Blogging using school computer now. Current timecheck: 2 PM. 3 hours and 40 minutes till Ushers meeting. 4 hours till PTM ushering. :D

Dude... This is so cool! I've never ushered in school before. At least, for this kind of events. I've ushered for other events and oragnises... But they all ended in tragedy. And chaos. And shit. And crap. And disorganziation where everyone (or maybe just me) is wondering what are we gonna/supposed to do.

Nope it's just me.

Hope this event will be fun. XD I'm "working" till 8! Yayness. =D

Anyway, today got my report book back. :D :D :D D: D: D: Oringinally I would have gotten it earlier ... But I got to my teacher too late and got my report slip moved to the end of the whole class list. I WAS the LAST to receive my report slip.

But despite that mishap, my results seemed pretty okay. Except Chinese, as predicted. 28.0 / 100 for my WHOLE MYE paper. How SADISTIC is that? The total was 35.2% ... That's still no good.

Even Mrs. Deven could tell.

!NOTE! I am gonna try my best to recall the whole convo.

Mrs. D: Your results are good, but your chinese is really bad. Are you planning to do anything about it? Are you going to get tuition from your Chinese teacher?
Me: I'm planning to get tuition.
Mrs. D: You really have to work hard for your Chinese.
Me: *nodding* Yes, okay. *leaves*

My mom is so gonna kill me. But to me and quite a lot of people I know, Chinese is a subject MEANT to be failed. GODDAMMIT! Why can't I just fail and people tell me it's hopeless to even try to understand the language and give it up? I mean, seriously, is that so damn hard?!? >:O

... Maybe I should get tuition. Or maybe shit no. Meh, I dunno.

Anyway, the RESULTS!

ENGLiSH - B4 [This... Is a RELIEF]
CHiNESE - F9 [No surprise here...]
ADD MaTHS - A1 [A pleasant surprise. :D I thought I got A2 really]
MaTHEMATiCS - A1 [Same here]
COMBiNED SCiENCE (PHYS,CHEM) - A2 [I hoped for a B3 and above. So yay!]
COMBiNED HUMaNiTiES - B3 [Not bad, considering I didn't study hard for Hist&SS]
LiTERaTURE - B4 [Damn. Got B3 for MYE, but when totaled up... Ah well. Gotta work harder.]

CLaSS POSiTiON: 2 / 42
LeVeL POSiTiON: 25 / 226
PERCENTaGE: 65.2%
L1R4 AGGREGaTE: 11
L1R5 AGGREGaTE: 15

Well, I didn't get that 70%++ as I wanted. But I have to admit, even as the stress and homework piled up and I've gotten more busier... I did pretty well. And it's safe to say I AM VERY SURPRISED AND PLEASED (well, not for Chinese) AT MY MYE RESULTS. Now... If I can only get these good grades for my EOY exams...

Anyway, for the rest (and most part) of the day, met my sec 1 group that me & Vivien (How odd, she's my ex-buddy and she's now my councillor-camp-IC buddy! :D Life is ironic and coincidencial. But yay!) And I was the 1A4 2008 batch.

... O__o I was nervous. Completely nervous. Turns out my group's okay. Had a bit of trouble getting them to INTEREACT and TALK... Thank God for Nicolette, for livening up the situation. We played Splat for icebreaker. That didn't go very well. ... Until the last few people, then things got more blur but hilarious. They wanted to call themselves Gravity... Because it pulls everyone together. Meh, I'm just glad they came up with something. XD

Note to self: Bring sweets. Get quiet, VERY quiet girl to talk. Get boys to focus. Get the other girls to unite. Get more icebreakers. xP Blahhhh.

Woo. I'm readeh for the challenge.

Timecheck: 2:34 PM. 3 hours and 6 mins till Council Ushers Meeting. Too-lazy-to-calculate-how-much-longer-till-PTM hours & minutes.

"I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff, I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough. I gave you blood, blood, blood... I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love!"

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 1:57 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

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IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
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Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
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Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
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