The Good:

So, I finally got my cravings cured. We, 2A3 classmen (and a few A4's joined), went off to the Esplanade to watch "Dim Sum Dollies". The show was awesome! Comical, hilarious, just plain funny! Hokkien here, Chinese there, English everywhere, Singlish conquered all. Lah. So yes, it was the best show I've been to ever. (Other than Phantom of the Opera).

As well as me getting to see what everyone was wearing. Of course, boys, wearing almost the same, black shirts and jeans. Girls, my god. They all looked gorgeous. Angela and Chu Luo, whoa. I mean, WHOA. They wore really nice dresses and I was kinda shocked. We were all dressing mostly casual but they dressed more of formal. Wow. Angela's dress was truly beautiful! Just... cocktail-partyish... more.

The Bad:

In math: 55 + 5 = 60

In objects: 55, 56, 57, 58, 59. Do you notice there are five numbers there? Okay yes, in counting objects, apparently you have to count the first number as well. Well, Ms Xu kinda got a misunderstanding and gave us (Charlotte, Azira, Sarah and Zhi Qing + me) an extra ticket and when she found out Ms Xu got all stressed and started lecturing (or scolding) us (more of Zhi Qing) about the extra ticket.

Zhi Qing pissed off and Ms Xu oblivious to what happened don't go very well. So (partly my fault because I wanted him to have the extra ticket) I tried to clear up the misunderstanding between Ms Xu and Zhi Qing. Meep. I couldn't breathe after that. Telling a teacher to go apologizing to your friend? Wow. I am invicible. Or just lucky.

I'm never counting objects again. Ever.

And yes, apparently Vemon sat beside me, he wasn't so bad. Just plain quiet, or uninterested. Or wishing he could sit with his mateys. Eh.

The Hope:

Yes. He was there. The guy I liked. Only because of his looks. He was present. We'll call him Z for now.

Z was more cuter than usual. Mainly because he was out of that boring uniform and into something a bit more... "dashing". (WTFOMFGSTFU?!?!?!!!) He wore a dark grey shirt and jeans, god. It looked so good on him. ... Really, to me he looked so... good*.

*[I'd use more "better" words but for the sake of my sanity, I'll use easy words]

Sadly, I didn't manage to get any pictures of him in his casual clothes. When the show was over, he was heading down the stairs, I wanted so badly to call him and ask if I could take a picture but... mainly because my other classmates were there and because I had no courage (and voice) to say it.

I wanted to. I tried. But failed miserbly. Maybe there'll be another time. But the hope seems to die. Am I too shy? Okay never mind. Moving on.

The Sadness:

[[Notice I'm not putting: "The Emo"]]

Anyway... Yes, I was feeling down once the show was over. Now that what I looked forward to for weeks is finally here... and OVER... what now? I don't think there'll be a class outing like this again. Perhaps, but the chance is from slim to none. So there, I'm feeling down because this happens. That's why. Ugh.

Another thing I really have to ask: When there is a room full of lively action and everyone's hyped up, what do you do when someone just goes "I'm bored".

Simple statement. Complicated actions, thoughts, and just plain irritating.

You know what I concluded from people who always complain that they're bored / say that they're always bored? THEY HAVE NO LIFE. Either that, or they don't know how to appreciate the good things in life. Does it look like everyone can see a funny, famous play for even one time? Hell. NO.

Now you all know why I'm a loud-mouthed, rude, ignorant, attention-seeking, jealous, implusive, mean and heartless freak. It's better than being boring. Or rather having nothing to do than to complain my life is boring. Geez, like get a life already. Every can't be that boring. (Unless you have high expectations on that day and when the day falls below your standards, you're completely annoyed. And bored.)

The Food:

Because of some "left-out" and "offended" feelings I had, I left the group early to get away before I get all moody and pissed off (and "I'm not okay"), I went home, my emotions burning with angst and anger when I happened to come across Mom and my brother, Kelvin on my way home from the station.

Of course, this went we would go out and eat and that's great because I needed to rant to someone who ACTUALLY cares about me (or so they lead me to believe that). Mom said: "They're not improtant, just keep telling yourself Huttson is more important than them". I'm trying, oh I'm trying so HARD.

Oh we went down to find some props needed for Mom's show, sadly couldn't find any, so we headed down to Geylang street to eat. We went to this particular restaurant called "No Signboard Seafood" (I'm not kidding) and yes, I had the best (not reeally) seafood dinner of my life. Crab, fish, noodles and vegetables, yum.

So yes, seafood lifted me out of my misery and I'm a bit more brighter now. Yay me. That chili crab is hella tasty. And fresh.

The End:

Self-explanatory. End of entry. End of my day. End of the weird day. End of the one day I've been looking forward for quite some time. And life, of course, as always, drags on. Till my next entry, guys.

Have a nice day.

"Alone at the end of the race, we catch the last bus home. ... We open the latch on the gate of the hole that we call our home."

- -8<- - - - WELCOME to the world of the PLASTIC BEACH - - - ->8- -

a DARK beach with a BLACK view ; it was 11:39 PM

"When the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. Drive on engines till they weep. With future pixels in factories far away."

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists,
It isn't that much fun..."

M N. 5th of the April. 17. Singapore. Female. Facebook. Tumblr.

Ex-Chongfu Primary. / Ex-CHAS.
Graduated Orchid Park Secondary:
Ex-Drama. Ex-Debater. Ex-Student Councillor. Ex-1A3-ian. Once-and-forever-2A3-ian. Ex-3A1-ian. Ex-PROUD-4A1-ian.

NGEE ANN FMS MCM [mass comm] T107/T102. RADIOHEATWAVE.COM Radio DJ. STAGE 52.

IN A RELATIONSHIP ♥

FYI, I quote a LOT of lyrics.

NOT emo, just tends to be more depressed than I'd like.
NOT a rocker, but loves to rock out.
NOT so sure i know who i am.
SUFFERS from Dermatillomania
a passionate LOVE for the colour RED
& PROUD TO BE A freak. Are you?

1. Love myself.
2. Self-Acceptance.
3. Eradicate insecurities.
4. Not to care.
5. Work hard in school.
6. Start over.
7. Take it slow.
8. Keep promises.
9. GPA >3.8 [yr 1.2,1.1,2.2,2.1,3.2]
10. To be MISERABLE and HAPPY.


"If it's not enough, try again. And again. Over and over again."

[[ WaNTS && WiSHES ]]

(1) Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
(2) 30STM - This Is War
(3) New Headphones
(4) Those new JEANS
(5) A Teenage Dream

Alex. :)♥ (my bumbling idiot)

HUTTSON My poopoo DOGGIE. ♥♥♥

BANDS :: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Placebo. Marilyn Manson. 30 Seconds to Mars. Avenged Sevenfold. Linkin Park. Gorillaz. The Blackout. The Academy Is... Fall Out Boy. Bullet For My Valentine. Before Their Eyes. Lady Gaga. Just to name a VERY few...

HEROES :: GERARD WAY. TDK Joker. Jared Leto. Brian Molko. Draco Malfoy. 2D. Gerard Way. ♥ XD

Dilemmas.
The conflict.
Inner conflict.
Prejudiced people.
BUGS.

2A3-ians ♥ We Rock. Like Hell.
3/4A1-ians Over speed limit :D
Shoethrowers ♥ FAMILY
Apphia! :D :D :D Hee.
Azira A-zi-zi-ziraaaa! ♥ xD
Elizabeth ♥!
Elva VaVa :D
Farhan
Gavin
Isabelle
Jessica :D :D :D
Joanne ♥ XD
Joel is a legend!
Kenn Ninjaboy :D
Keng Ying CUZZIN! :D
Li Qing :DDD!
Matin! :D So cuute!
Nazry BiTCH!♥
Pearlyn So cute. :D
Rui Shuin Mah Couzin :D
Safwah rocks hardcore! :D ♥
Samuel ... Moo. :D ♥
Sarah BestFriend WALRUS ♥♥♥
Sheereen :DDD She cool yo!
Shi Wei :D:D:D So rad!
Si Ying, Tan rroooccckksss. :]
Si Ying, Yeh :D
Su Min She rocks!
Su Yuan :]

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I'm nothing but a beautiful disaster,
Crying tears of blood and joy
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Oblivion;
It's the place to be.
Ephemeral Romance.
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