That one phonecall from the Kinokuniya people concerning my Hitman book order... And I missed it. T___T Oh God I'm in total anguish now... -EMOSOB- I am so carrying my handphone everywhere I go from now on.

Yeah, well, putting that aside ( not really, I seriously wanna know whether I can order that book or not ) I headed back to school for the Sec 4 Councillor Farewell party... It wasn't really much of a party... But we did kinda have fun... ( Actually it was more of the Sec 4's pushing us around for fun )... They're evil. >___>

But it was seriously fun. We had crazy games, one that involved being blind and mute... and getting yelled at, tortured by crazy sec 3 and 4's who like to mess around with us so we can't listen to the "leader" who'll lead us to safety. Gah, it was sure fun to watch them make the "blind" folk go crazy.

But besides that, we had a hilariously crazy musical chair game at the start. When it rolled down to the final 10, they had to choose a partner each to represent them, it was pure fun. Those who got out in musical chairs, their partners would get soaked with water in balloons popped over their fun. It wasn't as fun, but it was already bliss laughing at how wet they got.

Other than that, we had a water balloon fight. Um, wow. O__O First we had to beg Ms Kaur and Ms Soo so they'll let us play in the parade square when the damn orange thing was on. I swear, that orange alert system is only there for decoration, to waste electricity and to burn fossil fuel faster. What shit is Major Tan coming up with?

They let us... Yay, on the conidition that we run for cover should there be any lightning flashing. Well, apparently there was no sign of lightning or thunder... And none of us got fried playing water bomb fight, so yeah, We were safe! But not really, because it was the Sec 4's farewell, they requested for us ( the lower sec ) to be pelted with water bombs before we fight back.

Pure bliss. Total fun. Pain. Pain. Fun. Well, I got hit in the abdomen by someone (Muhdnur...) and hit in the back... It was fun, seriously.

Then we settled down, had (A BUFFET) dinner. I went for seconds, because I didn't want to mix my wasabi-with-soy-sauce-and-sushi together along with my friend rice. It'll taste wrong. But that was the first time I'got seriously extreme with the wasabi. I cried... because it burned my throat, the smell was coming out of my nostrils. Whoa. Despite that, it was awesome, that's how you eat sushi.

After that we headed over to the Level Masters' room to watch a few videos and see pictures taken from the Perak camp. Ah, abseiling... White water rafting... The rock. XD Heh-heh-heh-heh... [ I stylo leh... My team members crying after that rapid then I go pose the "peace" sign. Lol... ]

Then the day ended after the sec 4 were presented with gifts and comments from us. Yes, us, the sec 2s, not including Reeta, Yee Suan and Hazika (It's an inside joke xD) and from the Sec 3's as well. From what the Sec 4's have said and reviewed about their past as a councillor from the start, it seriously makes me see that being a councillor is really alot more fun thn what it looks like initially. You get the see the fun, happy side of disipline mistresses / Masters (i.e. Ms Kaur... Ms Soo... Mr Naufal"YOUDAMAN!"... Mr Paul Tan)

If I ever do make the standards to last up to Sec 4, then it'll definitely be a trip to remember.

In the meantime, I found out why Helena still had to tell Demetrius why Lysander and Hermia eloped in the woods. Because Hermia wanted to get out of the way so Demetrius wouldn't be distracted by Hermia and Helena could get him to fall back in love with her. Also because Helena wanted to pull down Demitrius's hopes that he will never be with Hermia and that maybe he would see that she was the better choice for him.

A MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM IS SO DAMN CONFUSING!!! The language... Oh, woe the langauge. If Ms Kaur didn't explain that, I seriously don't know how I'm going to survive.

Latest future 3A1 news: 2 more students added. Most likely foreigners. There're 42 pupils to count now. Thre more the merrier? Let's hope so.

"It was ice cream headaches and sweet avalanche. When the pearls in our shells got up to dance. You call me a bad tipper of the cradle. But wer'e just tired young fawns on hunter's lawns. We're the has-beens of husbands. Sharpening the knives of young wives. Take two years and call me when you're better. Take tears that are mine, find yourself wetter."
From this song, I abosolutely adore the screamo part.

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:53 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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