Being sleep-deprived, it still doesn't stop me from going high and crazy... But it does leave me feeling tragically exhausted and depressed after it all. But still, this weekend was the most craziest. And busiest. And saddest. And weirdest... O__o

SATURDAY

Headed down to Bishan ITE with Yee Suan (got a lift from her dad, THANK YOU!) and went for the Drug talk... It was supposed to start at 9, but it ended up starting at 9.45 am... Arrggghhh, we really could have spent more time sleeping.

But anyway, after that talk, I met someone from Charlotte's old school, his name's Phone Lay (I couldn't believe it too) but I think he kinda knew Charlotte. Ah well, took the train back home with Yee Suan (met Harkiran, Arvinder, Kiran's brother) along the way. Took train to Khatib, waited for 965 and JOURNEYED TO SENGKANG, where Zhi Qing lives.

Surprisingly, they waited for me (when they could have kicked me to the curb and went off and left em to fend for myself, sniff, I'm so touched! :']), then took LRT to Tong Kang (couldn't believe that either) then walked to Zhi Qing's place.

AND GOOD LORD, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. The new HDB flat (is it even considered a HBD flat?!) had such a country-modern style feel to it. I love that house. I seriously, frikkin' love that house. So at first, Woan Ting and I slacked while we wandered around ZQ's room, while ZQ and Charmaine worked on the movie, then after a teabreak (donuts & root beer) we swapped, and I worked on the movie.

Halfway during movie period, Woan Ting found a pack of Tarot cards and started predicting everyone's futures. I asked about love (well, duh), and I got three cards:

First card: Bad, my past love was a pretty upsetting one.
Second card: Good, it revealed my present love is a rather good catch and it's good.
Third card: VERY GOOD, my future love is gonna be really nice and our relationship would work out okay.

So yay, my love is good! o^___^o

It turned out pretty okay, and once ZQ's parents went out, I zoomed to the living room to watch SWEENEY TODD ON BLU-RAY, BIATCHES! Compared to when I watched it the first time, my god, blu-ray brought out the crisp details of the whole show, I fell in love with that show once again.

And during the songs we loved, Zhi Qing and I sang our hearts out, even to the point her little sister and Charmaine had to yell at us to shut up. Haha, I still loved "By The Sea" though. :D♥♥♥
Ugh, really. Sweeney Todd and Mrs. Lovett would have made an awesome, malevolent, murdering couple.

Once the whole thing was done, I went home, originally supposed to go to the archery range with Charlotte, but she called to tell me the place was too crowded, so we had to postpone the trip to another day. Took 965 back home, bought dinner for family, went home then the rest is history.

SUNDAY ... or today

Woke up at 4.45 am, washed up and stuff and took the 5.40 am bus down to the airport. I wa the first one there, so I asked around and found out which row Ms Xu was checking into. waited for Ms Xu for quite a while, when Zhi Qing and Wei Zhe arrived at 7+, then the second I left to go to the toilet, Ms. Xu came.

... Whut. I waited for so long and my hopes were dashed the instant I left for a toilet break. Wow.

Charlotte later arrived. Anyway, so we hung around, talked to her, talked to ourselves and finally, we (ZQ & I) presented it to Ms. Xu. AND IT is a bear!!! :D A bear that ZQ & I built at Build-A-Bear on Friday. It was fun, but it was super $$$. My heart felt wounded after paying... :'C

It was a bear we designed to be like a softball bear, and the moment Ms Xu saw it, she cried. It was so touching to her, too bad she couldn't bring it with her to Japan, would've been really extra. So now the bear's with her boyfriend... or her family, don't know.

We met more of her family and friends until Ms Xu introduced to us her cousin who is our age - Jolene. Well, we weren't expecting that. But nonetheless, we clicked well.

When it came down to the final goodbyes, Ms. Xu was at the departure gate when me, Charz, ZQ & Wei Zhe yelled "ONE CHEER IS NOT ENOUGH, TWO CHEERS IS NOT ENOUGH, THREE CHEERSIS JUST ENOUGH, THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR MS. XU! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! WE LOVE YOU MS. XU!!!"

Once that was over, it was pleasing to see Ms. Xu smile back at us for the last time. It is definitely worth it to come all the way down for this. When we were leaving with Jolene, her friends and family applauded us. Wow, how sweet. ... Unless they were sarcastic, then I don't know. :p

Then Jolene & us headed down to Orchard to watch The Mummy 3 (I seriously wanted to watch the Dark Knight), but we missed the first timing so we decided to watch the second timing, 11:30 am. We ate our brunch (breakfast-cum-lunch) from KFC and showed Jolene all our crazed antics. We even played the "say-fuck-in-every-sentence" game... and it got out of hand. We started yelling fuck all over the place adn a nearby family (man, wife, KIDS) were staring at us all the way.

That was demeaning to his kids I guess. They stared at us too.

We could care less.

Then we went to watch the Mummy, which sucks, I feel, and Charlotte kept saying "Stupid pussy! Dumb pussy! Pussy! Pussy!" at times, and when we left the cinema, we realized there is a SMALL YOUNG GIRL sitting behind us when Charlotte & i was yelling "pussy!" ...

We could care less about that one too.

Went to Borders to find stuff for my mom, and we were laughing at why a horror book about werewolves, vampires and aliens would be found at a childrens' section. That was interesting. Then we went out separate ways, I headed down to Suntec to run more errands, and to the Tampines IKEA to buy a LOT of HEAVY, HEAVY, HEAVY stuff. I would elaborate, but that's one episode I want to forget.

My shoulders ache. D:~~

So now, 8.30 pm, here I am blogging about my uber-hectic weekend. And the best part? I didn't even do my homework at all... :D :D :D

Well, I know I'm not sleeping tonight. Sigghhh~ but tomorrow's the councillors' photoshoot! :D I hope we get to do the "Hitler" pose like we did with Mr. Nair in our class 3A1 shot. :D


TO MS XU: WE WISH YOU ALL THE BEST, GOOD LUCK IN YOUR STUDIES AND TEACHING, AND DON'T EVER FORGET US... OR KATHY, THE BEAR. STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE. And I'm following the advice.

"This battered room I've seen before. The broken bones they heal no more, no more. With my last breath I'm choking. Will this ever end I'm hoping my world is over one more time."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 7:43 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

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Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

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IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

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Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
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Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
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Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
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Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
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