Reading a magazine from that Times store at Plaza Sing on the 12th Nov, I found out that 14th Nov was my lucky day!

But then again, for my lucky day, it didn't seem so... lucky.

But we'll start with the lucky! Then move on to the damn bad events. Ughhh.

So the councillor CAMPERSSSSSS!!! went to school on the 14th for the camp briefing. And there was a woman there to brief us about what we're gonna do. They even even showed us pictures of what we'll be doing, what we'll be sleeping in. And what to expect ( wet season, mosquito alert. I'll be desperate enough to buy a mosquito net ) and it just looks so damn cool!

... But then again, during abseiling, I hope I don't screw up with the harness and end up scaling down... and drop down the waterfall. And die. Yup. That's scary. And during white water river rafting I pray I don't go crazy and lose the paddle. And caving... Hope I don't go crazy and agitate those bats ( they could be vampires... hey awesome! ) ... or whack into the huge rocks.

But all the same it seems so cool! We even get to go to a spa and hot springs... Ooh. :D

It's all so exciting but you know what's the best part about it? We have the list. ...

What's more exciting than this is the PACKING!!! Ahem. Yeah. :D

Then after that I met up with Sarah and Su Min, took 811 to Northpoint to eat KFC for lunch! ... We saw someone along the way. Just on Tuesday I deleted Z from my reject list. Then I saw him boarding the bus with his family. Geez, I have to left go of him. Next year we're gone.

Heading back home, I got my brother to watch a few funny retarded videos on Youtube with me. A.K.A. Kelly's Shoes. Damn that video is so damn... funny.

Dad: "Kelly. What are you going to do with your life?"
Kelly: "I'm gonna get what I want!"
Dad: "... Crap."

You should watch it. It is so damn wrong! But then again. I suddenly have a weird urge to buy shoes. xD [ watch it on Youtube here ]

Anyway, the bad part:

I got Hives. Or also called: Urticaria.

You wanna know what causes it? I have no idea. But the my damn allergies are acting up again. And I have no idea what caused them.

From MedlinePlus [ http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/hives.html#cat3 ] :

Hives are red and sometimes itchy bumps on your skin. An allergic reaction to a drug or food usually causes them. Allergic reactions cause your body to release chemicals that can make your skin swell up in hives. People who have other allergies are more likely to get hives than other people. Other causes include infections and stress.

Hives are very common. They usually go away on their own, but if you have a serious case, you might need medicine or a shot. In rare cases, allergic reactions can cause a dangerous swelling in your airways, making it hard to breathe - which is a medical emergency.

It's a good thing I didn't get any rare medical emergency cases. Just the hives, geez, my mom had to heat up alcohol and use a mushroom to clean my skin. Ooh, the infection... Thanks Mom... I needed that.

And the worst part is, I don't know what I ate that caused these hives.

I pray they all get away from my digestive system before the camp. I don't wanna go there scratching at my skin 24/7. Argh, couldn't even sleep well last night.

"I think you have too many shoes. Shut up! I think you have too many shoes. Shut up! Stupid boy. Stupid boy. Let's get some shoes. Let's party. These shoes are three hundred dollars. These shoes are three hundred dollars. These shoes are three hundred fucking dollars. Let's get 'em!"

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"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

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Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
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FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


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(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

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Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

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Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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Crying tears of blood and joy
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Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
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