Well, the weekend passed.

And sure enough, it didn't go so well. Didn't study much as I wanted to. Looks like I have to cram. Sigh~ Isn't everybody? ... *crickets* Okay, it's just me then.

Well, on SUNDAY I went to go get my hair cut. And in the end, I didn't have enough long hair to achieve the emo fringe I wanted, but still, the hairdresser helped me get my hair reborned, and now there's an obvious emo fringe, but it's not long though. And it's no longer frizzy and crazy like it used to be! I must admit, I really do like it. :D And other people said it looked good as well.

Well, it's a nice change to see fugly, retarded hair become smooth, soft hair. :D

Haha. Maybe it'll give me new confidence. Like today's crazy convo I had with Charlotte.

Me: "Aw, he's cute."
Charz: "Do you want me to get his number for you?"
Me: "No, it's okay, I can do it myself. I have the hair now." *emo hair flip* XD

XD It's all in the hair.

Will post pics after exams.

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But for now... Monday, today we had CHEMISTRY and A MATHS. Generally, I could say it was alright.

CHEMISTRY. Was alright. Had some elements I was very unsure of, but still, managable. I think I did pretty well for it, and my chem tutor was pleased when I told him. ... Maybe the reason I felt pretty apprehensive was because the invigilators started the paper HALFWAY WHEN 3A1 WAS STILL RUNNING INTO THE HALL. It was SO NOT our fault we were moved up to the hall so late.

A MATHS. *Cue horror music and childrens' shrill screams and moans*

Front part. Easy. Perfect. The questions AFTER question 7 (for me), everything started spiralling downwards. UGH IT WAS TERRIBLE! Even the 3 smartest classmates in my class said the paper was hard. WHERE'S THAT LEAVE THE REST OF US?!

I counted. 14 marks gone from inability to do the question... And I don't even dare to count my mistakes at all.

Though I remain hopeful, there goes my chances at A1 for A Maths. Hopefully I can still get a B4... or B3, if I'm hell lucky.

Sigh~ For now, history. It's gonna be hard to memorize so I'm gonna try to understand. Because History this year is hard, and I barely know what's going on. I SWEAR I MUST AT LEAST PASS MY SBQ TO GET SALVATION. Or everyone can fail and we can get a moderation. o^__^o

No. Better get understanding/studying.

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HISTORY. [text here after paper] E D i T 7/10/08 - 12:15 pm

Surprisingly, it wasn't as hard and crazy as I thought it would be. In fact, It'd almost be safe to say I could pass, barely scrape through the passing mark, but still. Pass. :D

Then again, another good feeling. Might and might not happen, I may get my hopes shot down later, but for now, I'll just enjoy the moment of feeling I actually can pass.

Just had Maths tuition and I must say, I'm rather confident about tomorrow's paper. HE TOLD ME TO BE CONFIDENT AND CONFIDENT THY SHALT BE!

And Gonna study lit with the gang later: Nana, Vava, Chacha and ZhiQi. Though I have a bad feeling we're not actually gonna get around to studying. Even after Mrs Rupesh made it CLEAR for all of us to do so. AND WE SHALL! =D Hopefully.

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E MATHS P2. [text here to complain/cheer about paper] E D i T 8/10/08 - 4:32 pm

It went pretty well. Could be safe to say was rather easy. Only had one question that I didn't know how to do. 4 marks wasted.

But still. :D

LITERATURE. [lots and lots and loads of text here]

Thou, thou, Lysander...

SHITCRAP! Didn't go too well. Section A, essay and text-based was more or less okay. Section B, unseen. What a real nightmare! There were two parts of the second question, and I didn't finish the second part. GAHHHHHH!!!

Sigh... Definitely can't get that distinction.

DEFINITELY.

On the lighter side: ONE. MORE. PAPER.
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PHYSICS. [probably moan/cheer/neutral feelings here] E D i T 9/10/08 - 10:16 pm

I had a pretty bad feeling about this paper... Heck, I felt like I AM gonna fail this paper.

So, God, please, I'm begging, pleading, crying and pining... 42.5/85 and above for a pssing mark, PLEASE.

On the bigger picture: IT IS OVER.


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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:49 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

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Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

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IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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