It's Speech Day!

It's my Birthday!

It's so awesome!

And the best part is IT'S OVER!!! :D~~!! ... -____- D'oh.

Haha, despite that it was still a great day. Not exactly the best birthday in the world, but it's the best that I'll ever get. Speech Day was fun, except for the makeup and saying my lines about "RESPECTSSSsssssss". Now that was bad. But still, I had fun.

And I got my Bronze Principal Award! Heee! :D! I should be aiming for silver... It's too late for this year... But I should start next term, maybe next year then I can get it...

Speech Day started darn early... Like we had to assemble at 6.30... AM. I had to get up an hour earlier... When the principal and Guest-of-honour were giving out speeches, I was so sleepy... Plus me talking about respect is like ... crap.

Let's clarify this people, EVERYTHING I HAD SAID ONSTAGE ABOUT RESPECT DURING THE DRAMA PERFORMANCE WAS A LIE!!! It was all a LIE!!! So don't 'tekkan' me on Monday.

Heck I don't even respect MYSELF and they expect me to respect my parents, teachers and peers? Over my dead ass. And no, I DO NOT believe I am a respectful person. As if I'll ever be.

But you know what I hated? The fact that I had to put on makeup... DUDE EVEN THE "BASICS" MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FREAKING HOE! (in my opinion) and I had so much foundation put on me I looked so pale... and my lips? Smeared with dark red lipstick... During the Prize presentation, Sarah Huda (Spelling error?) taught me how to remove it... Thank God! I removed all of it in the end. Thank you so much, Sarah...

I don't do makeup. Ick.

But the biggest surprise was that the Drama Club sang Happy Birthday to me when I went back to the waiting room... Aw... You guys! You made me want to cry... and blush... But I was more weirded out so... yeah. O___o Thanks a lot though. Really.

And to Nazry and Zhi Qing, I'll try not to leave so often. We can talk about sex more often now! =O Gasp... Dood. Seriously, I can't believe you guys said that... O__O

Unhappy Crappy Happy Birthday to me then...

I'm finally 15!

"One last thing before I shuffle off the planet, I will be the one to make you crawl, so I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday, someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident..."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 10:35 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
May 2010
August 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
March 2011
May 2011

Layout: x
Image: Beyrout

I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

BEAUTIFUL

inside