Yay-yay-yay-yay-yay-yay-yay!!!

I can absolutely breathe with satisfaction and relief right here, right now. And why?

Y is no longer going with X and Z to the movies. Sweet! So I don't have to be bothered that Z is with Y at the movies. Jealous no more, I'm in absolute bliss right now. Still, it would be nice to take Y's place and go with X and Z to the movies. xD

... Oh hell no, that'd be a drag. I wouldn't wanna watch that movie they're watching. I'm dying to know what's happening in HP&tOotP (Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix)... Someone's gonna die in there. Someone always dies in these kind of movies.

Firday the 13th. Yes, I'll realized that Emo wasn't really a suitable word and is constantly over-abused. Somehow I'm using more words like "Melancholy" or just plain "Sad" in my sentences now. Because being Emo is Over-rated. And not everyone wants to go cut themselves in depression.

Hello Dim Sum Dollies. I've waited to watch this play for a few weeks now, constantly craving to see what fashion everyone's gonna wear. I hope I don't look too "dark" in my outfit. Besides, I heard some of my classmates are wearing skirts... Well, this is a formal occasion. Go crazy, girls.

And yes, I'm desperate to know what the boys are gonna wear. Especially Z. In truth, I've been waiting for this event for four reasons:

1. I heard the play was funny and awesome.
2. I'm eager to see what everyone's gonna wear.
3. I wanna take loads of class pictures. (This is the last year 2A3 is going to be together)
4. I want a clear picture of him. Z. Him and him and him only... (Cause I'm a lovesick bastard)

Sounds reasonable enough? I should hope so. I'm looking forward to this. And looking forward to that A7X album I wanna buy! xD

"I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to Hell, but we made the wrong decision and it's easy to see."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 9:04 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you."

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
Into this black void.
Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
Will you come with me?




i want to be

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