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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
I Am Bored And Therefore...


SURVEY TIME!

Found this from Sheereen's blog. Didn't get the instructions but I'm just gonna answer anyway...
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#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
First reaction: Complete and utter shock. (like this: =OOOO)
Second reaction: Offense. Maybe anger. (like this: >=OOOO)
Third reaction: ... I dunno, we'll see from there. (like this: =/ )

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Maybe one day wake up and finally be happy.

#3 Whose butt would you like to kick?
... *looks over at Nazry* >:DDDDD

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars ?
That depends, is it mine? If it is, then I save, repay debts I owe, give money to family and charity. Maybe spend a bit... But if it isn't... Return it then.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Well, he's tall and handsome and sexy, he's a nice, lovely guy on-or-off-stage, his name is Gerard Way and he's an amazing singer. :D♥♥♥

... Okay no, my ideal lover is a guy who's a boyfriend and best friend moulded into one. So long he's funny and compassionate, that's him.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. It indeed is a very wonderful feeling to be wanted and loved.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Really love? Then as long as it takes. As long as he comes back / even if he comes back right before I die, it'll make it worth the wait.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. What can I do?

Go Avril Lavigne's "Girlfriend" on him and his honey? Uh. No.

#9 Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Oh yes, of course. And they are called FRIENDS.

#10 What takes you down the fastest?
Harsh, bitter comments that demeans.

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Honestly... I can't.

#12 Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family, Huttson, friends.

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
... No one tagged me. I just did this on my own... Well, okay, SHEEREEN is a very nice and awesome person. :D

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. In marriage, I hear money can be a bad issue that leads to pain and heartbreak. I can't take any chances. O__O

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Either turn off the alarm or sigh.

#16Would you give all in a relationship?
Provided it is a long-lasting, fulfilling, promising and beautiful one, then yes I will.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
GERARD WAY! :DDDD♥♥♥♥

Okay, no. Neither, because I don't want to end up making the wrong choice. It's like choosing chocolate and later you regret because you feel you want vanilla.

#18 what type of people do you hate?
The bigmouthed type who love to insult, the arrogent, overreactive type, the fuckasses who have no life but love to bother others when they're bored, the fuck-annoying ones who are ignorant of themselves and most-of-all, the assholes who think they're better than everyone else when they fail to see everyone else hates them.
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"My soul, it screams for you. Can you not hear it? My arms reach out for you, why can't you take them? My heart burns only for you, can you extinguish it? My love only to love you, why can't you love me too?"


- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:12 PM



"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."





can you hear it? it's beautiful. like angels suffocating.

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."



!EMO in the SCENE!

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

RECHERCHE.

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

student ORGANIZER.

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

ROMANCE.

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

HATRED.

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

SCREAMO!




party with the ROCKSTARS!

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

past CONCERTS.

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."


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March 2011
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standing OVATION.

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Image: Beyrout

i am the MORBID MIND.

I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

BEAUTIFUL

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