Went out by myself today.

The new Avenged Sevenfold album is outtt! -singsong voice- $18.95... It can wait. Until I get my 500 cash then let the miracles will happen!

Firstly, checked out Emo clothes shop ( where I first bought band tees and where Alnette introduced me, thank you! ) and bought a pair of skinny jeans. Black, it's a first. So I wanted a size bigger because the pants really stuck to my skin... But the shopkeeper told me that the size increases after washing. By an inch.

An inch?! 3 cm... That's good I guess. I finally have a pair of pants that can go good with my studded belt! Yay, woo, whatever. Moving on.

Then headed down to HMV, found new A7X album, headed down to Donut Factory at Suntec. Got lost. Had to follow signs and check directory thousand times before realizing the Donut Factory was in tower 3... Grr. Bought a pretzel ( inspired by Praise's new nickname xD ) and found my way to tower 3.

Pretzels saved my life!

The Donut Factory people were still baking donuts my family wanted so they told me to wait. The person serving me asked for my name and mispelled it. It became: "Michale"... And the cashier had trouble reading so she called out "Michael! Where's Michael?"

... It would be so cool to have that name if I wasn't a girl. Damnit.

Came back. Bought apples and carrots upon mother's request. But there were no more carrots. T___T NOOOOOO!!! No carrots? None... at all.

... When I came back, I found the spammer on ZQ's blog to be working her way into our nerves. What the hell, wrongly claiming Ms Xu didn't care about us? Huh. Whatever. If Ms Xu didn't care she would have let us fail. She didn't have to be worried over us and teach us wrong facts so she can just be paid by MOE.

She's a ... Hm... Oshii~Bitchfuckcuntshitassholemotherfuckerwhore. Don't understand? You don't need to.

"Don't try to drag me down with your cliche. Your fake grin fits your faker face. But I find all my pleasure in your misery. Yeah. I will step on you on my way up. And I will step on you on my way down."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 6:05 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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