDonalds,

Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
Zhi Qing... Unbelievably.

Your favourite movie?
THE DARK KNIGHT! :D Has my husband.

Have you ever played naked twister?
O__o ... Nuu.

What is something you will never forget?
My name... XD Well, I'm not so sure. Loads of memories that I loved I guess.

How do you feel about valentines day?
It's a nice day for friends... and an even better day for couples. And a heartbreaking day for those with unrequited love. But hey, I think it's okay. :D

How is your hair?
It's sexy. XD

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Azira and Zhi Qing.

Are you typically a very jealous person?
As Nazry had conviently stated today, "All girls are jealous". So yes, I am. I know I am.

Do you chew on straws?
No, I sorta bend them more.

Do you wish on 11.11PM?
No, I wish when I see stars.

Do you have trust issues?
It's hard, but now I realized I always had all along.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with him?
Yeah. "He" didn't turn out as bad as I thought "He" was... And besides, I never really hated "Him", just disliked.

Have you ever hurt someone when you were mad?
Verbally, yeah. Physically, only very very veryyyyy occasionally.

Is it easier to forgive or to forget?
Forget. I don't forgive easily.

How do you know the second person from the top friends list?
Through school. You meet very awesome people there.
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... Now what?

"I tried to read between the lines. I tried to look in your eyes. I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside. I gotta find a way out. Maybe there's a way out."


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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 1:16 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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