We'll start easy, before the reality sinks in and I go emotional.

So today's the last day of school. 26 November 2007. The End. No more lower Secondary School days, no more 2A3-ians, no more friends and classmates ( maybe? Results not out yet )... No more Mr Low, School principal who let me into the school regardless of my non-Primary-6 education... No more Mr Pang ( Dude, I loved him! He was awesome! ) and... no more him, Z.

Didn't really expect it to turn out, to unfold like this. Final chapter of being a lower sec student. I enjoyed it, yeah, the do-able homework, the no-stress-much policies... It was fun. But now our way comes more homework and stress and shit and what not. God help.

So we had a farewell concert for Mr Low, so really yesterday was the last day of 2A3. It was fun, slightly boring but it's not for us, it's for him and his memories. Before he walked down the walkway of students, councillors and ex-students, I made some jokes like "Mr Low, crying makes you feel better!" but I seriously didn't expect him to break and cry.

Dude, I have never seen a man cry before... Cry with such heartfelt emotions and pure sincerity of missing us. I felt for him. He'll miss us, truly. I hope Mr Pang misses us as well, we worked hard into his heart. xD

I wonder what they're both doing now. Really.

After the performance, Zhi Qing, Azira, Sarah, Charlotte and I made plans to go to Azira's place for some reason I'm not aware of ( pure fun, perhaps ) but we had to wait for Charlotte, give out gifts to Mr Low and Mr Pang before we left.

Well, I won't deny I had the ... want (?!!?!?) to say goodbye to Z. Apparently I still had a thing for him, but right now all hope's have been trashed for real now. I doubt I'll ever see him again. Ever. Unless the class party... But no. I don't see it happening. I had the guts, but he walked off home quite fast. Haha, maybe he wanted to get away from me because he thinks I'm gonna stalk him. Haha... Sigh... I tried. The motive was there. I really did like you. I wonder if you did too. Requited love? Nah, not a chance in hell. Do you like me? "Fuck no"'s your answer, definitely.

Believe me.

Besides all that, we headed over to Azira's place and lo and behold, fun, fun, FUN!!! Well it was, seriously. I have never had spaghetti, ice-cream, chips and sparkling wine in all that amounts before. We also watched Death Note 1, and it was awesome. The Manga's better, I would agree, but it was fun to see L eating all the right amounts in the three food groups: Sugar, Salt, Fats.

You have no idea how much we ripped off L's poses while taking photos later. It was so fun! And cute, weird but the idea's still there. L is so cute. xD

Then it was over, but we discussed how the class party on Tuesday will be. It's hosted at Charlotte's place, unless any unseen circumstances pop up. Let's hope every 2A3-ian will be there, especially Z or really, I didn't say Goodbye to everyone.

Well, I'll end here, it's late. But really now, we're considered ex-2A3-ians now... But hey, once-and-forever-2A3-ian. I'm proud of you guys, I'll miss ya.

"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, from whatever. We will still be, friends forever."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:43 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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