... Somehow to those who didn't make the class party. You should be thankful.

I will try not to be that blunt because I saw the undying effort everyone ( okay, those helpful ones ) had put in to make the fire work, but ungrateful bastards like me didn't appreciate it.

Truthfully, sorry.

Okay, let the "journey" begin:

So I started by meeting Sarah before we headed down to school so I could collect a form, sadly, the forms weren't there and we had to get out before the school authorities go crapshit insane and scold us and the poor security guard.

I so do not want to be the cause of his misery.

Then we headed over to Northpoint to buy two bottles of sparkling wine then headed down to Sembawang MRT to meet the shoppers. Met Shao Wei in the same train, then alter met Alvin. Then waited for the late shoppers: Gavin, Matthew, Jeffrey, Zhi Qing, Wei Zhe and Praise.

Bought frozen stuff, chips... and blah. Then travelled to the BBQ site and spent loooong crazy time waiting for the others. Ran around the beach, pier, playground, up the hill, down the hill... All that crazy teenager hyperness wasted on ... nothing.

So then the other people came, and we decided to get the BBQ going... Sad part was we kinda had problems starting the fire so it was a real waste. Then we had nothing to do again, so we decided to do our own things.

Kai Sheng, Praise, Zhi Qing, Sarah, Wei Zhe, Qian Ling and I started playing Truth or Dare at the pier, away from the others and we stole along a bag of Doritos Nachos. We had the most stupidest, craziest dares like daring each other to go to China to pick up a floating bucket or go to India to recover a lost ball... Cads... xD But really, the funnest dare had to be stealing two bottles of sparkling wine Sarah bought earlier from the others... And a bag of marshmellows. We are evil little bitches.

Then there was more trouble when we returned and we realized there was a shortage of drinks. No more Ribena, water ... and sparkling wine. Oshii~ You can tell there's gonna be a bad outcome. So Gavin get pissed and he started blaming Kai Sheng. Kai Sheng got pissed and everyone started going Emo.

The worst part was there was also a shortage of firestarters. I can't believe it, 2 boxes of firestarters and we can burn 'em all without cooking a proper chicken wing? Oooh, bad.

So then we decided to cut short the BBQ and leave early: me, Zhi Qing, Sarah, Su Min, Shao Wei, Li Qing and Wei Zhe. The worst part was once we got off the bus and started walking to Sun Plaza, Sarah called me to turn back to the bus, and the sight shocked the shit outta me.

The bus driver was seemingly stretching but the first dirty thought that crossed my mind was that he was... sexing himself... O____O Whoa... Holy crapshitgod! What a pole dancer...

We ate at KFC and told some jokes... So on so forth and finally parted ways and went home.

Truthfully, I think this class party was a bummer. Even Ms Xu wasn't there... Sigh...

... I do wonder, what happened to the frozen food and the raw chicken wings? ... O__o

"Lie awake in bed at night. And think about your life. Do you want to be different? Try to let go of the truth, The battles of your youth. Cause this is just a game."

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a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:22 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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