I officially hate stockings now. But then again, I've always hated them. And godDAMN my feet are hurting from standing in heels for... 1 hr plus-plus? Ergh.

Blisters...

But anyway. Concerning first day of school, it was crazy. First Mrs Deven might not be coming to school for a while, and we got Mrs Rupesh as our temporary form (not english) teacher [I'm still in shock & having happy, mixed feelings about that] and we have another english teacher as our sub.

Such a surprise in less than 2 hours of the new school term. O__O'''

Moving onto homework and assignments, got chided, crapped and scolded by (most of?) the teachers for us not doing our homework. Well, duhh. Lessons were mostly fine. But two extraordinary things happened:

1. DURING LITERATURE - We were discussing our answers for question 1a of our exam paper and writing down our "linking sentences" when I have no idea or memory how the conversation moved onto sodomizing (one of the happenings in the Kite Runner) then moving onto the definitions of "Lust", "Desire", "Pine" and so on... (faces of these definitions provided by Avery, thank him very much) and then finally onto childbirth (Mrs Rupesh gave us the insight and it horrifies).

2. DURING HISTORY - We were serious and discussing our answers for our History exam... when a Nokia handphone message alert tone was heard. Mr. Nair got all angry and serious and this convo happened:

Mr. Nair: "I don't even want to check whose handphone that is." >:[
3A1: "..." *total silence* *looking out for the guilty person* :/
Mr. Nair: "No lah, it's my handphone." xD
3A1: "Ugh luhhh!! Scare us, sia!" =O XD XD

Walao, scare us la, Mr. Nair! xD By then next time it's really not your handphone eh? Lols... What the hell... XD

SCI full dress was a real killer. Who would have known wearing stockings were so troublesome? Believe me... I have no idea how the stockings are supposed to look like after you wear them... PROPERLY. It was definitely a foreign feeling, alien, different, and mostly uncomfortable. Erk.

So stood in heels for I don't know how long... It was painful. Andy tried them on... And yes, they hurt on HIM, and he just wore it for 5 seconds, imagine US first-timers wearing it for 1 hour PLUS PLUS! But other than that, it went okay. I just need to make sure my shoe doesn't fall off like Cinderella's... Now that would be hella embarassing.

Need to get mom to pluck off shirt pocket... >__>


"Show off that body you got. You got that dance floor so hot. You workin that, you twerkin' that. You checkin' that, like a clock."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 8:19 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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