So today is Ms. Xu's last day of school.

Must say it was a rather indifferent day, but still there was a little bit of sadness and melancholy in the atmosphere, a little bit of a celebration ("Going Away" party, you can call it) but still...

SOMETHING'S GONNA BE MISSING AND IT'S MS. XUUU!!!! *emowail*

Truthfully, I've never really, REALLY thought much about her since everyone left 2A3, it was just another "passing moment" and we left and moved on with our lives. But now that she's about to head off to some place else and is no longer at OPSS... Something's different.

Doing a little scrapbook for her (with the help of Wei Zhe, Zhi Qing, Praise, Ayu, Wilson, Praise, Tian Tian and the school), I kinda realized she really did mean something to me... No wonder I went through all that trouble for giving out, collecting and pasting into the scrapbook, all those TAGS. put 'em in the bags, ya hags, dumb fags XD

Seeing her cry (actually got more tags and wanted to give it to the scrapbook) actually made me amused... But also kinda happy. Least she really appreciated it. And I think going through all that madness was worth it. :) :)

After running around for quite some time getting people to last signatures in the scrapbook before returning it, found Zhi Qing finishing her PGA thing early before we accompanied Sarah back home, bought a waffle (which ZQ mooched from me...), went to Charmaine's place (it's rather nice really :D), fooled around then went back school, did a bit more stupid stuff before me and ZQ went to Plaza Sing for... it.

I would say what it is, but it'll ruin the surprise. But one thing's for sure, it was FUCKING expensive... There goes my goal of saving and stop spending money... Sigh~ But it was fun doing it, heh. We gotta do it more often.

Anyway... My mom came back home with a very big shock. She brought home so many cartons of milk, it's like we own a very fertile cow or something... Our fridge's stocked full of milk! O___o Makes me wonder.

And the cookie-turned-brownie-turned-cake thing we wanted to bake for Ms Xu (Wei Zhe, Ayu, Wilson and I made it) didn't work out, we couldn't use the Home Ec. room to bake it, and I gave the whole pan (with the batter) back to Wei Zhe [pan was his anyway] and on the way to Plaza Sing (me & ZQ dropped the cake back at his place) and we realized the cake mix was seriously heavy...

So we named it: THE DEMON CAKE! :DDDDD

When we walked past Chung Cheng High, some alarm went off (coincidence?) and we pretended it was a zombie outbreak and we were the only saviours who could save the people... But... this happened:

*Zombie Outbreak*
*People screaming*
People: "Help us! Help us!"
Me: "Sorry, busy."
ZQ: "Delivering Demon cake."
People: "AAHHHHHH!" *dies*

Well. That was random. Siighhhh~ Tomorrow's gonna be a hectic and very, very busy. WOO.

"I will never give up. I will never take the easy way out. I will never give up. I will never take the easy way out. The glass isn’t half empty this time, I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago. It shattered when it fell, and I broke the pieces (each shard’s another reason), another way to give up."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:51 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

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IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
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Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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