Well I got back yesterday from the concert.

And I seriously have to say it was an interesting experience. It was terrible at the start, queueing up standing for nearly 4 hours... And even more heartbreaking waiting for the concert to start. They started late maybe because they were waiting for everyone to come in...

But the most stupidest thing happened when we were inside the Max Pavilion ( it was huge, like damn huge! ) we were bored and screaming and cheering at the technicians (mistaken identity eh?) and some joker-asshole blowsup a CONDOM (we seriously thought it was a balloon) and tossed it around moshpit style. Then some other joker nearer to me blew up a bigger condom and threw it (It was like a banana! O__o) and yelled over to the others "MY CONDOM IS BIGGER THAN YOURS!" and when his condom balloon flew far away from him, he yelled "Hey, give it back you murdering bastards!"

The sound of rubber popping caused everyone to moan and laugh. Well, that was one of the fun part at least.

Then at around 8.50 or so... or 9 (???) they entered (couldn't see much, was blocked) and managed to see Ray headbanging while guitaring, saw Mikey (he has alot more hair and looks so much cuter upfront... O__O) then saw Gerard right at the front lifting up the microphone stand like some heavy weight champion... And they started playing songs... If I was't so caught up in the crowd I seriously would have loved it.

Yes, the Q-Jumpas worked miracles, I seriously could see the stage, drums, Gerard. Oh whoa. Gerard... He was so freakishly pale under that light. But still, he had amazing hair ( it's black and medium-length, ladies. )...

I have to say I didn't really enjoy myself, because I was concerning myself about my safety in the crowd more than the concert. Everyone pushed and pulled forward, three minutes after the concert started, you sweated like shit. It was so horrifyingly wrong. Plus ten minutes and people was being pulled out because they were dying from exhausted, nausea...

My brother lost his specs and I was away from him... So I desperately tried to get him cause I thought he was about to faint ( in crisis like these, you have to get to your siblings. ) but I was being blocked and could get no where. Argh.

So stood there, being jostled by more people until I thought I could get a clear shot of Gerard performing then I saw 4 messages. My mom sent two, one telling me what happened to my bro, and the other telling me to stay with him. That's enough for me to turn around and squeeze my way out of that place. The more further back I went, the more roomier and airier it was, and I COULD BREATHE!

On my way towards the back, I saw malay boys around a circle break-dancing to the songs the band sung... And some Malay guy swinging his shirt and I was like "Whoa. O__O;". Finally met up with brother and headed outside for a drink, before feeling refreshed and went back in, this time we sat all the way at the back.

When MCR sang their last song, Famous Last Words, I seriously enjoyed it. More space to jump and sing the lyrics... It was awesome. Then they left, and we searched around for my brother's shoes and spectacles. We found the shoes... But only one lens from his spectacles... Amazingly they weren't broken... Unlike one lens we found shattered into three pieces. (JUST ONE)

Besides, when the lights came on, we found loads of shoes... Some were pairs... Some were just one shoe... And it was full of trash... So yeah. You can hella tell it was a total badass moshpit. PEOPLE LOST THEIR EZ-LINK CARD, CAMERAS, SHOES AND FUCKING SPECTACLES!!

But I have to say, it was amazing for me to see the band. And Gerard. They played awesome... It was all good, minus the bad, the tragic and the shit. If I ever go back for one of these concerts, I know what to do. Wait for the crazy people to go forward, I'll stay at the back. You get good views of them from the back actually. Still didn't see Frank perform... maybe because I was only focusing on Gerard...

Pfft, Gerard. He was such an awesome guy. He was yelling "We're gonna fuck you so hard you can't even walk tomorrow" and "When someone falls down, you fucking pick them up. Alright? You fucking pick them up" and... "Lemme see your fucking cell phone lights and lighters." He got ways to influence the crowd.

I didn't get their autograph at all... And sad to say didn't manage to catch Gerard's attention ( didn't we all? )... But well, I tried to ask the bouncers was there any way we could go backstage for a few moments and get their autographs... but it was flat out "No"s.

Seeing them was already an awesome thing. Woke up depressed today, but I'm gradually counting my blessings. After all, I got to MCR live. I don't think many people could've been able to do that... Managed to get a few videos on my handphone, but it real crap quality. At least you could make out a few blurred figures ( Gerard... Mikey... Ray? )

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE FUCKING ROCKS AND I AM SO FUCKING GLAD I WENT TO THEIR CONCERT AND ROCKED OUT!!!

"Close your eyes and swallow, time is on your side. I will make you feel so hollow, time is on your side. So lay down for me, time is on your side and feel so hollow. "Everybody knows that you're a liar, it is time to fight with fire."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:09 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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