Wee~! Just got back from the Literature Seminar at St. Nick's and I must say, it was fun, fresh and totally beneficial. But we'll start from the not-so-fun.

Woke up at 6.20am, took my time to get ready and stuff, and I was so blur in the morning I put on a pair of different socks... They were both ankle socks, but they were of different design. Gahhh, gotta wake up gotta wake up. O__O

Anyway, met Zhi Qing at khatib MRT at 7.01 am, and soon the Literature students slowly came along, we were waiting for Dina and Crystal... As well as Ashton, who woke up late. In the end, went down to AMK McDonalds' to eat while waiting for Ashton.

We thought we were so bloody late, but turns out the lecturer was way later than us. She talked about ALOT of questions and structures that we'll desperately need in O Levels, so that worksheet is sacred. O__O All hail the worksheet that decides our fate.

After the 1hr 30min lecture, we had a half-hour break and we were standing up when I noticed way behind in the back row, was a group of guys. The third guy from the last seat WAS SO DAMN CUTE!!! His glossy, shiny hair was so emo-esque. He was just so cute and gorgeous and gahh~! ♥♥♥ I squealed. Like hell. Grabbed Zhi Qing to tell her about him, and she grabbed Charlotte to tell him about our lovely spotted emo-cutie.

Turns out he injured his leg and had to get support from a crutch. Then a guy said that was all for attention, well, if that cute guy was asking for attention with his hair and his crutch, HE DEFINITELY GOT SOME!!!

Zhi Qing. Charlotte. Me. ALL SMITTEN BY THAT ♥OH-SO-CUTE-EYECANDY♥.

Headed downstairs to have a snack, we were desperately waiting and squealing to the rest of the Lit students about him. Letting him be known to Azira... And she admitted he was cute as well. AHHH!!! ♥♥♥

So anyway, we finally spotted him climbing down the stairs with his crutch. We started teasing each other about going up to him to ask him for his number... Bump into him so we can shyly apologize and make it up to him. XD♥ Squee~

It went on a bit more with us trying to watch him from afar... And in the end it was all fun. He's so cute. And I was so blissful when he limped behind me to get to his SJI friends. Despite that, it was so cute!

EyecandyEyecandyEyecandyEyecandyEyecandy♥

Haha, even Mrs Rupesh was lecturing us not to go for the guys who were good-looking, in case we get together with them there'll be other jealous females eyeing the guy. XD

Absolute words of wisdom, Mrs Rupesh... But still, can't help but watch. ♥

Anyway, after the break, headed to another different seminar room for To Kill A Mockingbird literature seminars... The two presetations were great, but I barely knew what was going on because I foolishly did NOT read the book. How stupid of me... It's such a nice book. I'm making a swear I WILL read the book after my MYEs are over.

Sadly, Zhi Qing and I moaned when that cute guy didn't go to the same seminar as us... But it changed when we headed over to yet ANOTHER room to have A Midsummer's Night Dream lecture [first thing I noticed: the loads of students that's competing with us for O Level's] and we settled down.

The SECOND thing I noticed, AND LOVED, was that the cute guy that stood at the front of the room. HE'S THE LECTURER. Instantly told Zhi Qing, Azira and Charlotte and we started joking so much, like we listen intently and when it's Q&A-time, ask him loads of very thoughtful questions before asking him for his handphone number. XD Haha... But anyway... Moving on.

So he spoke into the mike. He had a very shy, soft voice that made my heart leap. But what he said was what made me feel very, very esctatic. "Hi, I'm C----- from SJI."

Soooooooooooooo, his name's C----. How sweet! EYECANDYC-----♥♥ Eeeeee!

He begun with a video focusing on the unrequited love between Helena and Demetrius, with pictures and captions... Which is very ironic because it's like we're Helena, infaturated with Demetrius, the very gorgeous guy C-----. We seriously like him... But he's too clueless to know about it... Haha... What an odd story.

Anyway... He talked about Literature stuff that we didn't exactly agree on, but nevertheless it was a good thing to think about. You know, for that entire time C----♥ was speaking, I HAVE NEVER PAID SO MUCH ATTENTION TO A LECTURE / GUY / LESSON LIKE THAT BEFORE. You don't know how much I listened intently to this guy... ♥

At the end, I wanted to ask so many questions so he would be notified of my presence and perhaps acknowledge me, but I didn't dare to... How embarassing it would be... It's almost like me throwing my voice across the room saying, "C-----, you're cute! What's your number?"

Hung around outside the seminar room to TRY to talk to him, only he came out with full company of an adult, and his SJI friends. So in the end, couldn't really question him about his lecture. Later near the stairs leading to the foyer, he was alone with his friend, and Charlotte kept pulling me [literally] to go talk to him...

Haha, it reminded me of a magazine I read. It revealed that this month, April, on 19th [TODAY] a cute guy would ask me for my number... Haha, now that I think about it, maybe I should have gone to talk to him about his lecture (make the first move) and who knows?

But it was ephemeral. We left the school and went off, constantly I was gushing about C-----... Hoping we would find C---- at AMK Hub... Haha, it drove Nazry, Elva and the rest insane.

We were wondering how to get back to AMK Hub, and in the end, we ended up walking through a small "park" with facilities and flowers that sort of looked like we were in the woods of AMSND... Only the more modern version of it. Haha, we were skipping around the woods, acting like we didn't care if we were in the wrong timestream.

How odd, yet hilarious.

Sigh~ In the end, we all went our separate ways and went home. But still, it was still a very good day with benefits and... EYECANDIES.

Haha... I eye EYECANDY C----. ♥♥♥ He's so cute... I hope I can see him again... XD

"Boy walking the spot he so fresh, and he got what he needs impressin'. Just look at the way that he dressin'. Ain't no question chicks like oh!"

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"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

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Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

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FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
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Elizabeth ♥!
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Kenn Ninjaboy :D
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Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
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Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
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