HOLY SHIT 100TH POST! :DDDDD

And I shall celebrate and cemorate this with a SURVEY! :D

... I'm very and bored and I'm doing my best to put off homework. Or indulge in terrible heartaching thoughts.

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1. Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
C. Maybe mend everything and forget everything.

2. What does the last text message in your inbox say, and who's it from?
I forgot what it said and who it was from. Deleted all my mail.

3. What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
Meeting the sec 1 nominated councillors. Dude, they are so cute and awesome! :D

4. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
Oh yes. Two things: Reliving the moment and going to that MCR concert prepared. XD

5. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
Family. Friends. Wait... HUTTSON! :D

6. Are you an emotional person?
-emosobbz- OMG YESSS!

7. Are you self-conscious?
Very. But I keep quiet about it.

8. What's something that can always make you feel better?
HUTTSON! :D

9. Do you keep a diary?
Used to. Now this is my diary! ... Yes, I still have one.

10. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
No, not really. But I've never had a relationship.

11. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
The Shoethrowers Retard gang. XD

12. Favourite flavour of vitamin water?
Strawberry.

13. One thing you're looking forward to?
The 3 bloody / fun camps next week! 8D

14. How do you feel about change?
Meh, you'll get used to it. Besides, you'll live.

15. What are you not looking forward to?
Doing holiday homework. DDDDDDD:

16. What are your plans for your next birthday?
Let's hope people can remember it! :D The end.

17. Do you even care about your birthday?
Somewhat. I cheer when it's 3:16 pm, then that's it.

18. Do you think anyone out there loves you?
Other than family? No. No one would ever love me. :/

19. Do you still talk to the last person you last kissed?
Yes, I do. All the time. But Huttson never replies.

21. When is the next time you'll make out with somebody?
Probably never. I doubt I'll ever kiss / be kissed.

22. Who's the second person on your missed calls list ?
I don't know... I think it was my mom...

23. What is your favourite ringtone on your phone?
Anything My Chemical Romance. x3 <333

24. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Staring at the computer screen.

25. What is the last thing you ate?
Milo and biscuits.

26. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
For a sick, twisted, unknown complicated reason? Sure I do.

27. What color are the curtains of your room?
Blue, green with cartoon sheep! 8D [I'm not kidding]

28. If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be?
... *glares at THAT ONE I HATE SO MUCH* Self-explanatory.

29. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I dunno, I got it from my mom.

30. Is anything bothering you right now?
I still need to pack... And do homework... But no, not really.

31. What's the weirdest thing you've ever heated up in a microwave?
Nothing... I've never used the microwave.

32. Are you a cuddler?
Well, I cuddle stuff, does that count?

33. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
That open wound on my foot.

34. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Er, hell no. I ain't no Helena and I ain't no liking no Demetrius before love-juice.

35. Have you ever seen a zebra?
Yes, why the sudden question?

36. Are you offended by dumb blond jokes?
Offended? Pffa. I TELL THEM.

37. What happens tomorrow?
Dunno, we'll see.

38. If you could go back and change something, would you?
Hell yeah.

39. What does your hair look like right now?
Messy... Should get my haircut soon.

40. Has anyone disappointed you recently?
In a way, yeah... But they don't know it.

41. Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully. I'M IN IT RIGHT NOW.

42. How did you get the idea for your myspace name?
I don't have a myspace. And if I did, it's probably related to MCR, vampires, blood, death or twitsed, dark, obscure fantasies.

43. What is your favorite number?
3, 4, 54, 666, 1516

44. Look to your right what do you see?
SHEEPS! ... The sheep curtain.

45. Do you get attached to people easily?
Provided I've known them for a long time and grew VERY close to them.

46. Why are you online?
I don't know... O__o

47. What happened a year ago from today?
IT IS (WAS) AZIRA'S BIRTHDAY! :DDDDD

48. Have you ever been to Florida?
Nope.

49. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Yup. I will finally get packing.

50. If you could ask God for one thing, what would you ask for?
Make everyone happy.

51. Whats one thing thats heavily weighing on your mind?
... The fact that I remembered I had donuts! :DDD

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... Well, so much for the celebration of my 100th post.

... Donut time. o^___^o


"Am I being too cryptic? Am I being too obscure? Love kills! Romance is dead! And I don’t even trust myself, but I love you! And you can pull my wings apart, and pin me down under glass until the end of days! If it can help you discover that we share the same pain!"

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 3:30 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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