I would love to blog about how Nazry touched my heart with his lovely post or how NAPFA went today... But really, I don't wanna be moved / depressed to the point of tears.

And anyway, I should be mildly content. Why? Because I PASSED my NAPFA! AHHHH!! Even though I got 2 A's, 1 E (confirmed... -__-), some B's & C's & D's... I still passed! Even if there was that damn E grade! =D =D =D It's better than F, believe me.

Onto survey time... Because I'm bored and I don't wanna do E Maths homework yet... What a pile of boring congruency / similarity work... -_____-'''

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1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
Right now? My 2A3 maroon-coloured class tee.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
I should get my homework & chores done... >__> -shifty eyes-

3. Honestly, what have you done yesterday?
Went to school, slacked, NAPFA, slacked, drama. Went home. The end.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
Well, yeah! I'm in love right now! [GERARDWAYGERARDWAYGERARDWAYCGERARDWAY]

5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
O___O ... Well, other than that adrenline rush, no not really.

6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
With blood and bitter disappointment, fantasies and love...? Yeah. Yeah it is.

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Harkiran. For homework. AGAIN.

8. Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?
In a way... Yeah.

9. Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
Almost everything. Because it's an escape from my problems.

10. Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?
Honestly, YES.

11. Honestly ,what don't you want in life?
Everything that went wrong. But still, it made me who I am today.

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yes! I do 24-7!

13. Honestly, plannings in near future?
No plans. I like to see how it comes.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
Gerard Way? YES. C? I don't know... Really.

15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
Doubt so. Hope so, but doubt so.

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DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
I get very quiet... Or I lash out, depends.

2 . What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
... I messed up my bed... throwing pillows and bolsters all over the place.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes. A lot. And to the people who I made you cry, I'm sorry.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
I try not too... Nah I do.

5. When was the last time you really cried?
Not very long ago really.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup.

7. What usually makes you cry?
Sad stuff. All that jazz.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
On good days, yes.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
Of course... They're retarded, happy little bitches. :DDD

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
No, not really. I don't really believe in that.

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It's late. And I haven't done my homework yet...

Ughhhhh...

"I'm a slave, and I am a master. No restraints and, unchecked collectors. I exist through my need, to self-oblige. She is something in me, that I despise."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:23 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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