SO. I got back most of my papers.

And I must say I'm pretty delighted by the results. Well, most of them.

I got back my English, but I can't total up the marks yet... Cause, well, I have no question paper and I don't know what my section As & Bs are upon... Bah. We'll leave that out.

Chinese. Total failure. Apparently I didn't think it went well at all. What a piece of unsurprising, disappointing news. Again. 39.3/100 - 39.3% FUCKING F9

Then came SS. I have got a reason to scream and cheer. A whopping 39/50. That's 78%... That's a frigging A1. And the best part? I never ever expected this to happen. The best part, I know my efforts from worrying and crying and moaning constantly over this subject paid off. Studying too.

It was then a little segemnt of History. I nearly fainted and screamed from my mark. 31/50. That's 62%, B4... and that's brilliant to me considering I didn't study at all... AT ALL. But I did understand the whole thing. Wow... God DAMN I am frigging lucky.

Then the funny thing was, Mr Nair was talking to us about the results, when Mr Goh was seen walking outside of class. Mr Nair suddenly grew so impatient and almost yelled at Mr Goh:
"Mr Goh, will you please check your schedule? It's not your period now" when God and us know very well it was.

Then Mr Goh checked his scedule and held it out to Mr Nair to see. And they went head-to-head and started whispering to each other, the rest of us laughing while it was happening. It was like a face-off between Germany and Japan (according to Nazry), but then again, for WWII, Germany & Japan teamed up... (according to me XD)... In the end, the battle was lost and Mr Goh went out of class to let Mr Nair address us finish before he came in. And then it was hell...

Well, hell in A Maths form. 6 in 41 passed. So Mr Goh couldn't allow that. There was an 8-mark moderation. And lucky me, before and after the moderation, I still passed. Before mark - 59.5/100, C5. After mark - 67.5/100. B3. Damn, so close yet so far from a distinction. But then again, lucky me to be able to pass that 'well'. Still my tutor ain't gonna be happy to hear that.

Mr Lim came in halfway to pass our exam papers to Clarence, when I got all my marks, I nearly fainted again. I totaled it all up and I got 56/85. 68.3%... B3!!! PEOPLE LIKE ME GET B3 FOR PHYSICS! AND THAT'S ONE OF THE WORST SUBJECTS I'M DOING IN (according to me) AND YET I GOT A B3 WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN GODDAMN STUDY THAT HARD!

Something's wrong. Or this means that I am just pure lucky. Let's go with ther former.

Finally, CHEMISTRY!!!! :D :D :D The funny part was that when I received my answer booklet, I fell into a panicked frenzy because I had a 40.5 written on the cover page, turns out that mark was just SECTION B and NOT the whole paper. Wha seh. Give us heart attack siol. But anyway, once I got back all my sections, I have a total 70/85. 82.4% and that's a very gorgeous A1.

Holy shit, I've got to go give my thanks to my tutors. Get on my knees and start praying to them like Gods because they helped me get these awesome grades.

THANK YOU ANDY! THANK YOU LOUIS! THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME!

Now to go cry because when the report books come out and the total is calculated, these marks and grades might not be there anymore. D:

And besides, if I pass English, I'm a sure-in promoted. If I don't pass English, then I may just scrap through enough to be advanced.
My back aches.

"Sometimes it's though it's easier to fall. Would you catch this and then pick this off the floor, and in a moment, if you're walking out the door I'd stop you. And i'll let you burn, and if you'd turn to me I'd say this, 'would you stay right here?' When I tell you, that someone out there loves you. If you stay right here, keep attacking you, that someone out there loves you."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 3:09 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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