Currently listening to: THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD! Live @ Mexico City [The Sharpest Lives] :D

:D THIS CD FUCKING ROCKS!!!

*cough* Well anyway, this week has been eventful. Tiring, but eventful.

Well, this week was me & Nazry's week to pull the flag (sadly on Monday we missed out cause of Youth Day). And I must say... It was rather fun. And nerve-wrecking.

[Welcome to the Black Parade! :DD!!!♥♥♥]

Tuesday, I reached the top, but Nazry was slightly slow (my fault...), Wednesday, it rained, so we got to pull the flag in the rain! With umbrellas, Zahin held an umbrella for Nazry, Ms. Soo held an umbrella for me (I feel so honoured! :'D). Thursday, assembly in the hall due to wet weather. Got to raise the flags using the SHORT poles, and the National Athem sped up (well... that saved us some trouble). And today... Eeehhhh. My fault again for slowing Nazry down (5 seconds of silence and creakiness). The rope was rubbing against my leg like some bug or something (I freaked at that).

But to all the sec 3's who have and haven't pulled the flag, ME AND NAZRY WERE THE FIRST TO PULL IN WET WEATHER AND PULL THE FLAGS IN THE HALL! (I think?) I feel so honoured to be there with you, NAZRRRYYYYY -emosobb-

[ooh, I Don't Love You's on now :'D]

Concerning cheering for Team Singapore... It went alright I guess. We were partially a wreck onstage, but I guess we did alright at the second cheer. But I'm glad it's over, least I can finally concentrate on school now.

[House of Wolves. There was a creepy, awesome start to the song. xD]

But anyway, had a fun day today. The first half was boring, but the second half of the day was fun. In English, we had a conversation about gays, lesbians, transsexuals and inter-racial marriages. I must say, I have never heard such a dirty, badasscrazy topic discussion like that before! Damn the boys and their curious questions! XD

[Interlude... Such a sweet, melancholy tune... Cancer now :D]

Oh plus, there was a (dead?) cockroach hanging around our class front door. We kept making comments about it being dead and stuff. Heck, during Mr Goh's period, it became so hilarious.

Mr. Goh: "If that cockroach was in my house, it'd be dead."
Someone: "Aiyo! Mr. Goh, you so cruel!"
Mr. Goh: "You know, if there was a nuclear war, the cockroach is the only bug that can survive? That means we'd all be dead and the cockroaches are all crawling over our dead bodies."
Someone: "So you'd rather be a cockroach?"
Mr. Goh: "I'd rather be dead."

Dude... The hell...

[HOLY SHIT IT'S MAMA NOW! We all go to hell...]

In the end, Ms. Amu (sp?) [temp. English teacher] killed it with one whack of the broom outside of class (I saw it happening when I was coming back from recess duty). And everyone was distraught but happy.

Who would have known?

Then came Life Skills. Didn't do anything much but solve admin stuff. Woo, Racial Harmony Day is gonna be so chaotic.

Anyway, went home with Sarah, met Ian, Su Min and Azira along the way. Man this is the first time I've been home early in a VERY long time.

"And if you would call me your sweetheart, I'd maybe then sing you a song. But there's shit that I've done, with this fuck of a gun, you would cry out your eyes all along. ... Ha. Haha. Haha! Hahaha! A surprise party? For me?! ... You shouldn't have..." - Mama, live @ Mexico city

[HOLY CRAP IT'S SLEEP! My most favourite MCR song ever. ♥♥♥]

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 4:58 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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