Firstly I'd like to start off with a shameless confession. I find absolutely no guilt in liking Marilyn Manson because I like his dark, Gothic, Shock Rock, twisted style of music. It's rather appealing to me really, not scary. Not creepy, not wrong, not even too "dark".

It's a guilty pleasure, but I'm feeling shamless and guilt-free about it. But I really do like that guy, his music. Heck, I don't give a damn if he's with a 20-year-old actress or if he's a Satanist. Whatever, hail the "Reverend Manson". Just shows how love can be so... weird. It's better that way.

So now yesterday, the council of OPSS had a games day united with Yishun Town Sec School (YTSS) and it was so damn fun! A bit boring and awkward here and there, but it worked out nicely and badly at the end.

Started off the day by leaving late for East Coast Park, bus was late but meh. Reached there... But to only find out YTSS was later than us, a relief but it was totally boring whilst waiting for them to arrive.

Anyway, when they got there, we divided ourselves into groups and I had (from YTSS) Andrew, Hui Shi, Ridra (???) and (OPSS) Ronald. So it was a pretty crazy, wild and wacky group. It's like Hui Shi and Ridra were... sisters or something. So cool, and wild. And hyper. Andrew was the quiet one, Ronald the EMO one ( and he called me Emo, slick move ) and me... the neutral one... Not.

Had very odd activites: Shaving balloons, drawing from memory ( woo the Simpsons, I'm a fan and art fanatic ), Breaking-eating-fixing-and-pieceing-back a watermelon, doing "body parts" on the ground, carrying people across a small distance wearing boots ( you sick, sick people ) and walking together holding balloons at the hips.

It was mostly fun, a bit trauatizing and torturing for others... Dude, I swear, he could be a hero. Carrying two girls at a time. O__o He'll be SO loved.

In the end, we had a Captain's Ball fight... As well as a water balloon one. It was awesome. While gathering, there was an air water bomb that landed onto Ridra (Muhdnur...) and another one that a YTSS guy threw at her (Ken ; while still gathering) but it truly was fun and fantastic.

The day was cut short by the rain though, lightning struck and everything was cancelled. Kinda rotten, but still. It was fun. = ]

Well it was fun while it lasted. The few of the YTSS students said I rocked (... Flattered currently) and I seriously would miss them. They're welcome to crash our council room whenever they want. If they want. The friendship might not last forever, but it got somewhere.

I think I'll miss those girls... the "rip-offs" of Qing Ning. xD

Plus Charlotte alearted me while activites that the results for Sec 2 were out. Not the booklists though. But who cares?! It's confirmed I AM IN 3A1 along with Nazry and Zhi Qing. But I counted... and only 12 students from 3A1 and 3A2 were taking Pure Literature. That's worrying, but it's nice in a way.

Not to mention I don't know half of the students that are in my class. They're all a mix of 2A4's, 2A1's, 2A5's and 2A2's. Hopefully none of the A5 girls with a personal vendetta with me are in my class. Or I swear I will have the most bloodiest fraud with them, along with Ashton. GOD I CANNOT BELIEVE HE'S IN MY CLASS AND TAKING PURE LIT AS WELL.

Going crazy. Ignore me. WTFwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfWHATTHEFUCKINGHELL?!!?!?? Shit. I swear we had a bloody fruad last year when I was a councillor and countless times I had to kick him out of his class during recess. If he insults me alot more, I swear I will personally get him.

But then again, Sec 3's all about preparing for Sec 4's O' Levels, not fighting or making friends with bloody bitches... and bastards. I'll get you one day. What to relief to also know that she's in a different class. Way away from me. One class down, but I don't give a damn about her. I shouldn't. Waste of my time is what she is.

God please send Marilyn Manson and his Goth Thugs from "Tainted Love" to crash my school and class and save me from any other fucking-gone-wrongs if it happens. Pleaseeee rid of them if you have to.

... 29th November 2007, Thursday. The Hitman movie would be officially out now. Correction - the NC16 Hitman movie is out NOW. God, why is Singapore so bloody pathetic? -Emo Sob-

"I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles if I could stick to you and you stick me, too. Don't break, don't break my heart and I won't break your heart-shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes. That blue is getting me high, making me low. That blue is getting me high, making me low."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:39 AM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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