This week. Had officially been the most busiest, eventful week of my life.

And we're not talking about tests or exams or file checks or whatever, it really has all about CCA and Council and Cookies... And Crap. And more. But still.

But maybe because this week was Valentines' week and Total Defence Day was today as well, along with our debate competition. Anyway, list of what happened this week:

MONDAY

Nothing much happened. Nothing really. At all.

TUESDAY

Now the strain comes. Had to stay back for quite some time (2.30 pm - 7.30 pm) for packing and decorating of heart-shaped boxes. Was fun and stressful, but fun nevertheless. Skipped Debate training because the Love Cookies was important to the school. (500 boxes as far as I know. 500!!! O__O!?!! ... !!)

WEDNESDAY

More strain! But at least it wasn't as stressful as day before. Had more boxes to decorate by tying bows, folding crepe paper and glueing / sticking on hearts on the plastic boxes. Finished before oringinally targeted time.

Slacked off for a while to play basketball, Andy and Charlotte found a baby bird that was ambling around with a hair tied tangled around its leg. Spent an hour or more (I dunno) trying to remove it, operation was a success! The bird lived, you bloody pessimistic bastards, IT LIVED.

THURSDAY

Officially Valentines' Day! Went to school slightly earlier. Didn't know there was flag training, but went for it anyway. Didn't get anywhere much really.

Got my two boxes of cookies. Ate some during recess because I had nothing better to do really. Tarnished the Holy Shoethrowers "Bible" by drawing the "Valentines' Day Celebration Way for Desperate Singles".

Haha, imagine you sitting in the "emo corner", watching a romantic, tear-jerking move, in a dark room with no source of light except from the blue light coming from the TV, devouring comfort food (ice-cream?) and sobbing because no one's with you. It ain't fun, is it?

Was really hoping to talk to C. But he was mostly busy with his own stuff. Didn't spend $5 on Z anymore, not even offering one cookie like I did with the muffin last year. Ah well.

There was a cookie crisis. But that's another story. Man, the council was so crazy and freaked out that day.

Had debate after school. Actually was supposed to go for Physics remedial (GODFUCKDAMN!) but Mrs Devan pulled us out for debate because we had to do a mock debate to prepare the school team for Friday's Julien Gabriel's debate competition. It went quite well, and even Berton (debate coach) got us stuff! :D♥♥ Heh.

FRIDAY

Total Defence Day! Everyone gathered in the hall to watch a TDD video documentary-drama. It was so bloody fake, Ayu and I sat at the back of the hall, with the other councillors making fun of the video. Got shushed by C because we were too noisy and distracting.

Later when the drill started, as a leader, I was put down in the Media Liaison group! Meaning we were the "messangers" for the teacher. Had a very brief meeting before we realized we weren't needed at all. The power supply for our classrooms was cut off because of the bloody "fire" drill. In truth, I think my class / entire school would've blown up or been burned to the core in a real activity. Really.

That's how I feel it'll go anyway.

After school (so bloody damn hell hot and humid!), had flag training. This time was really chaotic, had problems with pulling the ropes at first, before getting the hang of it. Worked with both Charlotte and Nicolette for both National and School flag. It was fun! But the wind was messing me up so bad... C came!

Anyway, after Nicolette and Zhi Qing went off to work on their cases for Inter-class debate, I went off to the Council room to do Physics homework, THOUGHT no one would bother me until I found out C came in and started doing his homework, right in front of me. (His stuff & homework was there first, but I headed to the corner because I thought no one would care, big mistake)

A few other councillors popped in, which was a relief cause I felt extremely at discomfort being alone in a room with C and it was so damn quiet. But Andy + C makes the most funniest people I have ever met. They totally kept joking and bugging each other and it just made me laugh so much. How sweet.

Then C started sniffing a red whistle and acted all drugged, like he smoked opium or something. It was creepy, but cute. Really stupidly, adoringly cute. He even helped me with my Physics homework (without my permission) when he realized I was stuck at one question for a VERY long time... (Couldn't help it, missed out on Thursday remedial, now I have no bloody idea what is going on...) But really now, how sweet is this guy?! xD♥♥♥ n__n

But the by-far most "nicest" moment of what he said that made me feel so... "fluttery / mushy / gushy / yeah-that-nice-feeling-whatever" inside even though he's joking was when he started singing some song, and for laughs, I replied him to go join the "OP idol". I didn't expect any reply at all until he just said "I don't want, unless we sign up together and we do a duet" or something like that which is exactly the same meaning because I can't remember exactly what he said... He's so nice.

... I won't deny it. He is the very first person that I've liked that I feel that I can really talk to / feel comfortable around. Haha, he's got a certain charm about him that I like. The fact he's funny, responsible and sweet, bonus points! But he was kidding around... But still, it was a nice feeling. Still makes me smile even now. If he doesn't like me, that's ok with me... Because it seemed worth it. Very worth it. BTW yes, it was still on Friday.

After all that there nice stuff, the debaters headed down to Paya Leba Methodist Girls' School for the debate comeptition. Went rather well, we came totally prepared and went down hard, and won. But the prop for the motion did rather well too. =D We can nail this thing, and I swear if we can win this round 1, then for our inter-class debate, we can do it. I swear we can! =D And if any of you don't come on that day, I will step in for you and keel (kill) you the next day.

And yeah, that's basically my week... And it's the weekend! =D ... Should be sleeping now. Really.

"Telling them it's all for something real. Don't forsake the words you speak, you've gone too far... Acclaim!"

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NOT so sure i know who i am.
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a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
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