Y'know what I love about holidays?

The fact that you can sleep in, sleep late. Screw homework and do your own thing, like going out to watch a movie with your friends or even having good, old-fashioned family time. Or in my case: You can go out and meet your Primary school friend and her friends, spend money over your budget, laugh over crazy jokes, reach home late ( my case: 7pm, pathetic right? )

So it started out with my simple want of having more band tees ( BAND TEES not PANTEES xD ). My friend, Alnette called me, arranged time, met up today. Yeah. But before we get to the real dirt, I was waiting for Alnette but I had time to kill so I decided to head up to Popular at Northpoint before I headed over to Station. Guess who I saw along the way towards the escalator.

There, in between walking near the money changer was him. Z. Z. Z. And his friend or brother or I-don't-know-whoever-that-guy-was but whatever, I saw Z.!!! ... You rarely see the guy you like whenever you're walking around aimlessly. Coincidence and fate really have to make themselves look alot more obvious now.
And he looked so cute!! And I'm serious, I really didn't plan to see him at NP at... 12+ noontime? Hm. I dunno whether he noticed me, I think he did. But whatever, I avoided him. Didn't dare look at him when I had to pass by him the second time.

Moving on! I met up with Alnette and her friend, Joo Yu. Headed over to City Hall, where the "Emo People" lurked at one shopping center. Dude, I have never seen a place with more Emo stuff ever. Even more than Johore Bahru. THEY SOLD BAND TEES AND SKINNIES!!! Not to mention the silver studded belts... God, and I ran all the way to Malaysia to buy my Emo belt when it's so readily available in my own country!?!?
} -- What's wrong with me? -- {

Bought two black Band Tees with Avenged Sevenfold and My Chemical Romance. Two black tees that cost 28 bucks!! X____x Holee sheet. I didn't even bring that much amount in CASH. Plus, I might get the skinny black jeans. They make people look desperately thin!! Ah ha, the things I say to convince myself. Sigh...

Then moving on to Bugis. Street. I never knew that Bugis Street had a Gothic-like shop. God damn... I was so inspired I wanted to buy one of those Gothic Lolita outfits, dress up, doll up, put on make-up and go cosplay. Gahhh, that's so stoopid even for me to say. XD Bought myself another Gothic-like tee.

It had "Fuck! Fuck!" at the back but the "F" looked like a cursive "B" so it's "Buck! Buck!". I dunno, my mom wasn't too happy when I showed it to her. The quote on the backprint ( "Society Denies my Personality" ) says alot. So naturally I loved it. Cost 32.90. It's even cheaper than the strait-jacket-like shirt I bought at Far East Plaza.

... There goes my budget. Then came Hilary, Alnette's "always-late, fake-ang-moh" friend. I swear if Alnette didn't point out she wasn't ang moh, I would have believed she was. The always-late part... Well. I've never met a person who's 3 / 4 hours late for an outing. Have you?

More browsing. No shopping. Cause we're broke. Then finally I had to go home. Yeee-yeahhhh... That's it. It was fun, I must admit. It was so freaking fun.

So when you guys got more money, wanna go shopping again? xD Ahaha, no... Maybe not.

"Our hearts a bloodstained egg, we didn't handle with care. It's broken and bleeding. And we could never repair."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:02 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




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