Doing 'nother quiz [ from Shi Qi's blog ]... I am so bored, can't you tell?

1. Sarah! :D
2. Charlotte! :D
3. Azira! :D
4. Nazry! :D
5. PRAISEE! :D
6. IAN! :D
7. KENN! :D
8. Zhi Qing! :D
9. Alnette!
10. KARNAN!!! XD

Number 1: SARAH CIARA-ARAH-LARA-HAHA TANNNNYYYY!!!
Is this person your best friend: YESYESYESYESYES! :D
Would you date this person: No she deserves someone better... Or at least someone of the opposite gender. :p
One good memory with this person: In Sec 2, almost everyday we'd go home together. :D
One time this person made you smile: All the time!
Are they funny/serious: Amazingly, both. :]
Where do you hang out: School, anywhere, everywhere... My recess block duty area. XD
What do you do: We talk. Joke. Laugh.
One word that reminds you of them: Daniel Craig... xD
Do you trust this person: HELL YEAH I DO!

Number 2: CHARLOTTE WONGGG!!!
How old is this person: 15 years young
Are they one of your best friends: I count her as one.
Do they live close to you: In my heart, of course... Housing-wise, god no... :/
One good memory with this person: Everyday of my life.
Is this person single: Sadly, yes. She needs to get a boyfriend. xD
Have you ever cried in front of them: Ummm, Yeah, I think so.
What colour hair does this person have: Black... All of them have black hair...
Have you ever met their parents: Only seen them, not met them
Have you ever been drunk with this person: We act drunk, does that count? xD

Number 3: AZIRA-RA-RA-RA!
Does this person go to your school: Uh, yeah, duh.
How did you meet this person: 1A3!!!
Do they have your number: Of course.
Do they play any musical instruments: I don't think so... (just like me...)
What is their favourite band/artist: Hard to say, she likes too many. XD
When was the last time you hung out: Not too long ago.
What colour are their eyes: Black or brown... Have to go check.

Number 4: syunNAZRY!
Boy/girl: Male
Are you related to this person: He's my family friend [Charlotte]'s husband, does that count? In reality, nooo.
Have you ever been to a party with this person: I don't know... I don't think so.
Are you on their top 10: Safe to say I am. XD
If so, where: On his blog, when he wanted to show his appreciation to all of us... o^__^o
How did you meet this person: Through council
What colour is their hair: Black, like the rest of 'em.

Number 5: PRAISE!!! :DDDDD
Where does this person live: Yishun.
Are you close: Yup-yep
Where did you meet this person: 2A3!!!
What does this person like to do: Sing... And dance. XD (sweep the floor, wash the windowss...)
Have you ever worked with this person: In council, in schoolwork, oh yeah.
Do you trust this person: Like with my life.
Do you like hanging out with them: Down to the last second. YES. :]

Number 6: IAN TAN! Jun!
What colour hair do they have: Black, like the rest of 'em!
Why are you friends: Because we're both crazy and have no lives. xD Haha... no.
What is a good memory with this person: Us talking in real life and MSN. Hah.
When is their birthday: 17th June, I believe...
Does he/she play an instrument: I think so...
How did you meet this person: Through council
Have you been drunk with this person: Nooo, we're far too crazy to be drunk.
Do you know their parents: No

Number 7: KENN-nedy!
Are they single or taken: Single... and he's looking for his fellow ninjas. xD
What is a good memory you have with this person: The fact that we discuss crap and shit and ninjas and pirates.
Does this person have a nickname for you: Mic... That's all, I think.
Is this person cute: In his own way, yes. But no. (sorry, Kenn)
Are you related to this person: I'm his arch-enemy, the femininist, does that count?
Do you talk to this person often: Most of the time, yeah.
How long have you known this person: 2-and-a-half years and running
Are you on this persons' top 10: I better be... Lol. No, I don't know...
Is this person funny or serious: He's so serious, it's funny. XD
Are they a good person: The badass ninja-loving, bigassfan-worshipper, youtube-junkie and male chauvinist? Oh, yeah. Hell yeah.

Number 8: WAN ZHI QING!!!
Do you love this person: I love her complexity... xD
Can this person sing: I dunno, never really heard her sing before.
Does this person have a nickname: Yes, Zachery Quang. xD
Two words that remind you of them: Charmaine... Charmaine...
How old is this person: 14-going-on-15-in-December. HAH!
Would you date this person: Since I'm a girl, no. If I was a guy, still no. xD
Are they a bad person: Noooooo, she's okay.
One good memory with this person: The days we stayed back hella late...

Number 9: ALNETTE!
Is this person a guy or a girl: Gurlllll
What do you like about this person: She's awesome, la!
What is this person's strength: The fact that she knows the latest in everything [WE'RE GOING SINGFEST BABY!]
What is this person's weakness: Weakness? I doubt if there's any.
What's a bad memory with this person: Can't remember... None I think.
Are you close: Awwww, guess so.

Number 10: Monsieur HARDSTYLER KARNAN
Is this person nice: Veryyyyy :D
Do you care about this person as much as 1-9: Of course! Maybe a bit even more
Would you let them live with you if they had nowhere else to stay: Maybe, it depends.
Have you ever fought with this person: Nope, not once, hoepfully never.
Do you see this person everyday: I don't see him, but I talk to him on MSN almost everyday.
Have you ever dated this person: Haha... No.

QUESTIONS ABOUT ALL 10

Would you date any of them: Perhappssssss... Most probably no.
Number of guys: 4
Number of girls: 6
Funniest: Nazry, Kenn and Ian
You talk to online the most: Karnan
You talk on the phone the most: Sarah
Have you ever done anything illegal with anyone on your top 10: not tellinggg...
If so, who: Nope, nope, nope.
Have you ever kissed anyone of them: Nooooo.
Have you told any of them you love them: Of course! I love each and everyone of them!
Who have you known the longest: Sarah
Who makes you laugh the hardest: Charlotte
Who freaks you out the most: Kenn and Karnan (in a good, amazing way)
Who makes you sad the most: No one...
Who makes you happy the most: ALL OF 'EM! =D

Well, this took a while. But yay, I've finished the survey. o^__^o

But earlier today, I went out to go buy some books (and donuts... thanks a lot, Kelvin) and along the way, I did a whole lot of self-reflecting... I wish I hadn't, because what I thought about made me extremely angry and depressed, and most importantly jealous and pissed off. It just makes me want to scream and yell at people I'm truly starting to hate and get sick off and cry and shun myself away... But then again, it makes me want to try to become a better person.

Sadly this will NEVER be... I'm starting to feel a bit more darkness and unhappiness eating away inside of me.

"Could it be that I've mistaken you for someone who can heal my pain. But you steal every breath of air that comes out of my lungs. But I can't keep, keep my hands off you. Give me a good reason to stay, if I can't decide, I'll dig my own grave. ... I need to learn from my mistakes! Or I'll dig my own grave!. I need to learn from my mistakes! Or I'll dig my own grave!"

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 5:00 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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